I hate....do you?

[Gaybonez]

If you read it with any clarity you would see that he is paying A LOT of money per week and his x is not spending the money on the kids. He never said there was any abuse or violence between him and his spouse. They weren't 'crying'. You're not in the right frame of mind to have the authorization to skim through suicidal people's posts/comments and spout your weird shit. This isn't what SS is for and I have reported you. It's find to be anti-procreation but to attack someone who has every right to hate and be pissed is revolting. It's major troll shit. Again. Reported. People on SS shouldn't be triggers for others. You are a trigger.

You're skimming and trolling for anything you hate...but it's unfounded.

k lol. I'm a fairly well rounded, decently intelligent, attractive gay man. I'll be fine if I'm banned.

 

[Makko]

 

[Sisyphus]

I hate that I read that whole monster of a post. I kid, I kid. I'm sorry you are so angry. Really though, that is a lot of hate. What do you do to get out all that hate? I'm also pretty sick of my life right now but I feel trapped and hopeless to make a change.

No but with a BA and 2 masters I'm sure you can get something. I'm sorry, you probably hate hearing that. But people are hiring now, and I have had a few people contact me with jobs, but I can't work due to health conditions. On a lighter note, what do you like?

 

[Alwaysbadtime]

I hate that I read that whole monster of a post. I kid, I kid. I'm sorry you are so angry. Really though, that is a lot of hate. What do you do to get out all that hate? I'm also pretty sick of my life right now but I feel trapped and hopeless to make a change.

No but with a BA and 2 masters I'm sure you can get something. I'm sorry, you probably hate hearing that. But people are hiring now, and I have had a few people contact me with jobs, but I can't work due to health conditions. On a lighter note, what do you like?

If I could use my degrees I would. I don't do anything to get out all the hate. I don't like anything really. I played with the dog I reside with two days ago and he liked it. For a brief moment it was fun.

 

[Sisyphus]

If I could use my degrees I would. I don't do anything to get out all the hate. I don't like anything really. I played with the dog I reside with two days ago and he liked it. For a brief moment it was fun.

My therapist recommended that i come up with a list of what he called pleasure and mastery activities and put them on a schedule for the day. These are activities that make me feel better. It's part of a strategy called behavioral activation, which itself is a part of cognitive behavioral therapy (CBT). Have you taken CBT? I have some book recommendations if you are interested, because you seem like you might be the type to actually read a book.

 

[Alwaysbadtime]

My therapist recommended that i come up with a list of what he called pleasure and mastery activities and put them on a schedule for the day. These are activities that make me feel better. It's part of a strategy called behavioral activation, which itself is a part of cognitive behavioral therapy (CBT). Have you taken CBT? I have some book recommendations if you are interested, because you seem like you might be the type to actually read a book.

No thanks, but thanks for the offer.

 

[Sisyphus]

No thanks, but thanks for the offer.

In any case, I hope you feel better. It must be torturous to feel that kind of hate.

 

[Flare]

My therapist recommended that i come up with a list of what he called pleasure and mastery activities and put them on a schedule for the day. These are activities that make me feel better. It's part of a strategy called behavioral activation, which itself is a part of cognitive behavioral therapy (CBT). Have you taken CBT? I have some book recommendations if you are interested, because you seem like you might be the type to actually read a book.

I would be interested in said recommendations

 

[cantlive]

I hate everything and everyone. I hate seeing motorhomes and boats towed everyday I drive through my 3 minute shitty desert town. I hate seeing entitled people disgusting and in line at the grocery store or pharmacy. I hate pharmacists who have scam artist jobs doing fucking nothing. I hate seeing cops in boats at the lake having a great time getting paid wearing bullet proof vests speeding over waves. I hate drs who don't give a fuck about my anxiety and insomnia and don't fucking believe in good meds...Are they all Christian Scientists?

I hate Reddit with people responding with stupid shit thinking their one comment is going to fix/change my life and fuck me if I tell them they are negating what I am saying. I hate that my one friend from another state bizarelly asked if I had moved to Palm Springs. Um, she knows I don't work...I thought she thought I was dead from jumping for over a month since I last contacted her.

I hate the computer clocks that spam my bfs selfies and his horrible family on vacations and expensive vet trips. I hate the music he plays on them. I hate that Family Guy is on literally everyday by 5 pm and he starts drinking vodka sodas at 2 pm. I hate that he asks "what do you have going on today?" when I have nothing and he really also does nothing. I hate it when he says he is going to work on his budget. Ummm he has money due to my wanting to kill myself so writing him a check for thousands of dollars. And his mom sends 350 every 10 days or so... AND has paid our mortgage since moving here last summer the whole time. AND she wants me gone and thinks I can get a job and suddenly move out when I don't have a fucking pillow, blanket, fork or any fucking skills even though I have a BA and 2 masters degrees.

I hate that I am just over 40 and look at old people and want to fucking die...am so jealous and hateful of them as they are living this long and I know I can't. I hate white Audis especially and I hate that my shitty neighbors have really expensive cars and imprison a sweet dog I helped who was loose the other day. I gave them a fucking card asking to text me so she could come over and play with my dogs etc and they haven't responded.

I REALLY hate driving by solitary horses...bracing themselves, facing a wall...looking very fucking disturbed and sad. I want to SCREAM and find their owners and beg them to get another horse or give them to a sanctuary. I hate that even if I got a job 30 minutes away I would want to die everytime I drove past them and it would make everything that much more hellish.

I hate that I went to a shitty grocery store interview...not full time and 12 hr...and the fat owner had to look for my application amongst the stack of other applicants.

I hate that my family judges and labels me with mental disorders when I am not crazy. I hate that I want to email them how shitty this is, but I don't want to deal with the anticipation of their response or no response so I will wait until I am about to off myself to email all of them.

I hate that I had to get rid of my cats and fave dog and kept my old dog and she does circles in the house and outside all day long. I really hate my bf because he is 100 percent delusional. He has no job. Ubered for 4 years quitting over a year ago. He has felonies gotten when he was young. He is intelligent, but so very fucked. I hate that he says some days he is going to work on his budget today and today said he will send out his resume to a couple of old people who have jobs seeing if they know anything. I hate that if I were to tell him what I REALLY think about him he would freak out and call the cops on me like he did at the end of Feb. when I was cuffed and taken to the ER to have an old dr talk to another staff about his awesome retirement...and when I said to him that was shitty to talk about so I could hear he said "I can talk about anything I want to talk about" while I was in there due overall to anxiety about my fucked up no-financial future....

I really hate the selfies of my bf on the computer clock. I hate fucking everything. I'm supposed to go volunteer at two places during the week to get out of the house. Both places are awful for different reasons. No, I am not imagining this....It is true. So...I park and smoke and hate everything in my dirty ass car for a few hours until I drive back to the housing development where all the houses look the same and there's a puppy mill in a garage down the street.

I hate my bfs mom. I hate my mom. I hate my stepmom. I hate my mom's husband. I sorta hate my dad. I hate having nothing to do. I hate wearing shitty clothes. I hate hiding in the bedroom because I can no longer stand sitting in front of the TV. I hate that he watches TV and movies very loud. I hate Family Guy, American Dad, Futurama, Simpsons, Brickleberry, Bob's Burgers, Mike Tyson Murder Mysteries, Archer and......? That is just cartoons. He watches over 30 shows in rotation. In two years I have been here I have seen episodes now 3 times...the same ones.

It's hell. I am in hell. My dreams are only nightmares and I wake up to the same hell everyday with the threat of living in my car looming. I was almost kicked out in June during the hottest month in history.

There's so much I hate. I could go on and on and on and on.

If you want to rant. If you hate and it sorta makes you feel better even just for half a second then please reply. I'm sorta looking for others who hate as much as me. I sort of don't see/read palpable hate on SS.

I'm bored as fuck. WB if you want....but don't reply something that I am just going to hate like saying I need therapy because there's fuckall wrong with me and talking to fat therapists snacking on cherries isn't my idea of a good fucking hour spent.

I think normal adrenaline and cortisol responses with histamine intolerance due to mycotoxins are killing me too.

 

[Sisyphus]

I would be interested in said recommendations

OK,the first book is called Mind Over Mood, and the second book is Feeling Good. These are very popular books, you should be able to find them online or through Overdrive. I bought these books in physical copy, but you can easily get them online for free (like all other books) if you do not have the money. I assume you know how.

If you just want the behavioral activation only This PDF does a good job.

 

[Werewolf.]

I am a misanthrope. I am also an anti-natalist. I feel disgust whenever I see pregnant women or newborns and their parents proudly showing them off.

 

[motel rooms]

It must be torturous to feel that kind of hate.

I just noticed @Sisyphus already disabled his account. Good for him. I hope his favorite bestsellers, Mind Over Mood & Feeling Good, help him flourish, blossom & thrive as he exchanges loving glances with other folks who think that being fully pro-choice is wrong

 

[slyna]

at least you are a grill

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

pregnant women

Tfw no pregananant/gregnant gf. But w8, I don't want kids so I wouldn't be the father, which means... you know what, just fuck this entire planet.

 

[Makko]

Tfw no pregananant/gregnant gf. But w8, I don't want kids so I wouldn't be the father, which means... you know what, just fuck this entire planet.

You don't want a vixen gf who will go out on adventures at night and let you cuddle and rub her belly afterwards?

 

[OceanBlue]

After reading OP's bizarre replies to Gaybonez the original post sounds like a gimmick.

You're the disrespectful triggering one and should apologize for attacking and reporting Gaybonez.

That other person brought people into existence, it's incredibly cold to even mention monetary expenses in such a situation.

 

[Alwaysbadtime]

After reading OP's bizarre replies to Gaybonez the original post sounds like a gimmick.

You're the disrespectful triggering one and should apologize for attacking and reporting Gaybonez.

That other person brought people into existence, it's incredibly cold to even mention monetary expenses in such a situation.

Disagree. He is paying over 300 a week and his x is not spending it all on kids. I will ignore you. i don't care to argue. It was rude and agressive to berate someone for the things that they hate...Gaybonez didn't fully read the comment and then berated them in a frantic way. Nope.

 

[OceanBlue]

k lol. I'm a fairly well rounded, decently intelligent, attractive gay man. I'll be fine if I'm banned.

I'm upset with OP's replies, you said nothing here to be banned for.

 

[Alwaysbadtime]

I'm upset with OP's replies, you said nothing here to be banned for.

Your opinion. You're not paying out 1200+ a month to an ex who isn't buying clothes for the kids. It's fine to dislike people for having kids but it's another thing to not fully read what they are saying and then go at the gut...to piss someone off in a frantic assholish way. Nope.

 

[OceanBlue]

Gaybonez posted a rational comment, what you're accusing him of suits you more.

 

[Bullit]

k lol. I'm a fairly well rounded, decently intelligent, attractive gay man. I'll be fine if I'm banned.

Banned from SS,you'd be OK. What if you were banned from dudes' buttholes?

 

[Makko]

Banned from SS,you'd be OK. What if you were banned from dudes' buttholes?

That's when he'd actually need SS

 

[Werewolf.]

Tfw no pregananant/gregnant gf. But w8, I don't want kids so I wouldn't be the father, which means... you know what, just fuck this entire planet.

And to think there's porn with pregnant females in them. Ugh.

 

[awfullife]

And to think this was all caused from a rant / exercise about things we hate....thx for having my back OP

 

[Alwaysbadtime]

And to think this was all caused from a rant / exercise about things we hate....thx for having my back OP

You're welcome. I'm still sorta hella pissed. I saw them shit-ball again someone else. I really don't understand the logic of keeping them on here. You sound like a good person dealing with some heavy shit. I'm glad to hear back from you.