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ThisUnrest

Seeking personal sovereignty
Aug 15, 2023
186
Yes. It's uncivilized that this option is not open to everyone.
 
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lonergirl_26

Student
Sep 1, 2024
159
That is exactly how assisted suicide works. They give you the medication and you self-administer it.
Oh really? I had no idea whoops. I just assumed that it was done by like a medical professional
 
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dearlydeparted44

Specialist
May 21, 2025
356
In a heartbeat.
 
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onedayillbok

Member
Apr 19, 2026
29
I am almost 40. My last attempt I knew what I was doing, and I was so content with my decision. I do feel vaguely bad for the negative impact CTB will have, and assisted would limit that. But. Im ready to CTB. I am done with this existence.
 
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bl33ding_heart

Borderline
Jun 24, 2025
570
I would 100% do it, it's much more simple and pain free then any self assigned methods.
 
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LonelyPrince

Rotten to the Core
Dec 12, 2025
274
If time passes and life doesn't get any better I'd choose it in a heartbeat. Yes.
 
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medinjured521

Member
Apr 20, 2026
95
I am 40, so not necessarily part of the "young" crowd. However, with both if my previous attempts, I was very calm and did not hesitate. If I could have the opportunity to have a supervised, sure fire method, hell I would probably be excited to die.
What were your attempts
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
1,731
Yes. I'm terribly sad about it though.

I wish I had lived my life correctly. There was a path laid before me. I wasn't smart enough to see it.
 
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bellaisdonewithlife

Student
Jan 29, 2026
138
Gas or nothing (meaning natural death when the time comes).
 
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Off_Switch

Experienced
Aug 15, 2025
267
CTB while under general anesthesia should be a human right. We were brought here without consent.
 
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violetforever

Paragon
Dec 24, 2025
902
CTB while under general anesthesia should be a human right. We were brought here without consent.
Yes. It's uncivilized that this option is not open to everyone.
ive been thinking about this all day and it looks like this thread is a relevant place to put my thoughts. its so unfair. how do we not have the right to peacefully die? why does someone else have to evaluate and validate our suffering to get this privilege? if we dont get their approval then we are left to fend for ourselves with painful and sometimes unreliable methods that can lead to even more suffering. tbh im not sure of the cost of assisted suicide but if its anything outrageous then thats just another layer of privilege. i just imagine the amount of people who would take the opportunity of a painless death if accessible. i dont have a problem with humanity dying out but i guess thats because im not some powerful person with the ability to control and benefit from it. im just another disadvantaged person suffering.

if its not obvious, id do it in an instant.
CTB while under general anesthesia should be a human right. We were brought here without consent.
Yes. It's uncivilized that this option is not open to everyone.
ive been thinking about this all day and it looks like this thread is a relevant place to put my thoughts. its so unfair. how do we not have the right to peacefully die? why does someone else have to evaluate and validate our suffering to get this privilege? if we dont get their approval then we are left to fend for ourselves with painful and sometimes unreliable methods that can lead to even more suffering. tbh im not sure of the cost of assisted suicide but if its anything outrageous then thats just another layer of privilege. i just imagine the amount of people who would take the opportunity of a painless death if accessible. i dont have a problem with humanity dying out but i guess thats because im not some powerful person with the ability to control and benefit from it. im just another disadvantaged person suffering.

if its not obvious, id do it in an instant.
 
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the_sugar_buzz

Member
Apr 18, 2026
11
I ask this question because so many young people on here say they want to die but are afraid of pain, failing and fear. Assisted suicide would eliminate pain and failing. But what about SI? Could you drink the fatal medication (in Canada i think its done thru IV but you have to pull the lever) knowing you will be dead soon after? No going back. Game over. I've watched many videos on YouTube that have done it. Albeit most were terminal ill, elderly or in chronic pain. Which makes the mental part easier to accept. All were at peace with their decision.
Only if it was like really passive.like a doctor writing a script for seconal with instructions etc but not at a facility. Where they do it for me. Nahh
 
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inpainnosleep

Member
Apr 11, 2026
61
With all my current health and mental health problems, I'd sign up this second. Never thought I'd say this even 6-7 months ago. All the health issues are adding up on top of the mental health and what is probably protracted benzo withdrawal issues, and I potentially have a long life ahead of me. Makes me sad, because I did want to live but don't see a way out any longer.
 
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Out_Of_My_Head

Member
Dec 25, 2025
29
I would. One of the reasons that I don't do it now is because I don't have the energy to get my final affairs in order, and perhaps they would help me with that. I also don't like the idea of a relative having to identify me with half of my head gone. Not being able to discuss it with anyone is just making things worse. I didn't ask to be here, so why does it have to be so difficult to leave?
 
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moon2bright

worthless
Apr 11, 2026
36
I ask this question because so many young people on here say they want to die but are afraid of pain, failing and fear. Assisted suicide would eliminate pain and failing. But what about SI? Could you drink the fatal medication (in Canada i think its done thru IV but you have to pull the lever) knowing you will be dead soon after? No going back. Game over. I've watched many videos on YouTube that have done it. Albeit most were terminal ill, elderly or in chronic pain. Which makes the mental part easier to accept. All were at peace with their decision.
What channel are the videos on?
 
fadedghost

fadedghost

Found SaSu after reading BBC & watching YouTube
Dec 10, 2025
560
I ask this question because so many young people on here say they want to die but are afraid of pain, failing and fear. Assisted suicide would eliminate pain and failing. But what about SI? Could you drink the fatal medication (in Canada i think its done thru IV but you have to pull the lever) knowing you will be dead soon after? No going back. Game over. I've watched many videos on YouTube that have done it. Albeit most were terminal ill, elderly or in chronic pain. Which makes the mental part easier to accept. All were at peace with their decision.
I'm not sure. I probably could at some point. Maybe not today, but probably before 2030 ends I would be ready to pull that lever.
 
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iWantToStopExisting

Member
Apr 28, 2026
31
Seeing those videos, seeing the genuine, unforced peace on their faces... it changes the narrative from "giving up" to "stepping out." For me, the answer is a resounding yes. I can absolutely see myself taking that final drink or activating the IV. The "no going back" part isn't a threat, it's the ultimate relief. It's the finality that makes the peace possible.
Brother hello . Are you from Macedonia; If you are that's means we are neighbors. I'm from the degenerate state of greece. я русский, я славянин можем с тобой связаться через Dark net; Есть какие нибудь варианты как можно легко сдохнуть?
 
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Dejected 55

Visionary
May 7, 2025
2,838
I've already failed a couple of times... so, yeah, if there were an "Easy" button to push and die painlessly... in a heartbeat. Given my track record and the extremely unlikely chance that anything will ever be better... I have no reason to be here or to stick around any longer than I have to be here. If I had the option for an easy out, I'd already be there.
 
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iWantToStopExisting

Member
Apr 28, 2026
31
I've always liked suicide by gunshot the most; it isn't just that I want the pain to be over, I want complete control over my death, including the means. I don't want some doctor injecting me with something, I want to blow my brains out.
Bro, me the same. Are you american? Cause i'm from europe and we don't have any free access to firearms here.
Fuck, i was entrusted with a german assult rifle G-3 durning my service in the army for 9 months at the age of 19. If back then i had any idea what a shitty life is awaitings me, there would be no second thoughts,for sure. Listen friend , if you are from europe we can communicate (i don't know, we could organize a one way journey to some undeveloped shithole) Fuck, i hate life. If you are american, could you give me, some useful information about illegal activites in Mexico or Central America. It is real what you can purchase a pentobarbital where ? Here, some info about me : https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/a-32-years-old-failure.241919/ thank you!
 
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miekorevvv

Member
Aug 8, 2024
12
this is what ive been looking for sadly euthanisia is illegal here and ill have to travel to another country which im actually considering to do after all im just looking for a painless method and euthanasia sounds the most suitable and safest so ofc ill do it
 
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thelostautistic

Mage
Jul 31, 2025
526
Yes probably but not immediately. I'm very unhappy and don't want to stick around for a long time but I also don't want to go right this second. That might sound a bit odd.
 
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MyMomWasMyLife

Member
May 2, 2026
71
I ask this question because so many young people on here say they want to die but are afraid of pain, failing and fear. Assisted suicide would eliminate pain and failing. But what about SI? Could you drink the fatal medication (in Canada i think its done thru IV but you have to pull the lever) knowing you will be dead soon after? No going back. Game over. I've watched many videos on YouTube that have done it. Albeit most were terminal ill, elderly or in chronic pain. Which makes the mental part easier to accept. All were at peace with their decision.
I would in an absolute heartbeat. I've always been glad that I was lucky enough to be born and raised in America. But now, after what has happened in my life, I wish I lived in Canada. I would try to feign metal illness to the point that I'd qualify for it and I'd go through with it as soon as humanly possible. I'm sure that a lot here would as well. It would be painless and overseen by professionals. I wish so bad I could do that.