How is everybody?

[muffin222]

I'm having an existential crisis :(

 

[Freeme3820]

I'm having an existential crisis :(

Sending love , I wish I that could be more helpful xxx

Feeling stressed and debating between so many things. I hope everyone isn't doing too bad

It's always hard when your mind is racing, hope you figure everything out and things get better for you soon x

 

[Theregoesthatidea]

I'm somewhat alright, but i had only like 5 hours of sleep and i feel gross. I tried to do that hyperventilating pass out thing and it somehow worked. I bonked my head on my door tho :(

 

[Freeme3820]

I'm somewhat alright, but i had only like 5 hours of sleep and i feel gross. I tried to do that hyperventilating pass out thing and it somehow worked. I bonked my head on my door tho :(

O no, I hope you diddent hurt your head too much x

 

[Nymph]

Feel like shit

 

[Freeme3820]

Feel like shit

sending you love x

 

[iDieUDie80]

Completely fucked up. Hopeless, tortured. I can't see myself making it very much longer.

 

[Freeme3820]

Completely fucked up. Hopeless, tortured. I can't see myself making it very much longer.

O bloody hell, that's awful, I really hope life gives you some happiness soon x

 

[Deleted member 18655]

Completely fucked up. Hopeless, tortured. I can't see myself making it very much longer.

This sums it up quite nicely

Feeling meh but not miserable like before, I think it's this Ashwagandha that I've been taking reducing stress and anxiety. How are you?

Really? I took it for a while and don't know if it worked because pre-COVID life was just really good or if the stuff works. I'll have to get more and see. Thanks!

 

[Lupgevif]

I was feeling regular, then I remembered about some stuff I had forgotten due to the pandemic, and I swear I could shoot myself right now if I had a gun.

 

[Freeme3820]

I was feeling regular, then I remembered about some stuff I had forgotten due to the pandemic, and I swear I could shoot myself right now if I had a gun.

Yea covid isent helping atm with anything is it , hope tomorrow's better for you x

 

[Myforevercharlie]

I'm fine. Can't sleep because my legs hurt and to much worries. But fine nonetheless

 

[Freeme3820]

I'm fine. Can't sleep because my legs hurt and to much worries. But fine nonetheless

I'm not doing so good at sleeping tonight too, you get to a stage were you just feel its pointless even going to sleep , much love x

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

Not fine. Living the day. Thanks for being so kind!

 

[Freeme3820]

Not fine. Living the day. Thanks for being so kind!

Sending you love x

 

[Marktheghost]

Just thought I'd check in and see how everybody is feeling tonight? xxx

Suicidal thanks

 

[Wayfaerer]

Not good.

 

[Emily123]

i feel terrible . But today was the first day that i felt i could dance to the death . i am very close to the end . no fear anymore, i am ready to ctb

 

[Freeme3820]

Suicidal thanks

Sending love your way x

 

[JSRF]

 

[Freeme3820]

Not good.

Hope things get better for you

i feel terrible . But today was the first day that i felt i could dance to the death . i am very close to the end . no fear anymore, i am ready to ctb

Sending love x

x

 

[Wisdom3_1-9]

I've started to sleep regularly again, which is good. I'm worried though about arriving at a ctb date and plan. There are so many things coming up that force me to keep putting it off. Makes me wonder if I'll ever get to it, and that actually makes me feel sad. Knowing that I have to keep living is painful.

 

[Freeme3820]

I've started to sleep regularly again, which is good. I'm worried though about arriving at a ctb date and plan. There are so many things coming up that force me to keep putting it off. Makes me wonder if I'll ever get to it, and that actually makes me feel sad. Knowing that I have to keep living is painful.

I'm Glad your sleeping has improved, I hope you can work everything out x

 

[Anthagonos]

Feeling bad at the moment. Discussion with mom an hour ago and I tried to re tune tv and now its working worse than before so mom is more angry.