I found a lot of women to love, but because of various reasons, it was just impossible to transform any of them into a functional life experience. My opinion is that this is just how life here works... There is too big gap between your ideal and the practical realization.
We are a product of selfish genes, that make people searching constantly for the next dopamine dose, for the "better deal" out there... What we have is rarely enough. Also, men and women are different, often too different, to the point they can't relate to each other. We also live in an unbalanced society, that either puts on your shoulders so many fake moral obligations, or on the contrary - release you from any moral, trying to make you animal again... You can only dream about sane balanced culture, that actually facilitates human relationships... So, the situation is far from ideal to say the least...
If somehow I had a relationship, that actually works, that satisfied both parties to some extend, making life more meaningful (no matter how subjective that is) - probably it would not come to this. I'm a romantic type. But if you ask, would I go after some pretty face/figure, to get some hormone "fix" - nope. Too old for this, and it was actually never a motivational force for me. I somehow knew from the beginning, it's a meaningless activity, it can never satisfy you. We all need actual connection with somebody, but it's mission impossible for our species it seems. If you get lucky - good for you, but the vast majority of us will not experience this...
