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Exordium

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For reference I am 40 years old, male and weigh 150 lbs. I do not take opiates ever, except once in the hospital a few years ago I received a small dose of morphine via IV.

Supposing I am able to be undisturbed for a few hours and take all 60mg on an empty stomach, does it seem like a good method? My main issue is extremely loud ringing in my ears (tinnitus with hyperacusis) which is torturing me and making me unable to sleep. When I do sleep I have horrible nightmares. There is no cure for this condition.

I am a little worried about Oxycodone making the ringing worse or damaging my ears, supposing I am "rescued"

I have so much anxiety over it I feel like I'm drowning/suffocating every day. Please let me know if this is doable; I tried hanging myself and was too freaked out by asphyxiation. If I combined the pills with wine would that help or possibly cause me to vomit them up?
 
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Exordium

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Really? Would I need way more or is Oxycodone just a poor way to CTB, even in an opioid-naive individual?
 
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Porcelaindreamer

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It is just risky and unreliable. If you had fentanyl or some of nitazene group of opioids that would be worth trying.
 
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For reference I am 40 years old, male and weigh 150 lbs. I do not take opiates ever, except once in the hospital a few years ago I received a small dose of morphine via IV.

Supposing I am able to be undisturbed for a few hours and take all 60mg on an empty stomach, does it seem like a good method? My main issue is extremely loud ringing in my ears (tinnitus with hyperacusis) which is torturing me and making me unable to sleep. When I do sleep I have horrible nightmares. There is no cure for this condition.

I am a little worried about Oxycodone making the ringing worse or damaging my ears, supposing I am "rescued"

I have so much anxiety over it I feel like I'm drowning/suffocating every day. Please let me know if this is doable; I tried hanging myself and was too freaked out by asphyxiation. If I combined the pills with wine would that help or possibly cause me to vomit them up?
Hey I have the same issues too, catastrophic tinnitus and loudness hyperacusis 👍
 
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Exordium

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Hey I have the same issues too, catastrophic tinnitus and loudness hyperacusis 👍
Oh man, I'm sorry. It's a really tough thing to deal with. This post on the tinnitustalk forums has helped me out quite a bit, for what it's worth. If you can get yourself to not care about the tinnitus/hyperacusis it'll recede into the background. Easier said than done though, because my anxiety gets really bad when my tinnitus is bad, and they both feed off of each other. Distraction helps though.

Life is so fucking hard...
 
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I ve seen ppl that never took oxy take 20 mgs and feel nothing. So....no.
 
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Oh man, I'm sorry. It's a really tough thing to deal with. This post on the tinnitustalk forums has helped me out quite a bit, for what it's worth. If you can get yourself to not care about the tinnitus/hyperacusis it'll recede into the background. Easier said than done though, because my anxiety gets really bad when my tinnitus is bad, and they both feed off of each other. Distraction helps though.

Life is so fucking hard...
Cheers. Unfortunately, I've had tinnitus for 33 years. For the first 23 years, it was mild to moderate. Than for nine years, it was severe, and over the past year, it has reached catastrophic levels that can't be helped, even with distraction. 👍
 
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