sserafim
they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
- Sep 13, 2023
- 9,012
I just woke up and I want to go back to sleep. I wish I could sleep forever…
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thewalkingdread
Life is a pointless, undeserved, unnecessary pain.
- Oct 30, 2023
- 489
heisenberg
well, good luck babe !
- May 18, 2020
- 185
same here, it would be so much more peaceful than having to live like this.
Pluto
Cat Extremist
- Dec 27, 2020
- 5,242
sserafim
they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
- Sep 13, 2023
- 9,012
Literally. Ugh I wish I could've been a cat in this life
thewalkingdread
Life is a pointless, undeserved, unnecessary pain.
- Oct 30, 2023
- 489
Even cats suffer... It's better never to have been at all.
sserafim
they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
- Sep 13, 2023
- 9,012
I always go to sleep hoping to never wake up.
Waking up is the absolute worst
Waking up is the absolute worst
ijustwishtodie
I have finally found my ultimate bliss
- Oct 29, 2023
- 5,796
I relate. I hate that I'm awake. I don't even know why people want to keep me alive. I know that the government and the ultra rich wants slaves but I don't have the necessary skills to wage slave to begin with. I don't even have the skills needed to be an adult. I wish I could sleep eternally, sleeping for a finite amount of time isn't sufficient enough for me. It has to be eternal
MyChoiceAlone
sleep deprived and/or drunk
- Jul 23, 2023
- 1,231
wouldn't want to be a cat. don't need a grubby pair of hands all over me or lifting me up to put you right up to their face.
sserafim
they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
- Sep 13, 2023
- 9,012
Same
I guess so. I want to be a housecat because they're well-fed, well-loved, well-cared for and have no worries (they get to be lazy all day and don't have to work for a living in order to survive), but the reality of being one might not be as appealing as I initially thought
davidtorez
Warlock
- Mar 8, 2024
- 708
Me too!
I'd be A) happy to never wake up
If I can't have that then B ) have more than my usual fuckin 4 hour sleep . Thanks joint pain and insomnia. Fuck you both!
strangelife
Specialist
- Feb 16, 2024
- 364
I really want it now, as soon as I wake up, I just don't want to accept this reality.
destinationlosangel
Specialist
- Feb 16, 2024
- 300
Me too. Every day I wake up I stare at the wall and think about how nice it would have been to die in my sleep. I wonder if death is just like the flash of nothing that happens when you sleep. It's the only time things are okay. Waking up is like an immediate punch to the anxiety section of my brain. I open my eyes and WHAM: Anxiety. Depression. Fear. Overwhelm. It's like waking up just as you are falling off a cliff. It's a shock every day. Like... I actually have to exist in this nightmare? I have to try and function in this mess? Ugh. I'd rather stay in bed and never open my eyes and imagine that I've disappeared.
divinemistress36
Angelic
- Jan 1, 2024
- 4,722
Sleeping is like being dead without the commitment
pthnrdnojvsc
Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
- Aug 12, 2019
- 3,496
Right cats get a lot of painful diseases, can get strokes , cancer , get old, get hungry etc just like a human ape can
I would never want to be any DNA based life form nor ever exist at all for what reason? Non-existence forever is the only thing that I want and makes sense to me
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Kurai
Suffering
- Jul 23, 2023
- 241
sserafim
they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
- Sep 13, 2023
- 9,012
I don't even work (cuz I'm a NEET lol) but this is so true
Final_Choice
Mage
- Aug 3, 2023
- 542
Sleeping is the best, it would be great if I could sleep forever. Though I don't think I would like my consciousness to exist forever and all time even if I'm sleeping, so I wouldn't actually want to sleep forever, just as long as my own life.
Every night I go to sleep with the hope of never getting up again
Yep, just done my usual..pis#3d @nd sleeping tablets. Hoping I neve4 wak3 up but unfortunately I do.
theboy
Illuminated
- Jul 15, 2022
- 3,260
sserafim
they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
- Sep 13, 2023
- 9,012
I dream of eternal peace and bliss (no pun intended). I wish all of this could end for me. I'm so tired; I hate having to live life. Mine is so boring. I wish I could be at peace forever
theboy
Illuminated
- Jul 15, 2022
- 3,260
sserafim
they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
- Sep 13, 2023
- 9,012
Life itself. I don't get any enjoyment out of it. I feel like there's a void in my soul that can't be filled. I feel empty inside. It also all just seems so meaningless and absurd to me
theboy
Illuminated
- Jul 15, 2022
- 3,260
yes, I also feel that nothing makes sense and living does not have to be an obligation. do you have a diagnosis?
sserafim
they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
- Sep 13, 2023
- 9,012
Yeah. I have ADHD, Asperger's/autism level 1, and social anxiety. I think I might also have undiagnosed depression. Wbu?
theboy
Illuminated
- Jul 15, 2022
- 3,260
when I was teenager I was told many diagnoses. Now, they are studying my case to find out what I have because the doctors don't know. They think it is bipolar, borderline personality disorder or depression. Also undiagnosed autism.
sserafim
they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
- Sep 13, 2023
- 9,012
Me neither. This reality sucks. It's the worst of all possible worlds
