socio

socio

flirting with death.
Jun 11, 2023
17
Every single time I get asked this question by my psychiatrists and therapists, I have absolutely no idea what to say. It's like I'm being put on the spot I can't lie. For me, it'd probably be giving me a genuine, unique reason to live. Not growing up and get a job, have a family, etc. I want a unique reason. Or, save me from my Anorexia Nervosa. But at the same time, nothing matters to me anymore. What about you guys?
 
Last edited:
  • Love
  • Hugs
  • Like
Reactions: Caramelized, ANTALWOODA, ApparentlyNot and 6 others
Darkover

Darkover

Angelic
Jul 29, 2021
4,739
i would fix my brain injury, left shoulder from distlocating, damaged stomach lining, decayed teeth, tinnitus,schizophrenia
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
  • Aww..
Reactions: Jolene79, ANTALWOODA, Dead Meat and 8 others
B

bluebird16

Student
Feb 27, 2023
151
I would make my tinnitus disappear. Being able to have complete silence in my head would make all of the other problems easier to deal with.
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
  • Love
Reactions: alexit, Dead Meat, S like suicide and 6 others
pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
2,749
I have a magic potion in my hand that will fix all my problems instantly and forever. It starts with the letter N.

I call it the elixir of eternal bliss.

One drink = non-existence forever

All the problems began for me when they birthed me into this evil world as a fragile small animal that can suffer unbearable unending pain

After death is non-existence forever
 
Last edited:
  • Like
  • Love
  • Hugs
Reactions: Disappointered, Huggs, Dead Meat and 6 others
MrDarkness

MrDarkness

Left sasu, to improve my life
Jun 18, 2023
1,066
Put my mind at ease, that's all I want tbh, or make me feel loved
 
  • Hugs
  • Love
Reactions: Dead Meat, S like suicide, Darkover and 2 others
90starve

90starve

i don’t know who i am
May 8, 2023
578
this is such a hard question - there are so many things that could improve my quality of life, but honestly, i think i'd just wish for an instant death.
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
  • Love
Reactions: Disappointered, Dead Meat, Octopixie and 4 others
W

whywere

Illuminated
Jun 26, 2020
3,028
My 24/7 chronic pain from a nasty car crash, car crash not my fault, just wrong place at wrong time.

Walter
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
  • Aww..
Reactions: Disappointered, Dead Meat, S like suicide and 6 others
P

Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
11,545
A fulfilling task that gives my life a reason again (job/work I like to do), money, feeling of being successful again, being needed again, all this belongs together somehow as 1 wish.
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
Reactions: Disappointered, 𖣴 nadia 𖣴, Dead Meat and 4 others
B

bluebird16

Student
Feb 27, 2023
151
I have a magic potion in my hand that will fix all my problems instantly and forever. It starts with the letter N.

I call it the elixir of eternal bliss.
Or that. By having N I wouldn't have to consider drowning since it's the only method I have.
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
Reactions: Dead Meat, Praestat_Mori and pthnrdnojvsc
savoytruffle

savoytruffle

Student
Mar 31, 2022
197
my poverty. nothing else matters but money. It's 99.9% of my problems. money means stability means having a chance to fix everything wrong with my brain.
 
  • Like
  • Hugs
  • Aww..
Reactions: acerace, Thisgirlwantstosleep, ApparentlyNot and 6 others
L

leavingsoon99

I'm at peace... Finally.
Mar 16, 2023
722
If I had this option, I would just make a painless, guaranteed suicide. I want to die. I'm GOING to kill myself. For me, life isn't worth it. At all.
 
  • Like
  • Hugs
Reactions: Disappointered, Dead Meat and pthnrdnojvsc
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
38,939
Having the option of a peaceful suicide method would solve everything for me, in fact it would solve what I see as being the true problem which is existence in itself as the reality is that without existence there are no problems, death erases everything for us, it's the permanent relief from all suffering.
 
  • Like
  • Hugs
Reactions: Disappointered, myusername890, Dead Meat and 1 other person
alonely

alonely

exists by being merely labeled
Jul 1, 2023
471
loneliness
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: Disappointered, Dead Meat and S like suicide
ikadasui

ikadasui

Arcanist
May 29, 2018
466
Ethnicity
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
Reactions: Disappointered, jemetire, Dead Meat and 1 other person
K

Klophy

Lost...
Jun 28, 2022
197
That's a tough one. I could cheat a little and say my childhood, lots of crap to fix there.


Only one thing though? Probably money. Having to not worry about gaining money, while being financially well off, that would be nice. Nothing would really be fixed, it'll just become a little easier.
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: Dead Meat and dialogos
Nephis

Nephis

“Death should take me while I am in the mood.”
Sep 3, 2018
280
I would wish the world a better place than how I left it, I'm no visionary, I'm no genius, I'm no leader, but that is my one true wish, for everyone on this site to achieve happiness wherever it may be and so I wish the world a much better place where they themselves could find that.

~For all of you, I wish, starry nights and blue skies
 
  • Love
  • Hugs
Reactions: LivedTooLong, Disappointered, saddestbunny and 2 others
O

outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
2,591
Nothing can be fixed
 
  • Like
  • Hugs
Reactions: Disappointered, myusername890 and Dead Meat
C

chahan.trading

StupidLyingMF-iKnowiShouldDie
Jul 4, 2023
37
removing all the people
 
  • Like
  • Hugs
Reactions: Space Outlaw Bunny, hag and Dead Meat
Lumina

Lumina

Member
Jun 22, 2023
6
I kept thinking for some time what I'd fix.. probably my social anxiety... I imagine that would help a lot, of all the problems I have this is the one I hate the most and has held me back in life so much and caused me to become a complete mess
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
Reactions: Disappointered, ApparentlyNot, Dead Meat and 1 other person
S like suicide

S like suicide

Enlightened
Apr 29, 2021
1,447
To have a completly different life surrounded by a lot of people that love me and ready to help me when i need it.
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
Reactions: AQUA, Disappointered and Dead Meat
P

Peerless_Cucumber

The one and only king of cucumbers
Feb 22, 2023
129
Being born and growing up in the body of the opposite sex would alleviate so many problems of mine. It's insane.
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
Reactions: Space Outlaw Bunny, LivedTooLong, ApparentlyNot and 2 others
EndJstifiesTheMeans

EndJstifiesTheMeans

Bad english, didn't go to school sorry
May 14, 2023
448
Being born, i dont know why i have to be alive in the first place
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
Reactions: Space Outlaw Bunny, Disappointered, myusername890 and 1 other person
Dead Meat

Dead Meat

DOOMED
Oct 10, 2018
18,395
To get rid of all my health problems 😪
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
Reactions: Talvikki, Space Outlaw Bunny, dogtired and 3 others
sometimes.sometimes

sometimes.sometimes

Student
Jun 4, 2023
145
My jealousy problems which are intense and constant to the point it makes my mental state worse than usual
 
  • Aww..
Reactions: whywere
enough of this

enough of this

Specialist
Jun 4, 2023
382
I would use it to restore the right side of my face and mouth. My mouth got mutilated almost 6 years ago by a dentist who was on drugs. Fortunately, as a result of my, and several other people's letters to the dental board, he was investigated and surrendered his license to avoid having it revoked. He's now retired (if he's still alive). A cosmetic procedure helped somewhat with the appearance, but it didn't help it feel any better. I need a bit more cosmetic work. The disfigurement resulted from extensive nerve damage. THAT'S what feels bad - that and the scar tissue filling my cheek. The sick feeling I've gotten from this since the time of the injury (Oct, 2, 2017) is, alone, enough to lead me to CTB.
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: acerace, Disappointered, whywere and 1 other person
Huggs

Huggs

Wish for peace
Jul 6, 2023
209
Good question. If I actually got this chance my first impulse would be to wish I never experienced nor will ever experience any form of consciousness. But I'd like to think I'd get stuck on it trying to think like a lawyer maybe on something like letting conscious people and animals and so on choose their experience or maybe to give a simple way to alleviate suffering universally…like a magic button. I don't know.
A philosopher could probably come up with something cool.
 
A

alexit

Mage
Jun 3, 2020
509
I would make my tinnitus disappear. Being able to have complete silence in my head would make all of the other problems easier to deal with.
I had finally fixed my life. But I just can't with this tinnitus….
 
S

suicidalloser

Specialist
Jun 30, 2023
365
final kismet
need a budget to make even one as simple as a 2d platformer
 
leloyon

leloyon

I'll see you in the Wired.
Feb 4, 2023
1,099
Be reborn as a Japanese girl in either 1970 or 1990, so my teenage years would be in either 1980s or 2000s.
If that is impossible, I would wish for a 10mm pistol and a box of 10mm Auto JHP.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Disappointered
ToTheTwillight

ToTheTwillight

Experienced
May 19, 2023
238
The aspergers. I am probably more high functioning and successful with people than most people who have it, but fuck you have to mask yourself and work so hard all the time, even if the girl wants to kiss, you just have to muster so much effort to be in the moment that it ruins it. It leads to failure socially and professionally, you are never priority for people on who they want to be with, just fucking sucks.
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
Reactions: dogtired, alexit, jemetire and 1 other person

Similar threads

cupcakescatsand
Replies
0
Views
153
Suicide Discussion
cupcakescatsand
cupcakescatsand
deadinsideandout
Venting idk anymore
Replies
0
Views
85
Suicide Discussion
deadinsideandout
deadinsideandout
M
Replies
23
Views
675
Suicide Discussion
Forever Sleep
F
futurebuscatcher
Replies
11
Views
238
Suicide Discussion
futurebuscatcher
futurebuscatcher