I want to kms whenever I see gorgeous women

[Anxi0usandDepressed]

Does anyone else immediately want to die when they see very conventionally attractive, model-looking women? E.g women with clear skin, straight white teeth, beautiful non-frizzy hair, flat stomachs, defined jawlines, full lips, upturned button noses, etc etc etc. I don't mean this in an incel way btw, I'm a woman myself. I just feel so incredibly miserable and envious when I look at them, knowing that I will never look like them/be as pretty as them. I am so deeply insecure about my physical appearance, seeing myself in photos/videos genuinely ruins my day and makes me want to kill myself, because to me I always look so ugly in them. Sorry for being whiny, but it feels so so unfair sometimes. Some people are just born genetically blessed in the looks department, and that makes me want to fucking kill myself. I could go on but I'm too lazy to, but you get the point.

 

[Malaria]

I have body image issues and feel ugly too, so I relate a lot to what you're saying. I wish I could feel beautiful, but I can't stand my reflection.

 

[EvisceratedJester]

Sometimes, yeah. I'm so ugly looking that looking at myself, especially my body, is enough to cause my thoughts to spiral. Whenever I'm asked to take and send pictures and videos of myself I always end up feeling grossed out by my appearance. To make matters worse, I have to do look at pictures and videos of myself a lot due to me being an idiot and taking pictures and videos of myself doing whatever dudes online want me to do and sending it to them. Sometimes I wonder if they are all just messing with me and are actually laughing at how ugly and dumb I am behind their screens.

Seeing beautiful women just causes my feelings of hatred towards my appearance to get worse, sometimes to the point of wanting to kill myself. I think it's only worse thanks to social media further distorting my views of attractiveness.

 

[divinemistress36]

One day they will get old and wrinkly though try to keep that in mind when comparing

 

[Morte]

idc, they are all disgusting bodies like any other. The more I learn about the human body, the more I feel disgusting about myself and everyone else. I see the body as a prison to torture the soul. I don't envy beauty, because it is just an illusion of all the disgusting things behind it.

 

[LaVieEnRose]

Looksism is such a depressing part of reality. And what is even more depressing is that you can't help but participate in it.

 

[Judah]

I don't like those ultra-operated and artificial bodies at all, life taught me to run away from those types of people because they are generally shitty beings.

 

[m1dn1ghtmyst3ry]

ALL OF THE TIME. If it's in real life I'm immediately anxious and feel insecure about myself. If it's on the Internet, half of that crap is plastic surgery, makeup, or filters and photoshop, I still feel insecure but I at least know it's not real.

 

[R_N]

Just think about this instead.
human anatomy

 

[SadLad]

I have body dysmorphia and I understand why you feel like that. I probably think about my appearance every 10 seconds or so. Life is just easier for better looking people and it's that simple. However, I bet you're probably more attractive to others than you realise.

 

[Meteora]

When I was younger I felt exactely he same. I was molested by my "father" and that was probably the only attention I ever got from a parent, I think. So my conclusion was, I have to look like these "perfect" women in order to be worthy.
Now, many years later, I know that that is not true. It is an illusion, a huge manipulation by the media, I call it the modern suppression of women. I still have body dysmorphia and cannot look in the mirror without wanting to ctb. Or a voice telling me to do so. But I don't envy these "perfect" women anymore because I know they re vitctims, too.

 

[Forever Sleep]

It affected me when I was younger- definitely. Still, I witnessed the unpleasant side too. One lady at work was incredibly attractive and she didn't enjoy all the attention it brought her. Witnessing it, I don't think I would either! But yeah, it used to make me feel disgusted in myself. I'm more of a recluse now, so I don't have to worry about all that.

 

[ali.hamza]

Does anyone else immediately want to die when they see very conventionally attractive, model-looking women? E.g women with clear skin, straight white teeth, beautiful non-frizzy hair, flat stomachs, defined jawlines, full lips, upturned button noses, etc etc etc. I don't mean this in an incel way btw, I'm a woman myself. I just feel so incredibly miserable and envious when I look at them, knowing that I will never look like them/be as pretty as them. I am so deeply insecure about my physical appearance, seeing myself in photos/videos genuinely ruins my day and makes me want to kill myself, because to me I always look so ugly in them. Sorry for being whiny, but it feels so so unfair sometimes. Some people are just born genetically blessed in the looks department, and that makes me want to fucking kill myself. I could go on but I'm too lazy to, but you get the point.

Actually, we need to change our perspective towards things. We need to understand what's beauty. Actually, beauty is a relative quality. There's no absolute standard for beauty. It depends on someone's perspective. I saw people who seemed ugly to me but they were beautiful for someone else. I've seen good-looking people being hated and ugly people being loved. The important thing is character. Our character must be stainless.

 

[cryptoinvestor]

I don't like those ultra-operated and artificial bodies at all, life taught me to run away from those types of people because they are generally shitty beings.

Hey, I was going through your posting history after I saw your partner seeking post and I see this. I was actually going to message you to partner up but I guess i wont since you'd probably reject me lol. I am what you descibe; ultra-operated, i have had liposuction 4 times, 3 brazillian butt lifts, rhionoplasty, hair transplant, breast lift and reduction lol the list goes on...I still don't believe I am beautiful, but i'd like to think i'm not a shitty being

 

[CantDoIt]

I am jealous of every person that looks remotely good or their age. My skin started sagging at the age of 22 because of poor diet, high stress, dehydration, and basically anorexia. Never really got the elasticity back and couldn't keep up the amount of eating to look remotely good. Never met anyone in my life that did the exact combination of wrong things to age like that, but it would be me LMAO if anyone just to teach me lesson. Parents looked normal for their age but then again they behaved normally. I failed the evolutionary behavioral qualifications needed to appear as a healthy partner clearly

I often wonder what it would have been like to get the experience of looking young and healthy in your 20s and 30s like 99.9 percent of the population! What a fantasy!

 

[Plentiful_Despair]

I felt like you when I was younger, but with sexual attraction towards women. Thinking it's such an amazing experience and how they are worth more than me by being so beautiful. But the older I get the more I realize it's all worthless and gone in mere decades. Sex feels boring to me, and even the mere platonic, aesthetical love of the physical attributes feels like nonsense. It's nothing but a biological trick to create more prisoners for this hellish world.

 

[pain6batch9]

This might not be a place for this but, I understand what you're getting at here. I see media of guys, usually much younger than me to be fair, with chiseled jawlines, six packs, perfect hair etc… I think, I'd give anything to look like that.

But then they say something stupid and I remember I have something many of these super-studs don't.

 

[lizzywizzy09]

Does anyone else immediately want to die when they see very conventionally attractive, model-looking women? E.g women with clear skin, straight white teeth, beautiful non-frizzy hair, flat stomachs, defined jawlines, full lips, upturned button noses, etc etc etc. I don't mean this in an incel way btw, I'm a woman myself. I just feel so incredibly miserable and envious when I look at them, knowing that I will never look like them/be as pretty as them. I am so deeply insecure about my physical appearance, seeing myself in photos/videos genuinely ruins my day and makes me want to kill myself, because to me I always look so ugly in them. Sorry for being whiny, but it feels so so unfair sometimes. Some people are just born genetically blessed in the looks department, and that makes me want to fucking kill myself. I could go on but I'm too lazy to, but you get the point.

Yes. Because I could have been one of them but my health was destroyed.

 

[Ash]

No. Their spleen and bowels and lungs and liver and shit and piss and snot and nasal hair and ingrown toe nails and arse pimples all look just the same as mine and while I like to think that I can fart louder, theirs won't smell any better, neither will their cheesy feet and sweaty arm pits, and if we're talking about women, we all know what underboobs smell like at the end of a summer's day, not forgetting the delightful aroma of the toilet bowel after a bowel movement when you're on the heaviest day of your period and it looks like the grimmest crime scene in a sewer. They're a living organism and just as beautiful and gross as any other.

 

[rozeske]

No. Their spleen and bowels and lungs and liver and shit and piss and snot and nasal hair and ingrown toe nails and arse pimples all look just the same as mine and while I like to think that I can fart louder, theirs won't smell any better, neither will their cheesy feet and sweaty arm pits, and if we're talking about women, we all know what underboobs smell like at the end of a summer's day, not forgetting the delightful aroma of the toilet bowel after a bowel movement when you're on the heaviest day of your period and it looks like the grimmest crime scene in a sewer. They're a living organism and just as beautiful and gross as any other.

On behalf of those of us who feel smaller and smaller every time, i sincerely thank you for this! :)

 

[milknife02]

Yes. I have an extreme fear of any photos or videos of me for this reason. I really do mean extreme. That awful feeling when I see someone who I want to look like follows me every single day, even when I don't see anybody. Its psychological torment.

 

[Judah]

Hey, I was going through your posting history after I saw your partner seeking post and I see this. I was actually going to message you to partner up but I guess i wont since you'd probably reject me lol. I am what you descibe; ultra-operated, i have had liposuction 4 times, 3 brazillian butt lifts, rhionoplasty, hair transplant, breast lift and reduction lol the list goes on...I still don't believe I am beautiful, but i'd like to think i'm not a shitty being

I was referring to people for romantic relationships and coming from certain specific places, so I'm sorry if you felt offended, I didn't detail exactly what I meant


Even so if you want to be my partner you can write to me, my DM is open

 

[heavyeyes]

Same. I wish I wasn't so ugly. It's one of the many reasons I want to ctb. I want to be beautiful but I would need expensive plastic surgery and cosmetic procedures. I can't because I'm poor

 

[F@#$]

I keep the mirrors in my house covered. Nobody wants to see me,especially me.