How do you feel right now?

[Kit1]

Tired. Not working till the 2nd - but still have a long list of jobs to do, places to go till the 1st and just font want to do them - but have to and feeling exhausted just thinking of it

 

[Bannana]

im so cold

 

[Ash]

Migraine. Tired. Ought to be getting on with stuff but that ain't gonna happen today.

 

[LittleJem]

3 clonazepam hoping to pass out for a while.

Planning funeral guest list.

Eurgh.

 

[Ash]

Trying very hard to not SH but the urge is getting stronger.

 

[atdusk]

I've spent several days in a row at home. I feel the pressure building up. It's caused by loneliness, I am sure of that. The thoughts about suicide follow.

I try to distract myself, but I would like to do something more productive instead. I am tired just from holding up.

 

[Ambivalent1]

I feel good nananana

 

[Meteora]

I feel alienated, numb, nothing makes sense.

I've spent several days in a row at home. I feel the pressure building up. It's caused by loneliness, I am sure of that. The thoughts about suicide follow.

I try to distract myself, but I would like to do something more productive instead. I am tired just from holding up.

Can relate...

 

[Meteora]

I feel very bad. Nauseous. Stomach-ache. Exhausted. Empty.

 

[Ash]

Anxious, tired, despondent

 

[Ambivalent1]

On edge but not as much as usual even though I'm on a high dose of gabapentin. Helps anxiety

 

[Kit1]

I wish I could go into a forest and scream so much that death alone can console me. I wish I could jump off Beachy Head that by the time I hit the waters, the waters will offer my dead body solace and cradle me like a mother would cradle a new born with pure love and affection. I wish I could sit on top of the mountain looking out to the sea and die of an overdose - with just peace, quiet and Mother Nature taking me away from everything.

 

[fortaptimørket]

Alone.
First woman I've dated since I've been single, I fell hard for her. Cuddling, snuggling, we did that all weekend last week. I wished it would never end.
Alas, she didn't feel the same about me, so single and no friends yet again.
I just want someone to hold me at night to help me feel things again. I'm so tired of going weeks with no human contact.

 

[Malaria]

Relieved. My dog was throwing up and I got worried about him, but he seems to be feeling better now.

 

[Ash]

Tired but looking forward to to taking out for a walk for the first time in ages. Also feeling guilty about my MH dominating both our lives of late. Poor thing. She's been very tolerant of me, but she's a dog not a carer and deserves a bit of normality.

 

[N33dT0D13]

Guilty. I want to be beaten to death.

 

[marchshift]

I feel emotional and regretful. I really want to sleep.

 

[Hahem]

Tired.Depressed.Cold.Apathetic.Unmotivated

 

[Ash]

Wallowing in despair and self pity

 

[Meteora]

Endlessly sad and hurt.

 

[JaJu]

Anxious and trapped, thinking about the next day of work and having to find something to pack for lunch and waking up early urrrggg a never ending cycle... please just let me sleep forever

 

[Meteora]

Shameful, sad, like a loser, hurt

 

[Ash]

Migraine. Again. And I slept funny so the muscles in my shoulders are complaining every time I move. Or don't move for too long. If it wasn't for the constant warnings against ODs on here I would be so tempted to open up every blister packet I've got as this is unbearable. And I can't even take my PRN pain meds as I'm not doing anything today and need to save them for when I have to get up and go somewhere - taking them too often can stop them working and/or cause rebound headaches! FML!

 

[etherealgoddess]

Hopeful. I can choose my beliefs because there is infinite good and bad, but we can only be aware of a limited number of things. Our brains tend to make generalizations and favor information that confirms our beliefs, so we can choose to be positive.

 

[moshimoshi]

Deep sadness and regret, but oddly calm

 

[Ash]

Exhausted but wide awake after a long 6/7 hours in A&E.

 

[Tired_of_myself]

anxious and hopeless

 

[stupidtwink]

i feel like im going to vomit and i have a terrible headache <3

 

[MisplacedGirl]

Numb

 

[Ash]

Another day, another migraine. Obviously not helping myself by being on my phone but