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takuyablackbox

takuyablackbox

[ should've been born a deer ]
Feb 19, 2025
45
probably 14, when covid hit and i became aware on how depressed i really was

how old were you when you had your first kiss?
 
Hikari.

Hikari.

Member
Feb 14, 2025
29
probably 14, when covid hit and i became aware on how depressed i really was

how old were you when you had your first kiss?
havent had mine yet

how old were you when you dyed your hair for the first time?
 
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One day too late

One day too late

Idle mind fills with uneasy thoughts.
Aug 14, 2020
4,244
Like 15-16.

How old were you when you got a set of apartment/house keys?
 
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ShatteredSerenity

ShatteredSerenity

I talk to God, but the sky is empty.
Nov 24, 2024
675
18.

How old were you when you learned to ride a bike?
 
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One day too late

One day too late

Idle mind fills with uneasy thoughts.
Aug 14, 2020
4,244
17

How old were you when you learned how to do laundry?
 
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takuyablackbox

takuyablackbox

[ should've been born a deer ]
Feb 19, 2025
45
14? 15?

how old were you when you learned how to swim?
 
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Peaceful Departure

Student
Aug 14, 2023
100
22.

How old were you when you had your first encounter with police?
 
AnimusLapsus

AnimusLapsus

Isolate Ecstasy
Apr 14, 2025
53
16

How old were you when you lost your faith in the world?
 
SecretDissociation

SecretDissociation

Suicide enthusiast
Sep 11, 2022
394
8

How old were you when you first did the dishes?
 
Pale_Rider

Pale_Rider

Enlightened
Apr 21, 2025
1,460
I was in 3rd grade. However old that is.

How old were you when you drank your first beer?
 
LaetumCat

LaetumCat

I like to play with sharp items
May 11, 2025
68
If just sipping counts then like 7-8....but a full beer never actually, dont like the taste of it :P

How old were you when your last child tooth fell out?
 
Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒い薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
2,014
I was around 7

How old were you when you had your first shot?
 
Pale_Rider

Pale_Rider

Enlightened
Apr 21, 2025
1,460
I'm pretty sure I was 15 when I stole a little of my mom's vodka.

How old were you when you first drove a vehicle? [ legal illegal on road off doesn't matter )
 
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whywere

Illuminated
Jun 26, 2020
3,781
8 years old. The state in the U.S. that I live in way back when. one could get a driver's license at the age of 14.

How old were you the first time that your parents offered you a beer and/or alcoholic drink?
 
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Blue228

New Member
Apr 18, 2025
1
19
How old were you when you learned how to ride a bike?
 
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emptylost

Member
May 16, 2025
23
5

How old were you when you had your first beer
 
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777cave

Member
Aug 11, 2023
97
17
How old were you when you first cried in the shower/bath?
 
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emptylost

Member
May 16, 2025
23
1

How old were you when you started you first job
 
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whywere

Illuminated
Jun 26, 2020
3,781
8 years old

How old were you when your parents let you take the family car and did NOT walk around it afterwards, as if it was in an accident? (Trust you)?

Walter
 
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emptylost

Member
May 16, 2025
23
17

How old were you when you went to your first concert
 
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emptylost

Member
May 16, 2025
23
17

How old were you when you went to your first therapist
 
undoinglife

undoinglife

Some day the dream will end
Sep 26, 2024
4
28

How old were you when you got your first gaming console or gaming PC?
 
darksouls

darksouls

Visionary
May 10, 2025
2,541
my sister wanted an atari game console
so our parents bought her one
my sister is twelve years older than me
I was a toddler
I never had one of my own

how old were you when you adopted your first pet?
 
Namelesa Graves

Namelesa Graves

Global Mod · Still Trapped in this Suffering
Sep 21, 2024
2,525
how old were you when you adopted your first pet?
well I have only adopted one pet and that was at age 15. he is a doggie and I still have him

How old were you when you got diagnosed with a mental disorder?
 
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