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Help_Me

Help_Me

Gene pool mistake
Oct 21, 2018
516
Living in the US isnt all you think its is...
Tons of us who live here want to escape.
Yes, there are SOME benefits...but plenty would be willing to be without those benefits if they could be anywhere else.
I know there is no absolutely good place on Earth. I am just tired of my life so much. May I ask you what is the reason of your suffering ? ofc if it is not a secret.
 
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Roph

Specialist
Sep 24, 2018
355
My wish is to accomplish ctb.
 
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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,622
A time machine to go back to 2004 (2005 at the latest) make a different decision and come back to the present a different person with a different past
 
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Fcancer

Fcancer

Student
Sep 24, 2018
184
Wish my cancer had of been terminal and my mums was the treatable kind. She deserved to live out her life a lot more than me, after some of the poor decisions i've made in life.
 
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bigj75

bigj75

“From Knowledge springs power."
Sep 1, 2018
2,540
4c577142fa0f7638be78501aa35390fe.jpg
 
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AndyCurious

AndyCurious

Warlock
Sep 13, 2018
707
I would travel 1 week back in time, then do the right thing, and look forward...
 
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cap

cap

Aporia
Oct 19, 2018
48
To die without making my family sad
 
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Radaghest

Radaghest

Member
Oct 11, 2018
79
I know there is no absolutely good place on Earth. I am just tired of my life so much. May I ask you what is the reason of your suffering ? ofc if it is not a secret.
Mental illness compounded by grieving process after a death.
 
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creationisdeath

Specialist
Oct 20, 2018
359
Ascend beyond matter and exist as God amongst Gods.
 
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Going Home

Going Home

Specialist
Sep 21, 2018
357
To drag people who tortured me into death with me.
 
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nzdarkshark

nzdarkshark

The Loved Mistake
Sep 4, 2018
400
To have a peaceful, painless death with my family respecting my decision.
 
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Threads

Threads

Warlock
Jul 13, 2018
721
One wish?

fug.

I'd wish we were all telepathically linked. If we're all connected through telepathy, we will either totally kill and destroy each other, or we will take care of each other.
 
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Deafsn0w

Deafsn0w

I will buy you a dog if you like my posts
Sep 4, 2018
2,488
Able to hear music for the first time ever
 
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throwaway777

throwaway777

一人、部屋で、独り。
Oct 3, 2018
641
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Midnight

Midnight

Beyond solace
Jun 30, 2018
624
Lottery type of money gains. Not to cure my depression but to subdue it and fix a few health problems. It would make life alot more bearable (to the point where i wouldn't have time/need to think about ctb) there's so much i would still want to do if i had the funds.
 
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Trashcan

Trashcan

Trash
Aug 31, 2018
1,234
To be forgotten when I die. Then I could try and find a place where I'll never be found to do it and it will be like I was never born.
 
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longingforrelease

longingforrelease

Specialist
Oct 27, 2018
381
to have back the wonderful, joy filled life I threw away
 
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Lost

Member
Apr 18, 2018
88
Never been born
 
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Mara

Member
Nov 1, 2018
23
To go back one year ago and not make the mistakes I did throwing away everything I truly loved. Career, significant other, family, friends, happiness, feeling emotions ... I have absolutely no one left truly feel alone.
 
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Throwaway563078

Experienced
Oct 6, 2018
272
To ctb peacefully
 
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Letting Go

Member
Oct 30, 2018
99
To be able to overthrow whoever created this flawed universe and then create a better one from scratch.
 
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Jai

Jai

Specialist
Sep 23, 2018
384
To go back a year and not take what was meant to be an amazing career opportunity doing something I had so much passion for which resulted in the love of my life, the most loving, caring person who I shared so much in common with, who I was comfortable to be myself around, who loved me for me and atop of everything else was a stunningly naturally beautiful model, who also suffered from depression and borderline personality disorder, taking her life the day before I was moving away for work during the weekdays...

I was blamed for her death by her mother, had lies spread about me saying I pushed her to it, even having my name publicly tarnished by false reporting in the tabloids, wasn't allowed to attend her funeral or any of the ceremonies and now spend everyday broken and alone, riddle with guilt and remorse, no career or passion for life or the things I once loved.

One moment I had it all, life was complete, now I have nothing.

N just to add to my despair I've spent the last decade suffering from anxiety, chronic sinusitis, jaw problems and excessive tinnitus resulting in daily discomfort, stress and difficulty sleeping.

Writing all of that makes me feel like I'm trying to gain pity n attention, I guess some problems in life are just irreversible...
This is more of a fantasy then I wish but I think it would be great to get bit by a vampire the ool types see queen of the dame true blood etc
 
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