subject 01's half-assed art

[Subject 01]

hi hi! thank you for clicking! even if i gave up on art years ago (and it is still a sour subject to me), i find it kinda therapeutic to draw nonetheless because it used to be what helped me as a child to cope. i was at work last saturday and i was having a pretty bad day, so i went home and drew in order to exteriorize all the bad feelings.

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as the title points out, it's half-assed, i can't lie, but it's not downright horrible either (i hope), so i thought why not post it?

contrary to what this drawing might suggest, i don't hate my job (even though i don't love it either... i'm quite indifferent to it). it's just that i'm suicidal most of the time which kinda sucks when you're trying to concentrate (one time I forgot to give the poor woman her change. i felt so embarrassed when she pointed that out lmao). my coworkers are rather nice to me, but i have a feeling that they're not super nice behind my back... i hear them talk shit about other coworkers like all the time, and i highly doubt i'm spared from mean comments considering i'm the slowest on the team, but i'd rather just not know nor ask and live my life as it is. i've got enough problems lol ^_^ i try not to show to clients that i'm struggling, though, because nobody wants to deal with a rude cashier even if it's just for two minutes. i feel like i'm doing a pretty good job so far, honestly, it's just that this particular saturday was rather overwhelming and i found it difficult to "smile" like i always do.

maybe i'll have the opportunity to draw more and this will turn into a thread, but i highly doubt it considering i draw once every blue moon due to me giving up on it. still, it actually kinda helped!

see you next time..!

 

[KilledByUSG]

hi, I don't have much to say but I looked at it, and I like it

 

[LostHighway]

You're an artist! I really like your style. You've captured your emotions pretty darn well. It took a minute for me to read the background. Pretty darn powerful. Keep at it!

 

[3spiral]

"half assed" and it's a full piece with nice artstyle

even though i can see what you mean by it, i always enjoy looking more at drawings that were made quick and more carelessly. i'm not sure how to explain, it makes them feel more genuine and spontaneous. like you cared more about the message than the technique. that's just for me though, and i wish i could draw more like that too

i like your art, truly :)

 

[EternalShore]

wow~ that's really good~ ^_^ You must be a really good artist when you try! :) It's very good and incredibly relatable! hehe~ I hope you're able to channel the bad emotions into your art~ hehe~ I wish things were better for you too~ :) tbh, I always feel kinda inadequate at times at my job too (am the slowest as well~ >_<)~ >_< let's hope we can both improve with more time and practice! :D