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Radaghest

Radaghest

Member
Oct 11, 2018
79
To have my dead husband back alive...and not zombified....just plain alive thank you very much.
 
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Kooz

Kooz

Night-Night.
Aug 26, 2018
129
To stop my tinnitus in both of my ears.
 
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GeorgeEastman

Arcanist
Sep 3, 2018
470
To be healthy.

I'm clearly not. And at this point, the physical is making a run at passing up the mental unhealthiness.
 
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okyeah

Arcanist
Jul 20, 2018
425
Probably to have a wife that I felt like I didn't need to earn.

Or maybe to get rid of my chronic back pain.
 
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Schopenhauer

Enlightened
Oct 3, 2018
1,133
Probably to have a wife that I felt like I didn't need to earn.

Or maybe to get rid of my chronic back pain.

Wives are overrated. Your second wish would be to dissolve the marriage without going through a divorce :p

Disclaimer: Husbands are overrated too!
 
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Radaghest

Radaghest

Member
Oct 11, 2018
79
Wives are overrated. Your second wish would be to dissolve the marriage without going through a divorce :p

Disclaimer: Husbands are overrated too!
Lol.
Until you have a GOOD one that dies suddenly and you get surprised with a corpse when you get home from work.
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
Lol I wish for life to be fair an just.

Why does this cat have to be locked outside after spending half of its life indoors. Just because it can't hold its bladder. Scratching on the door every night. Never giving up. Doesn't even know the reality its facing or the fact its going to die. View attachment 2654
Poor cat, my mother did that to the two cats when they had bladder issues. One of them ended up hiding in the home and just dying. It was fucked up. I believe my mother is a phsycopath though.
 
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Lra888

Lra888

Enlightened
Sep 30, 2018
1,140
To peacefully exit this world.
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
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WaitingForTheBus

WaitingForTheBus

Student
Oct 27, 2018
136
To have my dead husband back alive...and not zombified....just plain alive thank you very much.
Some posts on here really make me take a step back and wonder wtf am I complaining about. This is one of those posts. I am extremely sorry for your loss and the pain it has left you in. I hope you can find peace with yourself one way or the other. Virtual hugs sent your way.
 
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Radaghest

Radaghest

Member
Oct 11, 2018
79
Some posts on here really make me take a step back and wonder wtf am I complaining about. This is one of those posts. I am extremely sorry for your loss and the pain it has left you in. I hope you can find peace with yourself one way or the other. Virtual hugs sent your way.
Your experience is valid too.
Dont let anyone tell you different.
If they do, show em the finger.
 
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Mud.

Mud.

Arcanist
Oct 27, 2018
403
No headaches and/or epilepsy for just one day.
 
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cupio dissolvi

cupio dissolvi

Member
Oct 20, 2018
48
To die before he dies
 
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Dean

Member
Sep 10, 2018
48
I was thinking about making a thread like this a while ago. I'm surprised so many people said they would wish for death, but I guess once you reach rock bottom you're never the same. If I had one wish I would wish that my face wasn't disfigured. I feel like I could work out every other problem in my life from there.
 
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Suicide47

Suicide47

Member
Oct 24, 2018
39
To never have existed in the first place
 
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DeletedUser4739

Guest
I wish I would have been murdered instead of gang raped, and left to "live" with the memories.
 
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2211264

Member
Sep 7, 2018
160
I wish I could just drive down the highway forever. Not sleep, not eat, not do anything, just drive and never stop.
 
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Help_Me

Help_Me

Gene pool mistake
Oct 21, 2018
516
Get permanently cured of all my mental illneses, clear my memory (literally, I don't want to remember anything), immigrate to US
 
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swanfil

Member
Sep 13, 2018
15
To go back a year and not take what was meant to be an amazing career opportunity doing something I had so much passion for which resulted in the love of my life, the most loving, caring person who I shared so much in common with, who I was comfortable to be myself around, who loved me for me and atop of everything else was a stunningly naturally beautiful model, who also suffered from depression and borderline personality disorder, taking her life the day before I was moving away for work during the weekdays...

I was blamed for her death by her mother, had lies spread about me saying I pushed her to it, even having my name publicly tarnished by false reporting in the tabloids, wasn't allowed to attend her funeral or any of the ceremonies and now spend everyday broken and alone, riddle with guilt and remorse, no career or passion for life or the things I once loved.

One moment I had it all, life was complete, now I have nothing.

N just to add to my despair I've spent the last decade suffering from anxiety, chronic sinusitis, jaw problems and excessive tinnitus resulting in daily discomfort, stress and difficulty sleeping.

Writing all of that makes me feel like I'm trying to gain pity n attention, I guess some problems in life are just irreversible...
 
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WaitingForTheBus

WaitingForTheBus

Student
Oct 27, 2018
136
To go back a year and not take what was meant to be an amazing career opportunity doing something I had so much passion for which resulted in the love of my life, the most loving, caring person who I shared so much in common with, who I was comfortable to be myself around, who loved me for me and atop of everything else was a stunningly naturally beautiful model, who also suffered from depression and borderline personality disorder, taking her life the day before I was moving away for work during the weekdays...

I was blamed for her death by her mother, had lies spread about me saying I pushed her to it, even having my name publicly tarnished by false reporting in the tabloids, wasn't allowed to attend her funeral or any of the ceremonies and now spend everyday broken and alone, riddle with guilt and remorse, no career or passion for life or the things I once loved.

One moment I had it all, life was complete, now I have nothing.

N just to add to my despair I've spent the last decade suffering from anxiety, chronic sinusitis, jaw problems and excessive tinnitus resulting in daily discomfort, stress and difficulty sleeping.

Writing all of that makes me feel like I'm trying to gain pity n attention, I guess some problems in life are just irreversible...
We all have our own stories that brought us here mate, no one will think you are seeking pity. It's a harsh story mate, I can understand why you would seek this forum out. I'm sorry you lost her.
 
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deathbycakes

deathbycakes

Member
Sep 14, 2018
97
i wish my fiancee would be alive. so we can continue our lives together
 
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Finallyhere

Student
Oct 30, 2018
139
Go back in time and fix the stupid choices I made.
 
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AceOfSpadesCTB

AceOfSpadesCTB

Member
Oct 9, 2018
34
Financial security without needing to work in a high pressure / high stress job that turns me to self harm.
 
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Virgo

Arcanist
Oct 3, 2018
497
Either extinguish all sentience, or make the world better.
 
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Morbid Cam

Morbid Cam

Member
Oct 28, 2018
51
I would wish to become a god of some sort (a benevolent one of course) so I could fix this mess we're all in and actually be able to be there for people and being able to do something,like actually healing the sick or feeding the poor,in fact those wouldn't even be issues anymore since I would have the power to do anything
 
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I've waited so long

I've waited so long

Student
Jul 11, 2018
141
become god.
 
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Prime

Prime

A Nihilist
Oct 25, 2018
210
To get a button to press that kills me instantaneously and peacefully without any pain at all.
 
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Radaghest

Radaghest

Member
Oct 11, 2018
79
Fucking this. All I'm asking for.
Get permanently cured of all my mental illneses, clear my memory (literally, I don't want to remember anything), immigrate to US
Living in the US isnt all you think its is...
Tons of us who live here want to escape.
Yes, there are SOME benefits...but plenty would be willing to be without those benefits if they could be anywhere else.
 
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