i don't think i can die

[Buh-bye!]

every other method requires something that i am not in possession of. the things required are really inaccessible to be. be it SN, the opioids or any other drug. i was trying the night night but i failed miserably with each attempt. i don't think i'll be able to suicide this way. i need something, anything, accessible that i can use and die peacefully. something inside the house or something i can buy without alerting my over suspicious parents.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand feeling so trapped in this existence, I really wish there's the option to just easily die in peace, it's so hellish and cruel how peaceful suicide is so inaccessible. But anyway I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for.

 

[tpboy]

you are going to need a gun.

 

[Buh-bye!]

you are going to need a gun.

not accessible. i can't have some chemicals for myself, how could i get a gun

I understand feeling so trapped in this existence, I really wish there's the option to just easily die in peace, it's so hellish and cruel how peaceful suicide is so inaccessible. But anyway I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for.

thankyu