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dust-in-the-wind

Animal Lover
Aug 24, 2024
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I ask this question because so many young people on here say they want to die but are afraid of pain, failing and fear. Assisted suicide would eliminate pain and failing. But what about SI? Could you drink the fatal medication (in Canada i think its done thru IV but you have to pull the lever) knowing you will be dead soon after? No going back. Game over. I've watched many videos on YouTube that have done it. Albeit most were terminal ill, elderly or in chronic pain. Which makes the mental part easier to accept. All were at peace with their decision.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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I am 40, so not necessarily part of the "young" crowd. However, with both if my previous attempts, I was very calm and did not hesitate. If I could have the opportunity to have a supervised, sure fire method, hell I would probably be excited to die.
 
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insectontrial

Member
Jan 29, 2026
98
I am 40, so not necessarily part of the "young" crowd. However, with both if my previous attempts, I was very calm and did not hesitate. If I could have the opportunity to have a supervised, sure fire method, hell I would probably be excited to die.
Likewise. I've never felt that "instant regret" many of the anti-suicide campaigners talk about.

I'm 26, though I've been told I act/come across like someone of middle age.
 
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dontwakemeup

Paragon
Nov 11, 2024
917
Absolutely! I even went so far looking at the euthanasia sites. I would empty my account and pay whatever they ask just to exit this place!
 
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Headfirsst_ForHalos

New Member
Jun 19, 2025
2
I'm 19 years old and absolutely I would. If it's in a medical setting it would even feel as if my pain is immediately validated, and that I'm not crazy for wanting to die.
 
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Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
991
I ask this question because so many young people on here say they want to die but are afraid of pain, failing and fear. Assisted suicide would eliminate pain and failing. But what about SI? Could you drink the fatal medication (in Canada i think its done thru IV but you have to pull the lever) knowing you will be dead soon after? No going back. Game over. I've watched many videos on YouTube that have done it. Albeit most were terminal ill, elderly or in chronic pain. Which makes the mental part easier to accept. All were at peace with their decision.
Seeing those videos, seeing the genuine, unforced peace on their faces... it changes the narrative from "giving up" to "stepping out." For me, the answer is a resounding yes. I can absolutely see myself taking that final drink or activating the IV. The "no going back" part isn't a threat, it's the ultimate relief. It's the finality that makes the peace possible.
 
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purebliss

"Just be happy" =)
Mar 3, 2026
350
100%
If I get pentobarbital on prescription everything would be do much easier.

I have 500 bucks of suicide equipment here...
And I still feel conflicted because SN and Helium both have their nasty side effects
 
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endboss

Member
Apr 8, 2026
63
In a heartbeat.
 
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Nolongerlive

Member
Feb 28, 2026
97
I am 55 , if allowed, will 100% go for it.
 
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froggirl9000

9,000,000 LIVE FROGS
Feb 4, 2023
1,797
Nope. At best, if barbiturates were available, I'd get them just to use them recreationally, or as an anti-anxiety drug like they're intended.
If I had access to guns, on the other hand, it'd be a different story. I've always liked suicide by gunshot the most; it isn't just that I want the pain to be over, I want complete control over my death, including the means. I don't want some doctor injecting me with something, I want to blow my brains out.
 
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Aflame5926

le tired
Apr 3, 2026
439
yes i would be exicited as F. probally my family not so much but they can understand
 
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Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
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Earthfree

Member
Jun 22, 2025
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If I get pentobarbital on prescription everything would be do much easier.

I have 500 bucks of suicide equipment here...
And I still feel conflicted because SN and Helium both have their nasty side effects
Any forums on SN effects?