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natthebrat

natthebrat

only help i want is with ctb
Jul 9, 2023
188
As a teenager, I always thought death by getting trampled in a mosh pit would be really cool. Now though, while that surely still does seem awesome, I'd rather die in the process of defending someone else or something I believe in. For example, once the worst anti-trans laws get passed, die trying to protect another trans person from the (bastard) cops.
 
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hairlikesno

hairlikesno

I NEED YOUR HELP. PLEASE.
Aug 20, 2023
8
Peacefully, sleeping, tangled up in the arms of a kind and caring female friend wishing to exit earthmania and all of its pain and agony also.

Nembutal would be nice but Inert gas or Co2 is much more easily accessible and economically viable
This might be mine too... in the arms of someone who really knew all my struggles and pains the longest and yet stayed. The one who knows me the most...

Nembutal is kinda tricky, but what do you mean Co2 and inert gases are more viable?
 
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Endofit

Get me out of here
Jan 19, 2024
69
N would be my fav method. But it's kind of delusional to think I would get my hand on some..
 
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Adûnâi

Adûnâi

Little Russian in-cel
Apr 25, 2020
1,202
See, my mind immediately gets drawn to fiction. I'm so torn between quoting Tyrion's vulgar tirade from GoT, or referencing a peaceful Thanos snap.

...Although my personal favourite would be a "reverse school shooting", preferably when the school shooter is a goth gf of my dreams. I'd bravely confront her, only to get a bullet in my head (how tragic). And my valiant sacrifice would save the lives of a few normies, win-win.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
12,815
Easy question - easy answer: If I had no problem I'd like to die in old age and while I'm asleep. In regard of CTB I'd like to die using N falling asleep peacefully, never waking up again.
 
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Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
5,641
a nuclear blast preferable in the critical zone you wouldn't even know your about to be dead
 
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stilhavinightmares

stilhavinightmares

Warlock
Oct 13, 2022
753
Lethal injection with my wife and pup cuddling me
 
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Unattainable666

Unattainable666

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2023
1,346
Being limited to a specific method because of finance or lack of accessibility is annoying. So, how would you wanna go?
Okay I'm going to be a smart ass here so forgive me. I would like to die one of two ways: (1) heart attack in my sleep; or (2) having great sex and having a heart attack. Reality: definitely a different way. Sorry if this offended anyone. lol
 
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throneofdispair03

throneofdispair03

is a mistake
Jan 10, 2024
236
Lots of really interesting ways here so I guess I'll share mine. Personally, a game of Russian roulette with another person who's in a similar circumstance as me would be nice.
 
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Some place nice

Some place nice

This world makes me sick
Oct 18, 2023
468
In bed in the arms of my bf and asleep. peaceful, not alone, and I would be happy at the end.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
3,463
dying in this order 1. in a guaranteed or at least 99.5% method. 2. painless 3. soon 4. quick . 5. easy.
 
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inneedrelief

inneedrelief

Student
Jan 15, 2024
111
I wanna die from co or gas that's painless
 
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CemeteryPet

CemeteryPet

Buried Alive
Jan 10, 2024
33
Illness. I want to feel and know that I'm dying. That my body is being suffocated and fading away. It deserves it.
 
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Kasumi

Kasumi

tired
Mar 3, 2023
510
With inert gas.
Ideally I wanna go in the evening when I'm tired anyway, I'm gonna say good night to my friend go to bed and fall asleep to never wake up again.
Add a medium dose of Alpra to stay in a normal state as naturally knowing that it ends this night would make me feel nervours.
 
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tsykoais

tsykoais

i can't drown my demons they know how to swim
Apr 9, 2023
132
overdosing on a euphoric drug or jumping, which is the method i'm stuck with
 
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shrusho

shrusho

Member
Nov 28, 2021
28
id love to die by jumping off a building or bridge that i 100% know wont just end with me being permanently crippled, or accidentally landing on someone. i want to be in a situation where im happy with the life ive lived and have accomplished the things i wanted to do too. i imagine those final few seconds after the jump where you know theres no changing ur mind would be so ethereal. either i would regret jumping and for once actually feel a desire to live, or i would fully embrace it and experience the feeling of letting all of my worries go,, the weight of everythinf being lifted and finally being done with this body and mind. the thought alone makes me drool </3
 
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sash

sash

f/uk seeking partner to vanish with
Oct 1, 2023
202
Beach or cliff or anywhere beautiful like that, laying on a wood pyre with someone kind, when sunset comes, light a candle -that when burns down low lights the wood- & ingest the magic chems.
The next time the wind blows, ashes are spread.
Ah to dream eh :)
 
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hurting

Member
Jan 18, 2024
23
Murdered quickly.
 
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loslassen

loslassen

call me jvne
Dec 8, 2023
161
Being limited to a specific method because of finance or lack of accessibility is annoying. So, how would you wanna go?
this might be egotistical, but there's something so tragic and ambitious about me that makes me want to die for a cause, KIA, making a big change or difference in the world before I go… but that'd be letting death come to me, speaking of suicide… a f3ntanyl od while drowning my thoughts in music would be nice too, after making ends meet and writing letters to everyone that could've possibly cared.
 
numbspirit

numbspirit

living failure
Jan 3, 2024
42
N.
 
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chiaseedd

Member
Nov 16, 2023
11
A doctor pumping me more and more of whatever anesthesia they used this one time. Letting me feel out each stage of high and happy feelings until I'm gone.
 
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logi3535

logi3535

im a mess
Jan 8, 2024
131
anything that isnt painful and doesnt work up your nerves
 
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TiredOfAllThis

Arcanist
Feb 5, 2024
453
Just getting to sleep and never wake up
 
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FutureHanger

FutureHanger

fml
Dec 9, 2023
360
idk if N makes you unconscious instantly but if not then take N and play apex legends/listen to music/watch one last anime episode whilst eating takeaway. 😔 why can't CTBing be this nice
 
InAgony

InAgony

To insanity and beyond
Feb 19, 2024
132
Assisted suicide or a gunshot to the brain, trigger pulled by someone else ideally
 
strangelife

strangelife

Specialist
Feb 16, 2024
364
Assisted suicide is the most peaceful, but my diagnosis is not terminal, that's why SN or nitrogen. Gun shot is really lethal, but I don't like bloody death, and I a bit care about how my body will look.
 
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Malaria

Malaria

If I can't be my own, I'd feel better dead
Feb 24, 2024
1,084
Depends on my mood. Sometimes I'd like to die a peaceful death in my sleep, and sometimes I think it'd be pretty neat to do the seppuku method because I can be edgy like that.
 
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Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
5,641
a direct nuclear blast
 
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