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Is there any way to speed up being unconscious?
I've tried this method, I've really tried a lot. .... I'm desperate, I can't go on with this life any more
 
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I have made multiple posts about reaching the point of blacking out/numbness/vision lost, but not actually losing consciousness which is what I'm researching. So, this may be be good educational knowledge for some people if you are in a similar situation.

I actually like having the rope sightly below my adams apple and compressing my carotid artery that way. I know it will equally cut my airways but it not painful at first. Attempting this way was the second time that I could feel involuntary muscle contractions in my leg. Anatomy and knowing where the carotid artery is helpful.

Hope these links are insightful
 
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I bought nylon rope (12 mm) before reading I shouldn't. Can I still use it? It's not really elastic.
 
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SEEKING FEEDBACK on my ctb method

I have a 6mm rope from a hardware store. I bought it a while ago but remember the guy saying it could take up to 250km weight before Being compromised (I weight around 60 kg).

I've tried partial many times and it has not worked for me. I tried full suspension last year and the pole that my ligature pint was tied to came out of the wall. Left me with a concussion, convulsions and a massive bruise around my next but sadly did not ctb.

After doing more research I'm thinking full is the way to go. I've secured my rope to door nob on the back of my door. It's a relatively new and solid door. I used the suggest knot for the ligature point. I've then thrown the top of the rope over the other side of the door and carved out a little divot at the top of the door to keep the rope in place and allow me to close the door. The noose is a slip knot. It's just high enough that if I stand on a step latter and then push the step ladder away, my feet can't touch the ground and I'll most likely die from strangulation from the rope cutting off my airway. To reduce the pain and discomfort of this, I have secured a reasonable supply of oxys to take before I CTB hoping this will help with pain and SI.

I have tested the strength of the door and know it can hold my weight using a crowbar. Put the crowbar through the noose. It could take my full weight and did not budge when I was thrashing around to try to simulate what might happen when I actually go through with it.

I'm 35. I've wanted to die since as early as I can remember. Fear of pain and it not working is the only reason I'm still here. But I've had enough and I'm ready to go and be at peace.

I live alone and am quite isolate so there is next to no chance any one could interrupt. I will take my cat to the cattery so that he is well cared for in case it takes several days for them to find my body.

Any feedback on my method and/or anything I have missed would be greatly appreciated.

Thanks in advance
 

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This will be my second choice if the one i am planning to do fails, thank you sanctioned suicide..
 
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What would be preferable for hanging, a dumbbell on the other side of the door or using a portable pull-up bar? Or maybe other methods that would be good indoors?? Also I'm really tall so i was thinking getting something so my legs are tied (making me short enough to ensure a full suspension. drew a sketch of what i mean

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wayout90

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What would be preferable for hanging, a dumbbell on the other side of the door or using a portable pull-up bar? Or maybe other methods that would be good indoors?? Also I'm really tall so i was thinking getting something so my legs are tied (making me short enough to ensure a full suspension. drew a sketch of what i mean

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What would be the purpose of the dumbbell if the ligature point is strong enough and the knot won't budge under the necessary weight and potential thrashing? I'm tall so partial from a portable pull up bar wouldn't be high enough for me.
 
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Any feedback on my method and/or anything I have missed would be greatly appreciated.

Thanks in advance
Hi! (sorry for my bad English)

Many users have suggested: a noose knot.

• Slip knot: Does not tighten under a load.
• Noose knot: Tightens under a load.



I'm worried about the thickness of the rope, isn't it too thin? For full suspension, 10 - 12 mm.

Could you be referring to this (user) info?

Post in thread 'Full suspension hanging attempt' https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/full-suspension-hanging-attempt.188779/post-2830682
 
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SEEKING FEEDBACK on my ctb method

I have a 6mm rope from a hardware store. I bought it a while ago but remember the guy saying it could take up to 250km weight before Being compromised (I weight around 60 kg).

I've tried partial many times and it has not worked for me. I tried full suspension last year and the pole that my ligature pint was tied to came out of the wall. Left me with a concussion, convulsions and a massive bruise around my next but sadly did not ctb.

After doing more research I'm thinking full is the way to go. I've secured my rope to door nob on the back of my door. It's a relatively new and solid door. I used the suggest knot for the ligature point. I've then thrown the top of the rope over the other side of the door and carved out a little divot at the top of the door to keep the rope in place and allow me to close the door. The noose is a slip knot. It's just high enough that if I stand on a step latter and then push the step ladder away, my feet can't touch the ground and I'll most likely die from strangulation from the rope cutting off my airway. To reduce the pain and discomfort of this, I have secured a reasonable supply of oxys to take before I CTB hoping this will help with pain and SI.

I have tested the strength of the door and know it can hold my weight using a crowbar. Put the crowbar through the noose. It could take my full weight and did not budge when I was thrashing around to try to simulate what might happen when I actually go through with it.

I'm 35. I've wanted to die since as early as I can remember. Fear of pain and it not working is the only reason I'm still here. But I've had enough and I'm ready to go and be at peace.

I live alone and am quite isolate so there is next to no chance any one could interrupt. I will take my cat to the cattery so that he is well cared for in case it takes several days for them to find my body.

Any feedback on my method and/or anything I have missed would be greatly appreciated.

Thanks in advance
A thicker rope (10-12mm) will be more comfortable, but you shoild only need to deal with that for 10 seconds or less.
 
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A noose knot is for professional hangings...think execution.
Try an overhand loop knot. It makes a small loop you can feed the other end of the rope through. That makes a perfect ligature with almost no knot skills.
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I have made multiple posts about reaching the point of blacking out/numbness/vision lost, but not actually losing consciousness which is what I'm researching. So, this may be be good educational knowledge for some people if you are in a similar situation.

I actually like having the rope sightly below my adams apple and compressing my carotid artery that way. I know it will equally cut my airways but it not painful at first. Attempting this way was the second time that I could feel involuntary muscle contractions in my leg. Anatomy and knowing where the carotid artery is helpful.

Hope these links are insightful
Thank you for sharing these links. I've tried to hang myself yesterday and as I was choking, my SI kicked in and I chickened out.

For the rope placement I've tried placing it inbetween my Adam's apple and chin but it was very uncomfortable and it's what made me back out granted I was only in the position for less than 10 secs, but I didn't experience the loss of consciousness or blacking out as others have mentioned here. I definitely could've died from choking but I'd like to minimize the amount of pain if I have to experience any.

I will try later if placing it below the Adam's apple will be a better experience. I've been reading a lot in this forum and there seems to be conflicting information for rope placements so I guess I'll just try and try until I succeed. I just want to black out as soon as possible and get it over it. Damn survival instinct.

Are there any videos to show the process of kneeling down?

What I did was similar to this guy which is why it was easier to back out.

 
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wayout90

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Jan 25, 2025
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A thicker rope (10-12mm) will be more comfortable, but you shoild only need to deal with that for 10 seconds or less.
Thank you for this. I'm planning on taking lots of oxys so I'm hoping this will help with the pain part of it and with working up the courage to kick to step ladder out of the way
Hi! (sorry for my bad English)

Many users have suggested: a noose knot.

• Slip knot: Does not tighten under a load.
• Noose knot: Tightens under a load.



I'm worried about the thickness of the rope, isn't it too thin? For full suspension, 10 - 12 mm.

Could you be referring to this (user) info?

Post in thread 'Full suspension hanging attempt' https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/full-suspension-hanging-attempt.188779/post-2830682

its not exactly full suspension seeing as my feet will most likely be dangling on the ground once I kick the step ladder away. I'm tall and the door isn't that tall either. The rope can take enough weight to hold me, I've tested it several times. Should I still be worried?

I don't care about the pain if it being so thin. Hopefully I'll be high enough from the oxys that it won't matter.

Also I've read in many places that a slip knot is the best for full and partial. When testing it, I added some Vaseline to the rope to make sure it slid and when I added weight to it it slid through really easily and tightened very tight on my neck with just a bit of weight (not my full weight)
 
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I'm trying again in an hour. If I don't post again, consider me freed.
 
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myfaultneverlived

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Jan 31, 2025
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Hey all! Do you think a 12.7 mm diamond-braided rope (poly/poly-blend) is suitable for partial? It holds 250 lb
 
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How much do you weigh? It does not sound particularly strong for that diameter.
Does it tie easily and hold a knot?
Is it flexible enough to do the job?
Double braided dock line that size has a working load closer to1600 pounds.
A quick Google search finds these rope charts.

Nylon rope specs p01 Rope strength 52809 BE CO 52809 DP 3 Strand Twisted Dock Line 3 8 in x 15 ft Diagram 600x600 Rope 1 Technical efficiencies of common rope splices knots bends and hitches effect of knots bends ch DockLineSizeChartRopeForBoats 4ccdd2f1 086a 4eca b939 92d5a688497a
 

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Ok. I worry that a 1/2 inch rope with a working load of 250 pounds is low quality. Many of those have a cheap core and a pretty wrap. (Harbor Freight) They look like rope!
If you ease into it, it should work. No dropping. That would create a load spike grester than 250 pounds.
 
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Nov 30, 2024
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The everbilt has a working load limit of 650 lbs... I'm leaning towards that tbh compared to the other pick
Also is it better to try and tie the rope around the doorknob or get something like a dumbell and tie it there? Chris cornell made it sound so easy........
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Gonna get zipties at least for my hands...

hope a bathroom door could work... I really don't want to do partial.
 
Kyotospade

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Any advice on using the belt from a bathrobe? I've tied it into a slipknot and tested it, and it works pretty well I suppose.
 
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Just ease into it. A robe belt is not a rope. It may hold you, but cannot survive the impact load.
 
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always_sad

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Thinking about getting a nylon rope. I don't have a place to hang myself from, though
Wanted to jump from 16th floor an hour ago, but it was too terrifying. So I decided on the hanging method.
 
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It is best to review your options and develope a plan before purchasing anything.
 
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Panimu

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Hello, I wanted to give my own report (experience) to this:

So first of all, the key differences between Partial and Full are comfort, difficulty, and adjustability. There's no "best" option, as both achieve the same outcome. The ideal choice depends largely on your location and current circumstances.

Partial suspension: Following the OP's instructions, pressure must be applied to the carotid artery. To find it, place the center of your hand over your Adam's apple, then position your thumb and middle finger on either side of your neck. Carefully move your fingers until you feel a pulse.

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Some people had trouble finding it, or they experienced negative effects. The important thing is applying the right amount of pressure. This pressure will differ depending on your body; some need more, others less. If the right amount of pressure is applied, you'll pass out within 5~10 seconds.

However, be warned: this action is irreversible. Before attempting this method, be absolutely certain of your decision. Once initiated correctly, even in partially suspended, your body will become completely immobile. You will experience an overwhelming sensation of weight.

Which rope?
It doesn't matter what you chose as long as it's: Smooth and robust.
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Full suspension: The difficulty of this method varies greatly depending on your location and available options. It's essentially identical to Partial unless you decide to drop yourself from a certain distance. If you drop just right you'll black out instantaneously. You shouldn't do this unless you know what you're doing.


Success, Pain and Speed
This method boasts a near 100% success rate, assuming no major errors are made and any initial hesitation is overcome (which is perfectly normal). When performed correctly, the process is swift and causes maybe minimal discomfort in the beginning. There are many studies which you can find about this interesting topic.
 
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