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SexyIncél

SexyIncél

🍭my lollipop brings the feminists to my candyshop
Aug 16, 2022
1,471
Avert your eyes if disturbed by a display of pure ego. I don't care, I'm dying either by my own hand, or in war.

Physically beautiful (until I blasted my brains out because I lacked euthanasia), brilliant, childlike curious. Unlike any who came before me, and any who will come after me.

At what I'm best at: the best in the world.

Held back from more, by massive relentless childhood violence. I accomplished a lot, but started from so far back.

A greek tragedy, as one of my ex's said last month. I have two Janus faces. She loved the first: that of a child. She discovered my dark second face, but hoped it wouldn't win. To her horror, it did. Even then, she wanted children from me.

Friends & loved ones will remember me by things I've written, and am writing now. Maybe I'll make a website with it, I don't know.
 
DreamSurfer

DreamSurfer

Beyond this reality the waves of peace await
Apr 8, 2022
110
I wish there was a way that I could quietly just vanish and be forgotten. I don't want to be remembered, but wish that my death could somehow have an impact that would help others. I wish I could go out and have an impact that can trigger more help for other people without me only being just another suicide statistic.
 
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outatime_85

Warlock
May 17, 2022
789
Someone would have to care about me to remember me, and since no one cares about me in that way, I will likely never be remembered.
 
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Sadboyspecimen

Sadboyspecimen

Member
Feb 8, 2022
84
I'd really like to be remembered as the person who I thought everyone saw me as, but I'll only be remembered as a terrible person.
 
Everlong

Everlong

One last chance to turn it around
Sep 7, 2022
105
That I was a tortured soul completely incapable of believing the well-wishers' pep talks and suggestions. That I truly believed this was an act of mercy on my behalf for them. Basically, the truth. That is, of course, my plan to make it look accidental is not successful.
 
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xyzzy

Member
Jul 28, 2022
19
I want to be forgotten, because I don't want to make anyone to feel sad because of my absence (thankfully, there aren't too many people that care about me). But there's a small part of me that also wants to be remembered as a good person (which I'm not).
 
Suicidebydeath

Suicidebydeath

No chances to be happy - dead inside
Nov 25, 2021
3,558
For my Twitch streaming would be best I suppose, it's the best way I could help people by entertaining them somehow. The sad part is they won't know I died, though, so it's impossible. At least my YouTube videos will stay online forever.
 
allblackallwhite

allblackallwhite

Member
Sep 4, 2022
46
I would prefer to not be. Let my death go the same way as my life, passing by barely noticed and without a care from anyone.
 

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