ctoan
Arcanist
- Sep 30, 2018
- 437
having never existed...
having never existed...
Probably to have a wife that I felt like I didn't need to earn.
Or maybe to get rid of my chronic back pain.
Lol.Wives are overrated. Your second wish would be to dissolve the marriage without going through a divorce :p
Disclaimer: Husbands are overrated too!
Poor cat, my mother did that to the two cats when they had bladder issues. One of them ended up hiding in the home and just dying. It was fucked up. I believe my mother is a phsycopath though.Lol I wish for life to be fair an just.
Why does this cat have to be locked outside after spending half of its life indoors. Just because it can't hold its bladder. Scratching on the door every night. Never giving up. Doesn't even know the reality its facing or the fact its going to die. View attachment 2654
To have a fulfilled life, but because I don't think it's possible for me I wish for a peaceful death.So that you can be happy
Some posts on here really make me take a step back and wonder wtf am I complaining about. This is one of those posts. I am extremely sorry for your loss and the pain it has left you in. I hope you can find peace with yourself one way or the other. Virtual hugs sent your way.To have my dead husband back alive...and not zombified....just plain alive thank you very much.
Your experience is valid too.Some posts on here really make me take a step back and wonder wtf am I complaining about. This is one of those posts. I am extremely sorry for your loss and the pain it has left you in. I hope you can find peace with yourself one way or the other. Virtual hugs sent your way.
Restart my life as a cis femaale
We all have our own stories that brought us here mate, no one will think you are seeking pity. It's a harsh story mate, I can understand why you would seek this forum out. I'm sorry you lost her.To go back a year and not take what was meant to be an amazing career opportunity doing something I had so much passion for which resulted in the love of my life, the most loving, caring person who I shared so much in common with, who I was comfortable to be myself around, who loved me for me and atop of everything else was a stunningly naturally beautiful model, who also suffered from depression and borderline personality disorder, taking her life the day before I was moving away for work during the weekdays...
I was blamed for her death by her mother, had lies spread about me saying I pushed her to it, even having my name publicly tarnished by false reporting in the tabloids, wasn't allowed to attend her funeral or any of the ceremonies and now spend everyday broken and alone, riddle with guilt and remorse, no career or passion for life or the things I once loved.
One moment I had it all, life was complete, now I have nothing.
N just to add to my despair I've spent the last decade suffering from anxiety, chronic sinusitis, jaw problems and excessive tinnitus resulting in daily discomfort, stress and difficulty sleeping.
Writing all of that makes me feel like I'm trying to gain pity n attention, I guess some problems in life are just irreversible...
Fucking this. All I'm asking for.
Living in the US isnt all you think its is...Get permanently cured of all my mental illneses, clear my memory (literally, I don't want to remember anything), immigrate to US