Freeme3820
One day this Girl will be free <3
- Jul 27, 2020
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Just thought I'd check in and see how everybody is feeling tonight? xxx
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I missed an artery in the bathtub. So i'm in this shit. begrudgingly.
You?
Aww mate, everyone makes mistakes, we're only humanNo to good. Did a big mistake again and most probably lost a very important person in my life.
So i have the sn ready
Shit. But all jokes aside not very good. I'm looking into different methods to ctb and reading up guides. SN is restricted in my country so I'll have to be a bit more creative. Yeah not great. Thanks for asking though, and you?
Hey man, no matter what, I wish you luck and I will be hoping for the best!I'm really really anxious right now. I don't know why but I messaged my crush in a last ditch attempt to find a reason to stay here. I'm expecting her to just ignore it but whatever happens, happens.
Feeling meh but not miserable like before, I think it's this Ashwagandha that I've been taking reducing stress and anxiety. How are you?
Stressed, confused, scared. So many different feelings tonight...
I am completely lost in my mind for some reason. Nothing negative so far, but still... It's so distracting.
I'm really really anxious right now. I don't know why but I messaged my crush in a last ditch attempt to find a reason to stay here. I'm expecting her to just ignore it but whatever happens, happens.
I'm really really anxious right now. I don't know why but I messaged my crush in a last ditch attempt to find a reason to stay here. I'm expecting her to just ignore it but whatever happens, happens.
Thank you for asking I hope you're getting by alright today too
Had a rough appointment with my psychiatrist and blabbed too much & the police showed up at my house for the second time in a month. He was very nice and nothing happened, but it feels like this is the kind of stuff that happens before someone's life totally disintegrates. Ive spent a lot of today wondering how much time I might have left.
Very good at the moment. I wrote with my ctb partner about the big moment and exchanged interesting personal information. Both are really looking forward to it.
Am off work with stress/ anxiety. My boss came to see me today and during her visit asked if I was suicidal.....I told her I wasn't brave enough. I've been crying for weeks and every day I tell myself I won't cry and every day I fail. I'm such a failure and a let down.
thanks for asking and I really hope you're doing better than me right now
Donated blood hopefully for the last time
Free snacks and pens would recommendThat's an amazing thing to do, I've always wanted to do that but just never gotten round to it
Free snacks and pens would recommend
@Freeme3820 thank you for being so kindThere is absolutely no shame in crying, somestimes we all need a good cry, honestly your no alone in that, it's nice that your boss came to see you, not everybody's would do that. Also your not a failure that's just your anxiety telling you that, take each day as it comes and just try to find something positive, even if it's the smallest thing like your takeaway came early (you can tell I love food when that was the first thing that came into my head haha) sending love your way
@Freeme3820 thank you for being so kind ❤
Not too good. Lately I have had pretty much no sleeping schedule. Every week, Monday to Friday, I wake up at 6am after getting a 1-2 hour nap, and go to work feeling half-dead. Even basic things like chores and cooking that I do when I get home feels difficult. I'm pathetic.
Yeah, grand..it feels like the longest week ever but I'm glad Tuesday is over. Tuesdays are worse than Mondays imo. Hope you are doing ok?