muffin222
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- Mar 31, 2020
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I'm having an existential crisis :(
Feeling stressed and debating between so many things. I hope everyone isn't doing too bad
I'm somewhat alright, but i had only like 5 hours of sleep and i feel gross. I tried to do that hyperventilating pass out thing and it somehow worked. I bonked my head on my door tho :(
Feel like shit
Completely fucked up. Hopeless, tortured. I can't see myself making it very much longer.
This sums it up quite nicelyCompletely fucked up. Hopeless, tortured. I can't see myself making it very much longer.
Really? I took it for a while and don't know if it worked because pre-COVID life was just really good or if the stuff works. I'll have to get more and see. Thanks!Feeling meh but not miserable like before, I think it's this Ashwagandha that I've been taking reducing stress and anxiety. How are you?
I was feeling regular, then I remembered about some stuff I had forgotten due to the pandemic, and I swear I could shoot myself right now if I had a gun.
I'm fine. Can't sleep because my legs hurt and to much worries. But fine nonetheless
Not fine. Living the day. Thanks for being so kind!
Suicidal thanksJust thought I'd check in and see how everybody is feeling tonight? xxx
Not good.
Sending love xi feel terrible . But today was the first day that i felt i could dance to the death . i am very close to the end . no fear anymore, i am ready to ctb
I'm Glad your sleeping has improved, I hope you can work everything out xI've started to sleep regularly again, which is good. I'm worried though about arriving at a ctb date and plan. There are so many things coming up that force me to keep putting it off. Makes me wonder if I'll ever get to it, and that actually makes me feel sad. Knowing that I have to keep living is painful.