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DeadMeat123

DeadMeat123

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Jul 10, 2026
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My plan is as follows, tonight I will take a tent to the desert at in a rented pickup truck. I will have a small generator to provide enough electricity to enjoy my final hours. I will also take my laptop and some of my favorite belongings. I will begin fasting there for 8 hours before taking the SN. When the time is right I will take it and do my best to share how it feels here and i hope that others here can benefit from my experience. I will continue to post here and answer questions until everything is over
 
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tooafraidtodiez

Will CTB before my favorite show ends
Apr 29, 2026
345
Do you have all the meds needed for protocol?
 
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Die.A.Ria

Die.A.Ria

My medical condition ruined my whole life
Jul 17, 2026
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Are you using any antiemetics or the meds needed?
 
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uuser1412

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Feb 28, 2026
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My plan is as follows, tonight I will take a tent to the desert at in a rented pickup truck. I will have a small generator to provide enough electricity to enjoy my final hours. I will also take my laptop and some of my favorite belongings. I will begin fasting there for 8 hours before taking the SN. When the time is right I will take it and do my best to share how it feels here and i hope that others here can benefit from my experience. I will continue to post here and answer questions until everything is over
if this is the end for you then i will wish you farewell
 
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walsun

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Jun 17, 2026
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Good luck! hope everything goes well.
Sn is my method too.

Are you taking any other medications?
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
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I hope you're having a good last day & that it all goes smoothly.
 
DeadMeat123

DeadMeat123

Member
Jul 10, 2026
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Good luck! hope everything goes well.
Sn is my method too.

Are you taking any other medications?
For the past two days i was taking Metoclopramide, some Ibuprofen and paracetamol (because i have pain in my leg from another injury)
I also took a zofran injection 12 hours ago
All my diet was Activia greek yogurt with fruit salad but i stopped eating since yesterday
I'll also take xanax 2mg and Concor(beta blocker) 50mg (5x10mg tablet)
I'll do it when the generator fuel is almost gone and then I'll take the SN. I hope by then I can explain what I go through so that everyone can benefit
 
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babyneo1

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Apr 23, 2026
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For the past two days i was taking Metoclopramide, some Ibuprofen and paracetamol (because i have pain in my leg from another injury)
I also took a zofran injection 12 hours ago
All my diet was Activia greek yogurt with fruit salad but i stopped eating since yesterday
I'll also take xanax 2mg and Concor(beta blocker) 50mg (5x10mg tablet)
I'll do it when the generator fuel is almost gone and then I'll take the SN. I hope by then I can explain what I go through so that everyone can benefit
Thanks for doing the documentation, hoope you find peace
 

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