i dont feel real.
No more sense in this
- Apr 13, 2024
- 89
Im just so angry right now, no reason. I just fucking hate everything. Everything. Everyone. I'm just so depressed. I'm anxious all the time. I hear that fucking voice. Shit, I can't stop it. I just want to blow my brains off so I don't have to hear it. I hate that shit. I can't get it out of my head. Telling me to cut deeper, to kill myself. Stop, please. Fucking voice shit. I want to live but I just can't. Pills don't work, therapy doesn't work. Nothing works. I'm just tired. I want to scream so bad right now. I wish I had a fucking shotgun to blow it off and the motherfuckers I hate had to clean the whole mess. And that they get traumatized with my dead body. I just hate this shit. I'm crying right now. I'm so sorry. I just need to vent.
