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PieEater
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- Feb 5, 2024
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I need to be certain. I absolutely cannot fail. Brain damage is my worst fear. So I'm thinking full suspension.
I do have some advantages. Location is not a problem - I live alone in a quiet area. I have a large garage with wooden beams which I'm pretty sure can take the weight, although I will test. I have a 2 step ladder that I am going to kick away. There's plenty of space I have the resources to buy whatever I need. I also have 14 zopiclone 7.5mg, although no experience whatsoever in taking a sleeping pill of any kind. Any advice here would be welcomed. I do have unlimited booze, although quite a high tolerance. I'm assuming I'm going to panic and struggle, so I think any partial is out of the question, and I need to be totally clear of any surface that I could reach
I have some questions.
I'm over 300lbs. What a sensible choice of ligature? I'd like to minimise the pain, but again, certainty is my priority. I was thinking climbing rope. Any suggestions? Again, I have resources and an Amazon Prime account, so any suggestions welcome. Anything to make it less painful? Has anyone any experience of numbing the area around the rope?
Knots - I'm bad at knots, but it looks like a slip knot will do the job. Does it matter where on my neck it goes? Knot behind my head OK? I understand the need to compress my artery - I'm assuming just a simple loop will achieve that without any need additional pressure on that point? I don't see anyone advocating an extra know in the loop where it would press into artery. I'm assuming my weight is going to crush my neck. I worried about tearing muscles and skin and dying in agony. Is that likely? Anything I can do to mitigate whilst still ensuring success?
I do have some advantages. Location is not a problem - I live alone in a quiet area. I have a large garage with wooden beams which I'm pretty sure can take the weight, although I will test. I have a 2 step ladder that I am going to kick away. There's plenty of space I have the resources to buy whatever I need. I also have 14 zopiclone 7.5mg, although no experience whatsoever in taking a sleeping pill of any kind. Any advice here would be welcomed. I do have unlimited booze, although quite a high tolerance. I'm assuming I'm going to panic and struggle, so I think any partial is out of the question, and I need to be totally clear of any surface that I could reach
I have some questions.
I'm over 300lbs. What a sensible choice of ligature? I'd like to minimise the pain, but again, certainty is my priority. I was thinking climbing rope. Any suggestions? Again, I have resources and an Amazon Prime account, so any suggestions welcome. Anything to make it less painful? Has anyone any experience of numbing the area around the rope?
Knots - I'm bad at knots, but it looks like a slip knot will do the job. Does it matter where on my neck it goes? Knot behind my head OK? I understand the need to compress my artery - I'm assuming just a simple loop will achieve that without any need additional pressure on that point? I don't see anyone advocating an extra know in the loop where it would press into artery. I'm assuming my weight is going to crush my neck. I worried about tearing muscles and skin and dying in agony. Is that likely? Anything I can do to mitigate whilst still ensuring success?