Why does it always come to this. Why do I always have to be alone. I've given up everything for you and you're not here. Everybody around me is telling me I'm a monster just for being human. Why do I have to be perfect 24/7, why does what I feel not matter. You want me to be a person, you want me to be "better" in your eyes, but when it comes down to It there's nothing I could ever possibly do right for you. I'm still alive despite all the hurt you've put me through and that means my existence is wrong. But oh I'm not allowed to kill myself and just give up now either am I. You want me to live then deprive me of oxygen, YOU SPIN ME ALL AROUND AND THEN TELLL ME NOT TOFUCKING SPIN. I can't take it anymore. I just want to be good. I want to be what everybody wants me to be BUT YOU WONT LET ME. What am I without my love for you. I'm nothing. I cannot live without this love. I can't function. I can't be what YOU want me to be when you've already taken everything. just give it back. You promised..
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