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hao☆

hao☆

i dont understand my heart's wishes.
Apr 19, 2024
69
i feel stupid right now, im exhausted, i dont know what to do, im crying and im done. I just made 2 of my friends angry at me 4 saying smth they deem insensitive, i can't do anythign right why the fuck does things should go wrong for me? i hope i had the courage to just die in peace, i have to escape my problems, why am i fucking STUPID OH MY GOD, i need genuine fucking tools to ctb and just end all of this
 
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demitriusmigsysvotf

demitriusmigsysvotf

It takes a man to be a man
Oct 1, 2023
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i feel stupid right now, im exhausted, i dont know what to do, im crying and im done. I just made 2 of my friends angry at me 4 saying smth they deem insensitive, i can't do anythign right why the fuck does things should go wrong for me? i hope i had the courage to just die in peace, i have to escape my problems, why am i fucking STUPID OH MY GOD, i need genuine fucking tools to ctb and just end all of this
same thing w me tbh. im sorry to hear you`re through that.
 
Ichigo

Ichigo

Banned
Jun 15, 2023
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Calm down! Try talking to your friends if you haven't already and send them a apology. you should go and do that soon. It might let up some of the anxiety you feel right now. If your friends are any good they'll understand that you want to make up with them. But if they don't, well, that's on them. atleast you tried to apologize. What you've did is just one of the realities of being a human. we all mess up, it's okay. Finally, what good will beating yourself up over it will do? It's already happened; if it's in the past you can't change your past actions. You can only learn from it.
 
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hao☆

hao☆

i dont understand my heart's wishes.
Apr 19, 2024
69
its done for
 
fleetingnight

fleetingnight

incapable of shutting up
May 2, 2024
662
Everyone says the wrong thing sometimes. And everyone think different things are "okay" or "not okay," so it's hard to keep track of what you should or shouldn't say. Try not to be too hard on yourself about it.
 

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