If you were allowed medically assisted suicide, would you do it??

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I ask this question because so many young people on here say they want to die but are afraid of pain, failing and fear. Assisted suicide would eliminate pain and failing. But what about SI? Could you drink the fatal medication (in Canada i think its done thru IV but you have to pull the lever) knowing you will be dead soon after? No going back. Game over. I've watched many videos on YouTube that have done it. Albeit most were terminal ill, elderly or in chronic pain. Which makes the mental part easier to accept. All were at peace with their decision.

it would be a battle for me to actually do it I think but I would want to try. living right now is a huge mighty struggle and it is causing great harm to my family.
I would anticipate going to hell for doing it, but I anticipate going to hell anyway for the sins i've committed in my life and am continuing to commit right now.

where are these videos?

Brutal story. I'm also couch ridden and unable to function. Can't believe you've seen no improvements in 7 years. Do you at least get bigger windows where things feel slightly better in the moment?

Yes the doctor prescribed me Ativan 1mg each I only took maximum 25mg in just 3.5 months. I already had a severly disregulated nervous system from trauma and was unable to sleep. So the Ativan fried my brain. I'm going through acute withdrawal right now severe akathisia.

oh akathesia is the worst! i am so sorry!