nihilistic_dragon

nihilistic_dragon

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Imagine a dream come true - no welfare checks, no trips to another country, no dark web shopping, no prescriptions, no money involved whatsoever. Every single method is laid out before you and you can choose freely. Would you change what you already decided on or not? If yes, which one would you choose instead and why?

I'll go first. My method of choice is N. I have always wanted to die in my sleep, even when I wasn't thinking about ctb. So I would definitely stick with N.
 
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Yes definitely I would
 
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UnrulyNightmare

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I'd switch from nitrogen to N
 
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aeolian_ursus

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Shotgun blast, I want my inward pain to manifest outward, and let the whole world know that it can fuck off
 
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LittleMoose

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I would definitely change my method from night night to SN or N. But I'm too inept to figure out how to order SN, and I don't foresee anyone holding my hand to show me how to do it.
 
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ToMoveOn

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Without hesitation I'd switch from gun to N.
 
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ThatGuyOverThere

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12 gauge Shotgun Placed into the roof of my mouth.
 
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nihilistic_dragon

nihilistic_dragon

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I'd switch from nitrogen to nembutal.
Good one. I like idea of nitrogen but I don't trust myself with all the logistics of it. N seems easier, albeit pretty hard to get your hands on.
I would definitely change my method from night night to SN or N. But I'm too inept to figure out how to order SN, and I don't foresee anyone holding my hand to show me how to do it.
I hear you. SN was my backup option but the more I research about it, the more I realize that I will fuck up if I do it. N seems to be more straightforward.
 
abchia

abchia

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I'd switch to N. No complications in setting it up, and it seems like the least likely for SI to kick in
 
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wanttodie12345

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Currently stuck praying I can beat the odds with an OD that doesn't involve opioids, so yeah, I'd go with N
 
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UnrulyNightmare

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Good one. I like idea of nitrogen but I don't trust myself with all the logistics of it. N seems easier, albeit pretty hard to get your hands on.
Indeed. I want a peaceful way out, but the set up with nitrogen is more complicated.
Like you said, falling asleep and not waking up sounds ideal.
However I've got some time to figure things out. And I'm not seeing a realistic way to get N.
 
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Roadrunner

Roadrunner

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What's your preferred method now and what would you pick instead in this case?
I received my order of SN recently, but would switch to N, or gunshot to the head if either were freely available to me.
 
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chronicdissosiation

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i would switch from partial suspension to a shotgun in a heartbeat. for four years something about it caught my attention and won me over…it just seems so appealing despite the mess it causes. maybe i like that my face would be completely disfigured afterwards. i dont really know
 
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endofline2010

endofline2010

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Yes, I would 100% go with a decent amount of c4 and a timing-randomized blasting cap. Absolutely the fastest, most painless way to go. >26k ft/second.
 
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i would switch from partial suspension to a shotgun in a heartbeat. for four years something about it caught my attention and won me over…it just seems so appealing despite the mess it causes. maybe i like that my face would be completely disfigured afterwards. i dont really know
Larger caliber rifle, like 308 or bigger to the heart would be 100% fatal, and you could have an open casket. Actually, trauma to the heart is much more lethal than the brain. People have survived shotgun blasts to the head, no one is surviving even a 9mm to the heart.
 
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Larger caliber rifle, like 308 or bigger to the heart would be 100% fatal, and you could have an open casket. Actually, trauma to the heart is much more lethal than the brain. People have survived shotgun blasts to the head, no one is surviving even a 9mm to the heart.
i dont think id even want an open casket. insecure even after death lol
 
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VoidedExistence

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Either a shotgun or a very high place, not sure
 
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Manfrotto99

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Like most others I'd go with N
 
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Larger caliber rifle, like 308 or bigger to the heart would be 100% fatal, and you could have an open casket. Actually, trauma to the heart is much more lethal than the brain. People have survived shotgun blasts to the head, no one is surviving even a 9mm to the heart.
Would a bullet to the heart be painful? Or do you pass out soon?Or if the heart is exploded by rifle bullet do u pass out very fast or instantly?

What are the probabilities a 30.06 3000 fps hollow point to the head or heart. Inside inside mouth and to side of head behind ear

Same question for 12 gauge shotgun and .556 ar-15 hollow point to head or heart?

 
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samdocheon

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Jul 28, 2024
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After seen lottttt of death these day , definitely no !
 
FuneralCry

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I just wish for a painless death like falling asleep permanently and never waking again, all I wish for is to never suffer in this existence, I just wish for this existence to peacefully disappear into nothingness where all is finally forgotten about. I'd choose a peaceful poison like Nembutal but of course such is so tragically not an option in this reality where human suffering is seen as something to prolong no matter what with no acceptance towards the wish to eternally not exist.
 
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Praestat_Mori

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I would choose N. My current best option is CO with charcoal. Drug/Meds OD as described in the PPH would also be an option.
 
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Imagined_Euphoria

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Aug 5, 2024
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I choose shotgun, thats already the quickest. Beautiful head-explosion and gone
 
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nihilistic_dragon

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After seen lottttt of death these day , definitely no !
Elaborate?
I just wish for a painless death like falling asleep permanently and never waking again, all I wish for is to never suffer in this existence, I just wish for this existence to peacefully disappear into nothingness where all is finally forgotten about. I'd choose a peaceful poison like Nembutal but of course such is so tragically not an option in this reality where human suffering is seen as something to prolong no matter what with no acceptance towards the wish to eternally not exist.
Same. I just want to disappear as if I never existed. Body, soul, every molecule of me, whatever else there is.
 
JustA_LittlePerson

JustA_LittlePerson

One person in a sea...
May 21, 2024
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Maybe those medieval torture devices that pull your limbs. I actually thought of something I've never seen done before, a machine that slowly picks out your skin over the days, each time a little deeper.
 
nihilistic_dragon

nihilistic_dragon

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Maybe those medieval torture devices that pull your limbs. I actually thought of something I've never seen done before, a machine that slowly picks out your skin over the days, each time a little deeper.
Oh nooo haha, why do you want to do that to yourself? Just curious since most people seem to want to go as quickly and as painlessly as possible.
 
Felodese

Felodese

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I've chosen exit bag + inert gas.
But my first choice would have been pentobarbital.
 
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