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- Jul 28, 2023
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What your take on this? Should we make one?
I think it's a GREAT idea. 👍What your take on this? Should we make one?
Well then 🤗I think it's a GREAT idea. 👍
Idk yet. We’ll think about it. Maybe talk to each other daily, see how our day went 🫂I'm in... but how can we keep track and hold each other accountable?
I wish it were that way, honestly 🤐Prolifer in sheep's clothing...
1. If it were easier to CTB, I wouldn’t be here in the first placeProlifer in sheep's clothing...
Does anyone really want to die? I get the feeling we're all miserable, not excited, just before ctb. And how to know which thoughts are SI in disguise?I wish it were that way, honestly 🤐
1. If it were easier to CTB, I wouldn’t be here in the first place
2. That 0.9 % of me that doesn’t wanna give up wants to give it another shot
3. I don’t wanna die. I really don’t wanna die.
It’s just that my situation is so bad that I cannot see another way out besides CTB-ing.
But maybe I’m blind right now. Maybe I can’t see the way out that doesn’t involve CTB-ing.
I think the other ones that wrote here are in a similar situation.
I’m not encouraging life dude. I hate it.
I just don’t wanna give up. Not yet. Albeit I think of just slitting my throat and ending it several times a day.
So trust me, I wish I had that kinda life that would allow me to be a pro-lifer…
Idk. There are some here that really wanna die, from what I’ve seen. I too wanna really wanna die sometimes, but it’s when I’m feeling really really bad.Does anyone really want to die? I get the feeling we're all miserable, not excited, just before ctb. And how to know which thoughts are SI in disguise?
Another reason for which I don’t wanna die is because I think that this is it. This awful fucking unfair life (for us, at least) is it. From what I’ve seen and contemplated, I don’t think there’s something after this, nor before this, nor something more than this nonsense.Does anyone really want to die? I get the feeling we're all miserable, not excited, just before ctb. And how to know which thoughts are SI in disguise?
That’s awesome ☺️Honestly sounds like an interesting idea. I'm in.
Can we create a forum chat group for that? I really don't know if the chat permissions allow us to do this or not since I'm new to the forum. 😕That’s awesome ☺️
I think we can. We’ll try tomorrow, ok?🤘🏼Can we create a forum chat group for that? I really don't know if the chat permissions allow us to do this or not since I'm new to the forum. 😕
I relate hard. that's exactly why i'm still here.Another reason for which I don’t wanna die is because I think that this is it. This awful fucking unfair life (for us, at least) is it. From what I’ve seen and contemplated, I don’t think there’s something after this, nor before this, nor something more than this nonsense.
So given the fact that I really think that this is all we’ve got, even though it’s been hell for me & it still is, I’d not give up just yet. Even though my entire being is yearning to just fucking end it already.
Feeling really shitty right now. I’m gonna write to you later, ok?@venin - did you what any luck with setting up a chat room? I know getting these things started can be difficult, even when it's a good idea. Please let me know what I can do to help. Feel free to PM me.
I wanted to come out of my lurking to make a suggestion. The chat doesn’t have to be on here. There are other places to make a group chat, like discord or telegram for example. I'm actually not sure if there is anything prohibiting members from coming into contact like that but I know it might be discouraged. Alternatively, pacts could be made in groups of 5? Where two or more people can start a private chat and keep each other more personally accountable? I guess this could be done in the order people want to join, but I dunno.SUGGESTIONS ARE ALWAYS WELCOME
Whenever you feel up to it...I’m gonna write to you later, ok?
I would suggest continuing to use this site during recovery and not moving off platform for a few reasons:Whenever you feel up to it...
@UsagiDrop - the thought of using a different site had crossed my mine as well. I think as things become more organized, that may be a decision that needs to be made. Advantages to using this site is everyone already has an account, and it's built with the intention of anonymity. I also agree with your thoughts around ways to keep sensitive conversations private. More things that will need to be figured out.
As @venin said, suggestions are always welcome...
Incase you didn't notice this is the recovery sectionProlifer in sheep's clothing...