I hate....do you?

[Alwaysbadtime]

I hate everything and everyone. I hate seeing motorhomes and boats towed everyday I drive through my 3 minute shitty desert town. I hate seeing entitled people disgusting and in line at the grocery store or pharmacy. I hate pharmacists who have scam artist jobs doing fucking nothing. I hate seeing cops in boats at the lake having a great time getting paid wearing bullet proof vests speeding over waves. I hate drs who don't give a fuck about my anxiety and insomnia and don't fucking believe in good meds...Are they all Christian Scientists?

I hate Reddit with people responding with stupid shit thinking their one comment is going to fix/change my life and fuck me if I tell them they are negating what I am saying. I hate that my one friend from another state bizarelly asked if I had moved to Palm Springs. Um, she knows I don't work...I thought she thought I was dead from jumping for over a month since I last contacted her.

I hate the computer clocks that spam my bfs selfies and his horrible family on vacations and expensive vet trips. I hate the music he plays on them. I hate that Family Guy is on literally everyday by 5 pm and he starts drinking vodka sodas at 2 pm. I hate that he asks "what do you have going on today?" when I have nothing and he really also does nothing. I hate it when he says he is going to work on his budget. Ummm he has money due to my wanting to kill myself so writing him a check for thousands of dollars. And his mom sends 350 every 10 days or so... AND has paid our mortgage since moving here last summer the whole time. AND she wants me gone and thinks I can get a job and suddenly move out when I don't have a fucking pillow, blanket, fork or any fucking skills even though I have a BA and 2 masters degrees.

I hate that I am just over 40 and look at old people and want to fucking die...am so jealous and hateful of them as they are living this long and I know I can't. I hate white Audis especially and I hate that my shitty neighbors have really expensive cars and imprison a sweet dog I helped who was loose the other day. I gave them a fucking card asking to text me so she could come over and play with my dogs etc and they haven't responded.

I REALLY hate driving by solitary horses...bracing themselves, facing a wall...looking very fucking disturbed and sad. I want to SCREAM and find their owners and beg them to get another horse or give them to a sanctuary. I hate that even if I got a job 30 minutes away I would want to die everytime I drove past them and it would make everything that much more hellish.

I hate that I went to a shitty grocery store interview...not full time and 12 hr...and the fat owner had to look for my application amongst the stack of other applicants.

I hate that my family judges and labels me with mental disorders when I am not crazy. I hate that I want to email them how shitty this is, but I don't want to deal with the anticipation of their response or no response so I will wait until I am about to off myself to email all of them.

I hate that I had to get rid of my cats and fave dog and kept my old dog and she does circles in the house and outside all day long. I really hate my bf because he is 100 percent delusional. He has no job. Ubered for 4 years quitting over a year ago. He has felonies gotten when he was young. He is intelligent, but so very fucked. I hate that he says some days he is going to work on his budget today and today said he will send out his resume to a couple of old people who have jobs seeing if they know anything. I hate that if I were to tell him what I REALLY think about him he would freak out and call the cops on me like he did at the end of Feb. when I was cuffed and taken to the ER to have an old dr talk to another staff about his awesome retirement...and when I said to him that was shitty to talk about so I could hear he said "I can talk about anything I want to talk about" while I was in there due overall to anxiety about my fucked up no-financial future....

I really hate the selfies of my bf on the computer clock. I hate fucking everything. I'm supposed to go volunteer at two places during the week to get out of the house. Both places are awful for different reasons. No, I am not imagining this....It is true. So...I park and smoke and hate everything in my dirty ass car for a few hours until I drive back to the housing development where all the houses look the same and there's a puppy mill in a garage down the street.

I hate my bfs mom. I hate my mom. I hate my stepmom. I hate my mom's husband. I sorta hate my dad. I hate having nothing to do. I hate wearing shitty clothes. I hate hiding in the bedroom because I can no longer stand sitting in front of the TV. I hate that he watches TV and movies very loud. I hate Family Guy, American Dad, Futurama, Simpsons, Brickleberry, Bob's Burgers, Mike Tyson Murder Mysteries, Archer and......? That is just cartoons. He watches over 30 shows in rotation. In two years I have been here I have seen episodes now 3 times...the same ones.

It's hell. I am in hell. My dreams are only nightmares and I wake up to the same hell everyday with the threat of living in my car looming. I was almost kicked out in June during the hottest month in history.

There's so much I hate. I could go on and on and on and on.

If you want to rant. If you hate and it sorta makes you feel better even just for half a second then please reply. I'm sorta looking for others who hate as much as me. I sort of don't see/read palpable hate on SS.

I'm bored as fuck. WB if you want....but don't reply something that I am just going to hate like saying I need therapy because there's fuckall wrong with me and talking to fat therapists snacking on cherries isn't my idea of a good fucking hour spent.

 

[Snake of Eden]

Preach baby preach

 

[Bullit]

I am much like you. I hate "happies"!

 

[FuneralCry]

I can relate, I hate existing and I hate how I was brought into this world without choice and forced to live this life. I isolate myself from people as they just frustrate me. Life is just so pointless.

 

[VicMackey]

I hate everything and everyone. I hate seeing motorhomes and boats towed everyday I drive through my 3 minute shitty desert town. I hate seeing entitled people disgusting and in line at the grocery store or pharmacy. I hate pharmacists who have scam artist jobs doing fucking nothing. I hate seeing cops in boats at the lake having a great time getting paid wearing bullet proof vests speeding over waves. I hate drs who don't give a fuck about my anxiety and insomnia and don't fucking believe in good meds...Are they all Christian Scientists?

I hate Reddit with people responding with stupid shit thinking their one comment is going to fix/change my life and fuck me if I tell them they are negating what I am saying. I hate that my one friend from another state bizarelly asked if I had moved to Palm Springs. Um, she knows I don't work...I thought she thought I was dead from jumping for over a month since I last contacted her.

I hate the computer clocks that spam my bfs selfies and his horrible family on vacations and expensive vet trips. I hate the music he plays on them. I hate that Family Guy is on literally everyday by 5 pm and he starts drinking vodka sodas at 2 pm. I hate that he asks "what do you have going on today?" when I have nothing and he really also does nothing. I hate it when he says he is going to work on his budget. Ummm he has money due to my wanting to kill myself so writing him a check for thousands of dollars. And his mom sends 350 every 10 days or so... AND has paid our mortgage since moving here last summer the whole time. AND she wants me gone and thinks I can get a job and suddenly move out when I don't have a fucking pillow, blanket, fork or any fucking skills even though I have a BA and 2 masters degrees.

I hate that I am just over 40 and look at old people and want to fucking die...am so jealous and hateful of them as they are living this long and I know I can't. I hate white Audis especially and I hate that my shitty neighbors have really expensive cars and imprison a sweet dog I helped who was loose the other day. I gave them a fucking card asking to text me so she could come over and play with my dogs etc and they haven't responded.

I REALLY hate driving by solitary horses...bracing themselves, facing a wall...looking very fucking disturbed and sad. I want to SCREAM and find their owners and beg them to get another horse or give them to a sanctuary. I hate that even if I got a job 30 minutes away I would want to die everytime I drove past them and it would make everything that much more hellish.

I hate that I went to a shitty grocery store interview...not full time and 12 hr...and the fat owner had to look for my application amongst the stack of other applicants.

I hate that my family judges and labels me with mental disorders when I am not crazy. I hate that I want to email them how shitty this is, but I don't want to deal with the anticipation of their response or no response so I will wait until I am about to off myself to email all of them.

I hate that I had to get rid of my cats and fave dog and kept my old dog and she does circles in the house and outside all day long. I really hate my bf because he is 100 percent delusional. He has no job. Ubered for 4 years quitting over a year ago. He has felonies gotten when he was young. He is intelligent, but so very fucked. I hate that he says some days he is going to work on his budget today and today said he will send out his resume to a couple of old people who have jobs seeing if they know anything. I hate that if I were to tell him what I REALLY think about him he would freak out and call the cops on me like he did at the end of Feb. when I was cuffed and taken to the ER to have an old dr talk to another staff about his awesome retirement...and when I said to him that was shitty to talk about so I could hear he said "I can talk about anything I want to talk about" while I was in there due overall to anxiety about my fucked up no-financial future....

I really hate the selfies of my bf on the computer clock. I hate fucking everything. I'm supposed to go volunteer at two places during the week to get out of the house. Both places are awful for different reasons. No, I am not imagining this....It is true. So...I park and smoke and hate everything in my dirty ass car for a few hours until I drive back to the housing development where all the houses look the same and there's a puppy mill in a garage down the street.

I hate my bfs mom. I hate my mom. I hate my stepmom. I hate my mom's husband. I sorta hate my dad. I hate having nothing to do. I hate wearing shitty clothes. I hate hiding in the bedroom because I can no longer stand sitting in front of the TV. I hate that he watches TV and movies very loud. I hate Family Guy, American Dad, Futurama, Simpsons, Brickleberry, Bob's Burgers, Mike Tyson Murder Mysteries, Archer and......? That is just cartoons. He watches over 30 shows in rotation. In two years I have been here I have seen episodes now 3 times...the same ones.

It's hell. I am in hell. My dreams are only nightmares and I wake up to the same hell everyday with the threat of living in my car looming. I was almost kicked out in June during the hottest month in history.

There's so much I hate. I could go on and on and on and on.

If you want to rant. If you hate and it sorta makes you feel better even just for half a second then please reply. I'm sorta looking for others who hate as much as me. I sort of don't see/read palpable hate on SS.

I'm bored as fuck. WB if you want....but don't reply something that I am just going to hate like saying I need therapy because there's fuckall wrong with me and talking to fat therapists snacking on cherries isn't my idea of a good fucking hour spent.

I hate the people that have ruined my life and taken from me everything ive worked so hard for. If murder was free.....

 

[Alwaysbadtime]

I hate the people that have ruined my life and taken from me everything ive worked so hard for. If murder was free.

I relate.

 

[divorceddepression]

That's a lot of hate.

 

[Anonymous 4]

I hate everything and everyone. I hate seeing motorhomes and boats towed everyday I drive through my 3 minute shitty desert town. I hate seeing entitled people disgusting and in line at the grocery store or pharmacy. I hate pharmacists who have scam artist jobs doing fucking nothing. I hate seeing cops in boats at the lake having a great time getting paid wearing bullet proof vests speeding over waves. I hate drs who don't give a fuck about my anxiety and insomnia and don't fucking believe in good meds...Are they all Christian Scientists?

I hate Reddit with people responding with stupid shit thinking their one comment is going to fix/change my life and fuck me if I tell them they are negating what I am saying. I hate that my one friend from another state bizarelly asked if I had moved to Palm Springs. Um, she knows I don't work...I thought she thought I was dead from jumping for over a month since I last contacted her.

I hate the computer clocks that spam my bfs selfies and his horrible family on vacations and expensive vet trips. I hate the music he plays on them. I hate that Family Guy is on literally everyday by 5 pm and he starts drinking vodka sodas at 2 pm. I hate that he asks "what do you have going on today?" when I have nothing and he really also does nothing. I hate it when he says he is going to work on his budget. Ummm he has money due to my wanting to kill myself so writing him a check for thousands of dollars. And his mom sends 350 every 10 days or so... AND has paid our mortgage since moving here last summer the whole time. AND she wants me gone and thinks I can get a job and suddenly move out when I don't have a fucking pillow, blanket, fork or any fucking skills even though I have a BA and 2 masters degrees.

I hate that I am just over 40 and look at old people and want to fucking die...am so jealous and hateful of them as they are living this long and I know I can't. I hate white Audis especially and I hate that my shitty neighbors have really expensive cars and imprison a sweet dog I helped who was loose the other day. I gave them a fucking card asking to text me so she could come over and play with my dogs etc and they haven't responded.

I REALLY hate driving by solitary horses...bracing themselves, facing a wall...looking very fucking disturbed and sad. I want to SCREAM and find their owners and beg them to get another horse or give them to a sanctuary. I hate that even if I got a job 30 minutes away I would want to die everytime I drove past them and it would make everything that much more hellish.

I hate that I went to a shitty grocery store interview...not full time and 12 hr...and the fat owner had to look for my application amongst the stack of other applicants.

I hate that my family judges and labels me with mental disorders when I am not crazy. I hate that I want to email them how shitty this is, but I don't want to deal with the anticipation of their response or no response so I will wait until I am about to off myself to email all of them.

I hate that I had to get rid of my cats and fave dog and kept my old dog and she does circles in the house and outside all day long. I really hate my bf because he is 100 percent delusional. He has no job. Ubered for 4 years quitting over a year ago. He has felonies gotten when he was young. He is intelligent, but so very fucked. I hate that he says some days he is going to work on his budget today and today said he will send out his resume to a couple of old people who have jobs seeing if they know anything. I hate that if I were to tell him what I REALLY think about him he would freak out and call the cops on me like he did at the end of Feb. when I was cuffed and taken to the ER to have an old dr talk to another staff about his awesome retirement...and when I said to him that was shitty to talk about so I could hear he said "I can talk about anything I want to talk about" while I was in there due overall to anxiety about my fucked up no-financial future....

I really hate the selfies of my bf on the computer clock. I hate fucking everything. I'm supposed to go volunteer at two places during the week to get out of the house. Both places are awful for different reasons. No, I am not imagining this....It is true. So...I park and smoke and hate everything in my dirty ass car for a few hours until I drive back to the housing development where all the houses look the same and there's a puppy mill in a garage down the street.

I hate my bfs mom. I hate my mom. I hate my stepmom. I hate my mom's husband. I sorta hate my dad. I hate having nothing to do. I hate wearing shitty clothes. I hate hiding in the bedroom because I can no longer stand sitting in front of the TV. I hate that he watches TV and movies very loud. I hate Family Guy, American Dad, Futurama, Simpsons, Brickleberry, Bob's Burgers, Mike Tyson Murder Mysteries, Archer and......? That is just cartoons. He watches over 30 shows in rotation. In two years I have been here I have seen episodes now 3 times...the same ones.

It's hell. I am in hell. My dreams are only nightmares and I wake up to the same hell everyday with the threat of living in my car looming. I was almost kicked out in June during the hottest month in history.

There's so much I hate. I could go on and on and on and on.

If you want to rant. If you hate and it sorta makes you feel better even just for half a second then please reply. I'm sorta looking for others who hate as much as me. I sort of don't see/read palpable hate on SS.

I'm bored as fuck. WB if you want....but don't reply something that I am just going to hate like saying I need therapy because there's fuckall wrong with me and talking to fat therapists snacking on cherries isn't my idea of a good fucking hour spent.

I hate everything, even this post youve made, I also hate the people that reply to it, the internet that allows it to exist, the electric that powers it, i hate everything, I even hate things that are not yet in exsistance, I hate all that is, all that will come to be, and all that once everything is gone.

 

[Alwaysbadtime]

"Earth does whatever it wants...a walking biome...I think I am going to go buy more vodka" just said delusional bf.

 

[Anonymous 4]

Tell him to eat the glass once the bottles finished,

 

[NumbItAll]

I hate everything and everyone. I hate seeing motorhomes and boats towed everyday I drive through my 3 minute shitty desert town. I hate seeing entitled people disgusting and in line at the grocery store or pharmacy. I hate pharmacists who have scam artist jobs doing fucking nothing. I hate seeing cops in boats at the lake having a great time getting paid wearing bullet proof vests speeding over waves. I hate drs who don't give a fuck about my anxiety and insomnia and don't fucking believe in good meds...Are they all Christian Scientists?

I hate Reddit with people responding with stupid shit thinking their one comment is going to fix/change my life and fuck me if I tell them they are negating what I am saying. I hate that my one friend from another state bizarelly asked if I had moved to Palm Springs. Um, she knows I don't work...I thought she thought I was dead from jumping for over a month since I last contacted her.

I hate the computer clocks that spam my bfs selfies and his horrible family on vacations and expensive vet trips. I hate the music he plays on them. I hate that Family Guy is on literally everyday by 5 pm and he starts drinking vodka sodas at 2 pm. I hate that he asks "what do you have going on today?" when I have nothing and he really also does nothing. I hate it when he says he is going to work on his budget. Ummm he has money due to my wanting to kill myself so writing him a check for thousands of dollars. And his mom sends 350 every 10 days or so... AND has paid our mortgage since moving here last summer the whole time. AND she wants me gone and thinks I can get a job and suddenly move out when I don't have a fucking pillow, blanket, fork or any fucking skills even though I have a BA and 2 masters degrees.

I hate that I am just over 40 and look at old people and want to fucking die...am so jealous and hateful of them as they are living this long and I know I can't. I hate white Audis especially and I hate that my shitty neighbors have really expensive cars and imprison a sweet dog I helped who was loose the other day. I gave them a fucking card asking to text me so she could come over and play with my dogs etc and they haven't responded.

I REALLY hate driving by solitary horses...bracing themselves, facing a wall...looking very fucking disturbed and sad. I want to SCREAM and find their owners and beg them to get another horse or give them to a sanctuary. I hate that even if I got a job 30 minutes away I would want to die everytime I drove past them and it would make everything that much more hellish.

I hate that I went to a shitty grocery store interview...not full time and 12 hr...and the fat owner had to look for my application amongst the stack of other applicants.

I hate that my family judges and labels me with mental disorders when I am not crazy. I hate that I want to email them how shitty this is, but I don't want to deal with the anticipation of their response or no response so I will wait until I am about to off myself to email all of them.

I hate that I had to get rid of my cats and fave dog and kept my old dog and she does circles in the house and outside all day long. I really hate my bf because he is 100 percent delusional. He has no job. Ubered for 4 years quitting over a year ago. He has felonies gotten when he was young. He is intelligent, but so very fucked. I hate that he says some days he is going to work on his budget today and today said he will send out his resume to a couple of old people who have jobs seeing if they know anything. I hate that if I were to tell him what I REALLY think about him he would freak out and call the cops on me like he did at the end of Feb. when I was cuffed and taken to the ER to have an old dr talk to another staff about his awesome retirement...and when I said to him that was shitty to talk about so I could hear he said "I can talk about anything I want to talk about" while I was in there due overall to anxiety about my fucked up no-financial future....

I really hate the selfies of my bf on the computer clock. I hate fucking everything. I'm supposed to go volunteer at two places during the week to get out of the house. Both places are awful for different reasons. No, I am not imagining this....It is true. So...I park and smoke and hate everything in my dirty ass car for a few hours until I drive back to the housing development where all the houses look the same and there's a puppy mill in a garage down the street.

I hate my bfs mom. I hate my mom. I hate my stepmom. I hate my mom's husband. I sorta hate my dad. I hate having nothing to do. I hate wearing shitty clothes. I hate hiding in the bedroom because I can no longer stand sitting in front of the TV. I hate that he watches TV and movies very loud. I hate Family Guy, American Dad, Futurama, Simpsons, Brickleberry, Bob's Burgers, Mike Tyson Murder Mysteries, Archer and......? That is just cartoons. He watches over 30 shows in rotation. In two years I have been here I have seen episodes now 3 times...the same ones.

It's hell. I am in hell. My dreams are only nightmares and I wake up to the same hell everyday with the threat of living in my car looming. I was almost kicked out in June during the hottest month in history.

There's so much I hate. I could go on and on and on and on.

If you want to rant. If you hate and it sorta makes you feel better even just for half a second then please reply. I'm sorta looking for others who hate as much as me. I sort of don't see/read palpable hate on SS.

I'm bored as fuck. WB if you want....but don't reply something that I am just going to hate like saying I need therapy because there's fuckall wrong with me and talking to fat therapists snacking on cherries isn't my idea of a good fucking hour spent.

I hate a lot of things but this post is not one of them. Honestly I look forward to your rants because you are very good at doing them in a humorous way (especially about the TV noise). I'm sorry you're going through all this though...

 

[awfullife]

I hate being 41 and living in my childhood bedroom with no room in closet or dresser for clothes. I hate not having good enough credit to get an apt near my kids. I hate paying child support so the kids mom can drive a cadillac while I drive a pt cruiser. I hate seeing my kids wear rags when I pay 345 / week in child support. I hate that my dad and friends don't trust me. I hate my depression. I hate not having any hobbies. I hate my love affair with money. I hate my love affair with materialism. I hate cold winter mornings. I hate being treated like shit as a truck driver. I hate that women won't give me the time of day now that I'm poor but when I was making 40k / month they were everywhere. I hate that everyone thinks I can just get an amazing job like I used to have when in real life there is no fucking way I can do that. I hate my life.

 

[Alwaysbadtime]

I hate a lot of things but this post is not one of them. Honestly I look forward to your rants because you are very good at doing them in a humorous way (especially about the TV noise). I'm sorry you're going through all this though...

Thanks, that's nice of you to say. Yes, it feels good in the moment to rant.

I hate being 41 and living in my childhood bedroom with no room in closet or dresser for clothes. I hate not having good enough credit to get an apt near my kids. I hate paying child support so the kids mom can drive a cadillac while I drive a pt cruiser. I hate seeing my kids wear rags when I pay 345 / week in child support. I hate that my dad and friends don't trust me. I hate my depression. I hate not having any hobbies. I hate my love affair with money. I hate my love affair with materialism. I hate cold winter mornings. I hate being treated like shit as a truck driver. I hate that women won't give me the time of day now that I'm poor but when I was making 40k / month they were everywhere. I hate that everyone thinks I can just get an amazing job like I used to have when in real life there is no fucking way I can do that. I hate my life.

I'm 41 and hate it too. You have a lot of good reasons to hate shit. That's a ton of money to pay in child support. I'm glad you commented. I relate to a lot of the things you hate.

 

[Gaybonez]

I hate being 41 and living in my childhood bedroom with no room in closet or dresser for clothes. I hate not having good enough credit to get an apt near my kids. I hate paying child support so the kids mom can drive a cadillac while I drive a pt cruiser. I hate seeing my kids wear rags when I pay 345 / week in child support. I hate that my dad and friends don't trust me. I hate my depression. I hate not having any hobbies. I hate my love affair with money. I hate my love affair with materialism. I hate cold winter mornings. I hate being treated like shit as a truck driver. I hate that women won't give me the time of day now that I'm poor but when I was making 40k / month they were everywhere. I hate that everyone thinks I can just get an amazing job like I used to have when in real life there is no fucking way I can do that. I hate my life.

It was your choice to have kids. No one elses.

 

[awfullife]

pay your child support

 

[Mr2005]

This is hate done right

 

[Alwaysbadtime]

It was your choice to have kids. No one elses.

Gee bully much online? No one else needs to hear your hate. Your hate isn't welcome.


ALSO:
Just learned about the slave trade in Libya. I really fucking hate knowing this and the horrible details. I hate that it is true. I hate that they are extorting their families for money and I hate the horrible abuse and evidence in pictures.

 

[StevieNixs]

I hate everything and everyone. I hate seeing motorhomes and boats towed everyday I drive through my 3 minute shitty desert town. I hate seeing entitled people disgusting and in line at the grocery store or pharmacy. I hate pharmacists who have scam artist jobs doing fucking nothing. I hate seeing cops in boats at the lake having a great time getting paid wearing bullet proof vests speeding over waves. I hate drs who don't give a fuck about my anxiety and insomnia and don't fucking believe in good meds...Are they all Christian Scientists?

I hate Reddit with people responding with stupid shit thinking their one comment is going to fix/change my life and fuck me if I tell them they are negating what I am saying. I hate that my one friend from another state bizarelly asked if I had moved to Palm Springs. Um, she knows I don't work...I thought she thought I was dead from jumping for over a month since I last contacted her.

I hate the computer clocks that spam my bfs selfies and his horrible family on vacations and expensive vet trips. I hate the music he plays on them. I hate that Family Guy is on literally everyday by 5 pm and he starts drinking vodka sodas at 2 pm. I hate that he asks "what do you have going on today?" when I have nothing and he really also does nothing. I hate it when he says he is going to work on his budget. Ummm he has money due to my wanting to kill myself so writing him a check for thousands of dollars. And his mom sends 350 every 10 days or so... AND has paid our mortgage since moving here last summer the whole time. AND she wants me gone and thinks I can get a job and suddenly move out when I don't have a fucking pillow, blanket, fork or any fucking skills even though I have a BA and 2 masters degrees.

I hate that I am just over 40 and look at old people and want to fucking die...am so jealous and hateful of them as they are living this long and I know I can't. I hate white Audis especially and I hate that my shitty neighbors have really expensive cars and imprison a sweet dog I helped who was loose the other day. I gave them a fucking card asking to text me so she could come over and play with my dogs etc and they haven't responded.

I REALLY hate driving by solitary horses...bracing themselves, facing a wall...looking very fucking disturbed and sad. I want to SCREAM and find their owners and beg them to get another horse or give them to a sanctuary. I hate that even if I got a job 30 minutes away I would want to die everytime I drove past them and it would make everything that much more hellish.

I hate that I went to a shitty grocery store interview...not full time and 12 hr...and the fat owner had to look for my application amongst the stack of other applicants.

I hate that my family judges and labels me with mental disorders when I am not crazy. I hate that I want to email them how shitty this is, but I don't want to deal with the anticipation of their response or no response so I will wait until I am about to off myself to email all of them.

I hate that I had to get rid of my cats and fave dog and kept my old dog and she does circles in the house and outside all day long. I really hate my bf because he is 100 percent delusional. He has no job. Ubered for 4 years quitting over a year ago. He has felonies gotten when he was young. He is intelligent, but so very fucked. I hate that he says some days he is going to work on his budget today and today said he will send out his resume to a couple of old people who have jobs seeing if they know anything. I hate that if I were to tell him what I REALLY think about him he would freak out and call the cops on me like he did at the end of Feb. when I was cuffed and taken to the ER to have an old dr talk to another staff about his awesome retirement...and when I said to him that was shitty to talk about so I could hear he said "I can talk about anything I want to talk about" while I was in there due overall to anxiety about my fucked up no-financial future....

I really hate the selfies of my bf on the computer clock. I hate fucking everything. I'm supposed to go volunteer at two places during the week to get out of the house. Both places are awful for different reasons. No, I am not imagining this....It is true. So...I park and smoke and hate everything in my dirty ass car for a few hours until I drive back to the housing development where all the houses look the same and there's a puppy mill in a garage down the street.

I hate my bfs mom. I hate my mom. I hate my stepmom. I hate my mom's husband. I sorta hate my dad. I hate having nothing to do. I hate wearing shitty clothes. I hate hiding in the bedroom because I can no longer stand sitting in front of the TV. I hate that he watches TV and movies very loud. I hate Family Guy, American Dad, Futurama, Simpsons, Brickleberry, Bob's Burgers, Mike Tyson Murder Mysteries, Archer and......? That is just cartoons. He watches over 30 shows in rotation. In two years I have been here I have seen episodes now 3 times...the same ones.

It's hell. I am in hell. My dreams are only nightmares and I wake up to the same hell everyday with the threat of living in my car looming. I was almost kicked out in June during the hottest month in history.

There's so much I hate. I could go on and on and on and on.

If you want to rant. If you hate and it sorta makes you feel better even just for half a second then please reply. I'm sorta looking for others who hate as much as me. I sort of don't see/read palpable hate on SS.

I'm bored as fuck. WB if you want....but don't reply something that I am just going to hate like saying I need therapy because there's fuckall wrong with me and talking to fat therapists snacking on cherries isn't my idea of a good fucking hour spent.

I hate my mother's twin sister, this twin sister's three children (my mother's niece's) and their teenage children. My sister died, and my mother's twin sister rang her from abroad to ask my mother if she wanted to"pray" for my sister. My mother told her to get lost, but, before this happened, not a single member of this twin sister's family has sent a condolence card to my mother - not one. My mother was close to one of her niece's children and nothing - not a phone call, not a card. Sweet FA. I told my mother's other sister that if this twin sister ever died whilst I am still on this earth, do not ring me, do not tell me, do not inform me - do not tell me if the twin sister has died, her children have died, her grandchildren have died - I could give a flying fig.


I hate the hospital my sister was in eight weeks before she died. They treated her like shit. We could not visit her every day due to Covid which we understood, but she told us about how she fell in hospital and they left her on the ground for 30 minutes - she has cancer in her spine (but she did not die from cancer). They constantly manhandled her and only when I managed to speak to the ward manager did this stop. She could not go to another hospital as this was a specialist one. Then on her last appointment to this hospital for chemo, she was being transported by hospital transport as she could not walk and overheard a nurse saying she did not need "hospital transport and seemed perfectly fine". Again, she had cancer in her spine and ribs. She also had fractures in her back. This upset my sister so much she was distraught for two days and even asked us - her family - if we thought she was pretending to be ill! This statement shocked us. My sister died three days after this bitch nurse made this statement. Sorry for the swearing but I cannot tell you how upset this has made me.

I hate one of my neighbours - a nosey cow - who always has to insert herself into everyone's business. So after my sister died and the police arrived at her house with the ambulances, I collapsed outside her home, spoke to the police, then ran off. When I got home, the police were there at my home. They had been about three times, worried about my state of mind as my family told them I suffer from PTSD, depression, etc. Who was there trying to nose her way into this? That neighbour - trying to find out from the police what was going on. then trying to engage me in conversation a couple of days later. I want her to try and do this again so I can tell her precisely what I think about her being a lowlife gossip - and she really is.

I hate my car. I bought it last year - used - after my other one packed up. Having used it to go back and forth to hospital when my sister was ill, it just reminds me of why I was using it. Then after my sister died, I was so disorientated and upset on my way to see my niece and comfort her, I crashed it into a concrete post when I was doing a three point turn in a narrow road. Bumper was mangled alongside the passenger light Only got the car back from the insurers/repair place two days ago and they have screwed something with the gear shift indicator, so I have to take it back tomorrow. I wanted the car fixed to either sell, or give to my brother after I CTB.

I hate rapists and murderers and paedophiles who seem to live into their 60's, 70's 80's and then die of natural causes.

I'm sure there are plenty of other people I hate. I'll have to think on it!

 

[wanttodie]

I hate my life living

 

[Alwaysbadtime]

I hate my mother's twin sister, this twin sister's three children (my mother's niece's) and their teenage children. My sister died, and my mother's twin sister rang her from abroad to ask my mother if she wanted to"pray" for my sister. My mother told her to get lost, but, before this happened, not a single member of this twin sister's family has sent a condolence card to my mother - not one. My mother was close to one of her niece's children and nothing - not a phone call, not a card. Sweet FA. I told my mother's other sister that if this twin sister ever died whilst I am still on this earth, do not ring me, do not tell me do not inform me - do not tell me if the twin sister has died, her children have died, her grandchildren have died - I could give a flying fig.


I hate the hospital my sister was in eight weeks before she died. They treated her like shit. We could not visit her every day due to Covid which we understood, but she told us about how she fell in hospital and they left her on the ground for 30 minutes - she has cancer in her spine (but she did not die from cancer). They constantly manhandled her and only when I managed to speak to the ward manager did this stop. She could not go to another hospital as this was a specialist one. Then on her last appointment to this hospital for chemo, she was being transported by hospital transport as she could not walk and overheard a nurse saying she did not need "hospital transport and seemed perfectly fine". Again, she had cancer in her spine and ribs. She also had fractures in her back. This upset my sister so much she was distraught for two days and even asked us - her family - if we thought she was pretending to be ill! This statement shocked us. My sister died three days after this bitch nurse made this statement. Sorry for the swearing but I cannot tell you how upset this has made me.

I hate one of my neighbours - a nosey cow - who always has to insert herself into everyone's business. So after my sister died and the police arrived at her house with the ambulances, I collapsed outside her home, spoke to the police, then ran off. When I got home, the police were there at my home. They had been about three times, worried about my state of mind as my family told them I suffer from PTSD, depression, etc. Who was there trying to nose her way into this? That neighbour - trying to find out from the police what was going on. then trying to engage me in conversation a couple of days later. I want her to try and do this again so I can tell her precisely what I think about her being a lowlife gossip - and she really is.

I hate my car. I bought it last year - used - after my other one packed up. Having used it to go back and forth to hospital when my sister was ill, it just reminds me of why I was using it. Then after my sister died, I was so disorientated and upset on my way to see my niece and comfort her, I crashed it into a concrete post when I was doing a three point turn in a narrow road. Bumper was mangled alongside the passenger light Only got the car back from the insurers/repair place two days ago and they have screwed something with the gear shift indicator, so i have to take it back tomorrow. I wanted the car fixed to either sell, or give to my brother after I CTB.

I hate rapists and murderers and paedophiles who seem to live into their 60's, 70's 80's and then die of natural causes.
I'm sure there are plenty of other people I hate. I'll have to think on it!

I'm sorry to hear about your sister. Your mom's twin sounds like a horrible narccissit. I relate about hating your car. I really hate mine and am forced to sit in it every weekday for at least two hours. The hospital sounds horrible that your sister was at. I wish you could sue them. Your neighbor sounds fucking horrible. I hate rapists etc etc too. I really hate people who abuse their kids or foster kids. I fucking hate knowing they are still existing whether free or in prison.

My car reminds me of bad shit and what is to come of my fucking future if I don't croak soon. Thanks for commenting. Feel free to add more of what you hate if you want.

pay your child support

Ignore that shitty useless comment. It's fucking hateful. I reported it.

ALSO:
I also hate hearing my next door neighbor's dog squeaking a chew toy alone....dogs don't want to be alone. She is so close and yet so very far away. I hate that they have a tiny chicken coop as well.

As I type this I hate watching my dog walking in circles. It is really fucking lame.

 

[motel rooms]

So, I want to kill this waitress
If I did it fast, you know
That's an act of kindness
But I believe in peace, bitch!
I believe in peace, bitch!
I believe in peace

-- Tori Amos

 

[Alwaysbadtime]

So, I want to kill this waitress
If I did it fast, you know
That's an act of kindness
But I believe in peace, bitch!
I believe in peace, bitch!
I believe in peace

-- Tori Amos

I saw Tori in concert back in the day, up close seats. I don't know this lyric/song, but I like it a lot!

 

[Alwaysbadtime]

I have no sympathy for parents. You sat in a bed and got fucked now take responsibility for it.

Careful now. Taking responsibility for your own actions is discouraged by the posters around here

You're brash controversial non-pc hateful jibberish isn't welcome. This is a safe place (SS) and you are making shit piles.

 

[Flare]

Careful now. Taking responsibility for your own actions is discouraged by the posters around here

No. Downplaying and Boiling down the cause of one's suffering to one action you have your own irrational reasons to hate and then attacking said one is discouraged around here.

 

[Gaybonez]

You're brash controversial non-pc hateful jibberish isn't welcome. This is a safe place (SS) and you are making shit piles.

No one is hating, it's criticism. If you have kids, take care of them. That's the very minimum you can do. Take responsibility for your actions and pay your shit. It's simple

No. Downplaying and Boiling down the cause of one's suffering to one action you have your own irrational reasons to hate and then attacking said one is discouraged around here.

If someone brings a sentient being into existence that they know will suffer then the bare minimum they can do is actually parent it. Cry about it.

 

[Flare]

No one is hating, it's criticism.

If that's the way you warp reality to keep yourself on the moral high road and not see yourself as the bully you're being on a forum for suicidal folks, that's on you.
The rest of us will see it differently.

If someone brings a sentient being into existence that they know will suffer then the bare minimum they can do is actually parent it. Cry about it.

I don't see the part in his post where he says he doesn't care about his kids or that he doesn't want them to meet him or anything that would suggest he does not want to parent his offspring. Perhaps your point of view clouded by your own hatred for parents can point it out for me?
Oh and nice job on the "Cry about it". Goes to further prove your intention isn't to have a meaningful discussion, but simply attacking your own hated demographic and anyone in your way. Consider your credibility out the window.

 

[Gaybonez]

If that's the way you warp reality to keep yourself on the moral high road and not see yourself as the bully you're being on a forum for suicidal folks, that's on you.
The rest of us will see it differently.

I don't see the part in his post where he says he doesn't care about his kids or that he doesn't want them to meet him or anything that would suggest he does not want to parent his offspring. Perhaps your point of view clouded by your own hatred for parents can point it out for me?
Oh and nice job on the "Cry about it". Goes to further prove your intention isn't to have a meaningful discussion, but simply attacking your own hated demographic and anyone in your way. Consider your credibility out the window.

blah blah blah. something something. blah blah blah. something something. blah blah blah

OMG LOL I'm not listening.

A sentient being was brought into existence because of them. A living, breathing, thinking, feeling being was. Suck it up and take responsibility. They knew the ramifications of their actions. I love analogies so it's a shame I can't think of one in this case especially considering how irresponsible this person is.

 

[Alwaysbadtime]

blah blah blah. something something. blah blah blah. something something. blah blah blah

OMG LOL I'm not listening.

A sentient being was brought into existence because of them. A living, breathing, thinking, feeling being was. Suck it up and take responsibility. They knew the ramifications of their actions. I love analogies so it's a shame I can't think of one in this case especially considering how irresponsible this person is.

Stop shitting on my post with stupid unwarranted ignorant boring hate. I've reported you. You're beligerant. It's semi-entertaining because it just proves there's one more sentiient being to feel hate towards. Someone similar commented this way with 'blah blah blah' by the end and they were banned. Really uncool and unneccesary. Your shit is tired.

 

[Gaybonez]

Stop shitting on my post with stupid unwarranted ignorant boring hate. I've reported you. You're beligerant. It's semi-entertaining because it just proves there's one more sentiient being to feel hate towards. Someone similar commented this way with 'blah blah blah' by the end and they were banned. Really uncool and unneccesary. Your shit is tired.

What are you rambling about? I have no sympathy for people that complain about child support. It's literally the bare minimum. Am I supposed to cry about a man that physically abused his spouse and they eventually leave him? If this person comes onto this forum and starts crying do you actually expect me to just shrug? This forum is for supporting suicidal people and giving them information not giving a platform awful behavior. How can someone bitch about the state of the world and then whine about paying child support? It's literally the bare minimum you can do.

Good luck with the report. The mods won't find a single case of me not supporting suicidal people or helping foster a good community here. The only thing I do "wrong" is criticize misanthropes.

 

[Alwaysbadtime]

What are you rambling about? I have no sympathy for people that complain about child support. It's literally the bare minimum. Am I supposed to cry about a man that physically abused his spouse and they eventually leave him? If this person comes onto this forum and starts crying do you actually expect me to just shrug? This forum is for supporting suicidal people and giving them information not giving a platform awful behavior. How can someone bitch about the state of the world and then whine about paying child support? It's literally the bare minimum you can do.

If you read it with any clarity you would see that he is paying A LOT of money per week and his x is not spending the money on the kids. He never said there was any abuse or violence between him and his spouse. They weren't 'crying'. You're not in the right frame of mind to have the authorization to skim through suicidal people's posts/comments and spout your weird shit. This isn't what SS is for and I have reported you. It's fine to be anti-procreation but to attack someone who has every right to hate and be pissed is revolting. It's major troll shit. Again. Reported. People on SS shouldn't be triggers for others. You are a trigger.

You're skimming and trolling for anything you hate...but it's unfounded.