I want tonight to be the night but...

[heliophobic]

I don't think anything in my apartment will get the job done. All of my psych meds aren't the type to o.d on. Thyroid med- nope. Adhd med-nope. Liver med-nope. Windows were made to open from the top and not by much. No secure bars for ligatures.

 

[ThatStateOfMind]

I think it would be far better to wait. If you don't, you risk failing due to no planning and few options.

 

[soonnotkoei]

I think it would be far better to wait. If you don't, you risk failing due to no planning and few options.

+1

do not rush things. there is a high chance of failing if you don't do enough research and planning. take your time.

 

[heliophobic]

Thank you everyone. I had a moment of impatience after decades of a death wish. I know it was stupid of me.

 

[danny10]

It isn't stupid at all. Today, I am feeling my depression a lot and I also want to CTB right now. But I will patiently wait for the right time (summer for me). I want to CTB on my birthday in July. And I can settle a lot of things until then.

 

[Kanashii]

I don't think anything in my apartment will get the job done. All of my psych meds aren't the type to o.d on. Thyroid med- nope. Adhd med-nope. Liver med-nope. Windows were made to open from the top and not by much. No secure bars for ligatures.

I would wait if I were you. O.Ding isn't the best method and I think I speak for a lot of people when I say that.

Be patient and do your research, find a method which you might not regret or have complications from if you do survive.

Either way, I hope you find peace in wherever you want to go next, and remember we are all here incase you need it <3

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand just wanting to be free from it all, I wish there's the option to just simply cease existing in a peaceful way and never suffer ever again. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope that you find peace.