DylanNeverEnding
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- Jan 5, 2024
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Anything in the whole world, I'd love the confidence to do something with my life
As you know, censorship around the world has been ramping up at an alarming pace. The UK and OFCOM has singled out this community and have been focusing its censorship efforts here. It takes a good amount of resources to maintain the infrastructure for our community and to resist this censorship. We would appreciate any and all donations.
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This tooA medium size button that I own that will make me die instantly and peacefully in an instant if I were to press it once
This tooA medium size button that I own that will make me die instantly and peacefully in an instant if I were to press it once
This would be my answer. I don't want to be me anymore, just end it alreadySomeone to shoot me
Or to be anyone but myself
I feel like that's totally understandable. My dogs passed away a couple summers ago (old age), and honestly, they felt like my only friends for a long time and it's still really devastating to think about. I hope you can have a dog someday :)Let's see here, winning the lottery, magic genie, perfect food, the list goes on.
Sure, those are great and all, but-- and this might sound silly, but bear with me-- if I could have any one thing I wanted, real or fictional, I would have a dog. Again, seems ridiculous, but I'm serious, that's what I'd choose.
It's been a dream of mine for many years, but still living with my parents and they are so against the idea that they pretended they were allergic when I was a child until I found out it was a huge lie at the age of 12.
When the world turns its back on me, and everybody I once knew forsakes me, I would always be able to count on this dog. It probably sounds stupid to everyone else, but it's the truth for me. It would mean so much to me that I probably wouldn't even have much of a desire to CTB after that. Or at least some sort of obligation that would keep me grounded.
Oh well. I can keep dreaming and crying myself to sleep over it, I suppose.