DylanNeverEnding
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- Jan 5, 2024
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Anything in the whole world, I'd love the confidence to do something with my life
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This tooA medium size button that I own that will make me die instantly and peacefully in an instant if I were to press it once
This tooA medium size button that I own that will make me die instantly and peacefully in an instant if I were to press it once
This would be my answer. I don't want to be me anymore, just end it alreadySomeone to shoot me
Or to be anyone but myself
I feel like that's totally understandable. My dogs passed away a couple summers ago (old age), and honestly, they felt like my only friends for a long time and it's still really devastating to think about. I hope you can have a dog someday :)Let's see here, winning the lottery, magic genie, perfect food, the list goes on.
Sure, those are great and all, but-- and this might sound silly, but bear with me-- if I could have any one thing I wanted, real or fictional, I would have a dog. Again, seems ridiculous, but I'm serious, that's what I'd choose.
It's been a dream of mine for many years, but still living with my parents and they are so against the idea that they pretended they were allergic when I was a child until I found out it was a huge lie at the age of 12.
When the world turns its back on me, and everybody I once knew forsakes me, I would always be able to count on this dog. It probably sounds stupid to everyone else, but it's the truth for me. It would mean so much to me that I probably wouldn't even have much of a desire to CTB after that. Or at least some sort of obligation that would keep me grounded.
Oh well. I can keep dreaming and crying myself to sleep over it, I suppose.