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valerie | she/they | puppygirl
Jul 11, 2026
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i finally got a little scrap of human contact today, it overall feels pretty good to just, let yourself cry and weep and mope over everything lol. its really hard for me to live like this, without many people nearby and with me, so it's nice to at least have somebody to talk to, aside rom this the closest analogue i have to love is like, ao3, lol. the pain feels a little bit better now, but it's overall not going to be that much in the greater scheme of things. oh, and also, i only get to talk to her for half my day lol, because of timezones but at least i get to talk to her before i sleep. well, if she ever talks to me again lol

this is pretty good to me because i've been suffering so much from a lack of love and attention. like, positive, happy attention from peers of a similar age.
 
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PerfectVictory

PerfectVictory

God of the New World
Nov 9, 2025
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I miss irl interactions aswell I'm kind of stuck due to mental illness and lack of transportation in my house all day. Online/phone-call definitely helps but its not a replacement.
 
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Jul 11, 2026
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good for you.
for me today s been really lonely, just stuck with my own thoughts, not able to talk to anyone. i can t stop thinking. i hate this.
 
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Sep 17, 2024
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I miss irl interactions aswell I'm kind of stuck due to mental illness and lack of transportation in my house all day. Online/phone-call definitely helps but its not a replacement.
Yeah, phone calls and discord can never replace being around your friends irl. It just doesn't hit the same.
 
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