How do you feel right now?

[Meteora]

Hopeless.

 

[Ash]

I know someone who rings and talks for ages when she's not ok but if I ring her for the same reason, she always brings the conversation back to how she feels... Anyway, she rang first thing this morning and I'm now exhausted, frustrated and reminded of how isolated and alone I really am.

 

[HopingOnaMiracle]

Anxious, depressed. I feel like this most days.
About to go out and walk trough nature with 2 old friends but Im afraid. Id rater sit alone all day, that is what my feelings tell me. But it might be a good idea to move. I juust with my depression would leave me alone for once.

I took 2 lorazepam. Im supposed to do this only every other day but I can't deal with this

 

[Meteora]

Dear Lord, just let me die please.

 

[sserafim]

I'm sad because he doesn't want to be friends with me

 

[Ash]

Not good

 

[lemonbunny]

dumb

 

[NullSz00]

Letting time pass by...

 

[moshimoshi]

Honestly feeling awful. I feel really sad and feel sick to my stomach. And scared. Also feel extremely guilty

 

[Meteora]

I feel awful. It's early morning, I slept little and I feel just awful.

 

[Eudaimonic]

Right now, I feel incredibly anxious for no apparent reason.

 

[Ash]

Tired but determined to make the most of today's sunshine after what feels like weeks of torrential rain - or having a migraine when it's nice. Anyway, I've got a wash on and once that's hanging outside, I shall take the dog for a much-needed walk and try to catch up with the podcast episodes that have gone unplayed for weeks.

 

[JaJu]

Feeling a sense of impending doom with work days coming right around the corner... I just want to sleep in every day.

 

[Endofit]

I am so tired. I've been fixing things I should have fixed long ago and it's exhausting. I want to sleep for a week or two

 

[HopingOnaMiracle]

Right now, I feel incredibly anxious for no apparent reason.

Same. I feel like that every day almost the whole day the last 10+ months. Why do I feel like this??

 

[Meteora]

I genuinely don't know how to make it through this day without tranquillizers.

 

[HopingOnaMiracle]

I genuinely don't know how to make it through this day without tranquillizers.

What kind of tranquilizer do you use?

 

[Ash]

Was feeling pretty good for a change but it just takes one minor triggering event and down I go. Trying to hold on to how I felt an hour ago but it's like trying to conjure up sunshine on a grey day of low clouds and drizzle.

 

[tbroken]

Everyday i think about all the things that went wrong in my life and it was not my fault. I would literally have to replace a great part of my memories with something else and of course it is not possible. I'll soon receive all the medications for my method and I think I'll proceed to CTB, it would be the only real relief.

 

[DeadButDreaming]

Unfulfilled, unsatisfied

 

[LittleJem]

Not crying but howling this morning.

Just split up with boyfriend and now totally alone. I really don't know how to do this....He is breaking things where he lives - furniture, windows - cos that is what he does when he loses the plot. He is still calling me a lot. I just don't know how to cope. I'm so alone. He says he loves me. He is half my age.

With him I take more drugs and spend more money. I also find him annoying. Which could be my depression but I think is that the relationship doesn't work.

Saying that I can't see a relationship working with anybody. I am just going to have no friends till I die and I am 46 so it is a long way to go...

So today is about 'staying strong' when I have nothing and no-one.

 

[Meteora]

Determined.

 

[moshimoshi]

i actually feel pretty okay right now for once. not the best but not too bad. A tiny bit of anxiety but other than that

 

[Meteora]

What kind of tranquilizer do you use?
Ativan

 

[Suicide Girl]

continuo me sentindo uma perdedora inútil e sem esperança alguma..a única coisa que poderia me fazer feliz agora seria a morte..cansada de ter que aguentar tudo isso e disfarçar para os familiares ao redor

 

[nonentity]

i feel tired, but neutral - not bad or good, just existing which i think is good fwiw

not looking to ctb anytime soon, and i'm working on healing ❤

 

[bieatmania]

feeling motivated but most of time bored, there's time of day where I go out and attempt to socialize or just do anything. then I go back home and it's nothing, just pure boredom. I just get through it. that's all I can do.

 

[Ash]

Nauseous and dizzy but very grateful to be in my own bed and not in a hospital ward of any description.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

Alright actually. I did my taxes yesterday and it turns out I'm getting a pretty fat tax return this year since I actually have a job now. Almost $2000. Now I just need to figure out what to spend it on. I'm lucky that I don't exactly pay rent or most of my bills.

 

[Blurry_Buildings]

In desperate need of alcohol.
but also in pain like always.