• Hey Guest,

    We wanted to share a quick update with the community.

    Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.

    👉 View the ledger here

    Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.

    If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC):
    Ethereum (ETH):
    Monero (XMR):
DTWAFavor

DTWAFavor

He/they || May my death be a favor to all
Aug 27, 2026
20
i would much prefer to be a mystery, then people can guess what happened based on what they want to believe. My parents would think i went no contact, probably ran off with some "love of my life" (im not dating anyone). My irls would think im ghosting them, maybe one or two would be glad im not bothering them anymore. It'd be better than "im dead and i killed myself" to me.

If i had to be found i want to be decomposing into the earth and eaten by wolves. Or some necrophiliac finds me and gives me a proper burial (With or without benifits, idc, im dead)
 
  • Love
Reactions: Bikishii
V

valar_morghulis21

All men must die.
Jul 17, 2026
254
My preferred method(s) would ideally make it look like my death would be peaceful. Given what's around me, it'll probably still look like a suicide, but I don't want to be some bloated hanging corpse with my lips puffed up and huge tongue sticking out. I want to wear my "Sunday best", the most beautiful dress I own, the perfect (read: not most "glamorous", just perfect) makeup, a proper pose (assuming I don't seize and convulse and shit), just looking as peaceful as possible. Unless of course I "accidentally" drive off a cliff, maybe shoot myself in the process, who knows.

Either way, how do you want to be found? Do you want to be found, or do you want to remain a lost mystery, a John/Jane Doe? I can't decide if I want to look "perfect" or if I just want to disappear. But hey, SaSu, enlighten me please.

How is it that you want people to see you when they finally find you?
I kinda want it to be like an accident. I don't want people to know I struggle with mental health issue
 
  • Love
Reactions: Bikishii
Preh1storic_Rib

Preh1storic_Rib

How do I return this joy?
Aug 22, 2024
124
If they could just know I'm dead, that it was my choice. And not have to find me at all, I think that's my ideal.
 
D

deathisapanacea

Experienced
Mar 10, 2025
226
I dont want to be found. I dont want my kin to go through the slightest of inconvenience after my death like performing my final rites or just cremating my body.
 

Similar threads

earthwithnosun
Replies
2
Views
172
Suicide Discussion
PeaceSeeker83
P
killjohnlennon148
Replies
2
Views
213
Suicide Discussion
westernromanpatriot
westernromanpatriot
1nocares
Replies
1
Views
95
Suicide Discussion
pickedmyctbdate
P