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onlyinsleep

onlyinsleep

I can see their faces
Jun 3, 2019
111
To have the money for N so I could stop feeling brain injury pain.
 
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mnjkl

Member
Aug 29, 2019
67
But if everyone 'didn't give a fuck' where would we be?

It would probably closely resemble where we are now, with a lot less pretense. I was going for more of a realistic wish than an ideal one. The more that people care, the more their expectations collide with reality, causing more misery.
 
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Oblivion

Oblivion

Wizard
Aug 2, 2018
629
Winning the 149 million euros on euro millions tomorrow, but i dont even have money to buy tickets :(
the 166 million dollars would change my whole fucking life,it would give me a reason to live, id travel all the time, buy a huge land and build a huge mansion with a huge pool on it with a huge garden, with 4 super cars pared (F1, a Ferrari,a Lambo and a Range Rover 2019 LWB autobiography)
with all this money that i have and the sexy cars, girls would start to desire me, id spend a night with a hot girl every few nights
 
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trigzter

Member
Aug 9, 2019
50
2 guns so i could shoot myself in the head from both sides
 
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hobbydevil

hobbydevil

Anxiously biting fingernails.
Sep 8, 2019
60
I'd wish to go back in time five years, or even just exactly three. Would change everything for me. Everything. Sadly it's impossible, and all I get instead are memories and daydreams.
 
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Anje

Experienced
Aug 19, 2018
213
My wish is destruction of not just earth but entire universe never to exist EVER AGAIN.
 
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ish

ish

Experienced
Jul 20, 2019
268
I would like the incident in May 2018 not to happen, then i would not be in this forum.
Supposedly, everything is still possible........................................
....................................................................................................I already have a bus ticket.
 
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JWL

Arcanist
Jan 15, 2019
460
My wish is destruction of not just earth but entire universe never to exist EVER AGAIN.


How jolly humanitarian of you! You're having a bad day so extinguish life as we know it?

No wonder suicides often get a bad press.
 
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BobbyPellitt

BobbyPellitt

Leap of Faith
Sep 4, 2019
83
Live in a world where my imagination becomes reality. Inception sounds nice
 
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marconk

marconk

Member
Aug 31, 2019
39
to get my health back
 
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Anje

Experienced
Aug 19, 2018
213
How jolly humanitarian of you! You're having a bad day so extinguish life as we know it?

No wonder suicides often get a bad press.
No more suffering for anyone.
 
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Anje

Experienced
Aug 19, 2018
213
Does the universe get a vote on your universal ctb plan?
If it was possible then only those that want to die. But those who live ok breed humans that live through hell.
 
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Astral316

Astral316

Specialist
Aug 26, 2019
332
I'd wish to do my life over again except start playing multiple sports as soon as I exit the womb... the social acceptance would then pour forth.
 
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Aonewayticketplease

Student
Jun 3, 2019
157
A complete do-over of my life but under better circumstances.

I'm sure that had I grown up in a more upmarket city, not have had to deal with an abusive home life and had better role models my life would be vastly different to what it is today.
 
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Sooniwontbehuman

Sooniwontbehuman

Member
Sep 7, 2019
40
I just wish i could stop being miserable and anxious 24/7
 
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Sunset Limited

Sunset Limited

I believe in Sunset Limited
Jul 29, 2019
1,382
lottery. Then I could fix everything.
 
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Dawn0071111

Dawn0071111

Hungry Ghost
Dec 9, 2018
570
That right before I CBT, a handsome stranger would rescue me, we would fall in love and live happily ever after... :)
Oh Oh..One more..... That afterlife would be everything I wanted and didn't get in this llife.
 
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andy69

Experienced
May 23, 2019
292
the last ten years didn't happen.
 
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iiii5555

Student
Sep 12, 2018
121
That whatever is grating these wishs would not exist.
 

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