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Require_love

Awkwardly social due to spicy grey matter
Apr 20, 2025
81
I feel useless, unlovable, and hopeless
 
FoxSauce

FoxSauce

Emotional unstable like and IKEA table
Aug 23, 2024
575
Tired but mostly nothing maybe is the lithium-
 
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JaJu

JaJu

Student
Apr 3, 2024
111
I got promoted, but that made my life worse if that even sounds possible. The amount of stress is 10x my previous job and I'm receiving more pressure and reminder to do a better job as time goes by. I feel stuck because even if I want to leave, I'm not in a situation where I feel I'm able to. Literally kill me.
 
L9 CHOCOIRL

L9 CHOCOIRL

L9L9L9L9
Nov 3, 2023
253
i feel so MOTIVATED and LOCKED IN
IM ON THE GRIND RIGHT NOW!!!
 
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JaJu

JaJu

Student
Apr 3, 2024
111
Should I quit my job? My manager will seriously hate me and talk bad about me to everyone if I do for leaving at the worst time possible when it's incredibly busy and we're short staffed.. but I am desperately longing for peace and no more stress.. I dread thinking about going to work every night before bed..
 
attheend13

attheend13

Student
Oct 1, 2023
195
À very strange combination of clarity and numbness
 
The Actual Devil

The Actual Devil

I Go By Many Names: Can You Say 10? ⛧
May 4, 2025
357
Stupid: I have an extra day's worth of pills in my pill sorter, which means I forgot to take them at some point. UGH!
 
miq2k

miq2k

✚✚✚
Jul 8, 2024
38
Nostalgic for a feeling I never felt. Im sad, I just want to be home. I feel miserable.

Home.
I know im not supposed to feel home there. But I do. And where I'm at now is anything but safety to me.
I want to go back. Feels like I've been going crazy these past few months. Loosing my capability for love, just letting resentment grow more and more. Worst part is i have people to blame but under no circumstances can I ever blame them.

If you're the people responsible — reading this after my future death: who the fuck were you to have dictatorship over MY life.

Curse them, curse your names in my sleep, curse you with ur own stupid religion allowing you to step on my humanity. But nah, under the justification of god it's all fine.
 
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purplesky9

Experienced
Sep 21, 2024
232
Terrible. I'm probably going to get fired tomorrow. I wish I could kill myself right now.
 
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lemonandcapers

lemonandcapers

Member
Jun 7, 2025
71
I feel unmotivated and conflicted in my thoughts. A part of me wants to recover, but I know there are so many things I would need to address before completely ditching my plan to CTB
 
ForsakenEcho

ForsakenEcho

just help me run away
Jan 14, 2024
44
I woke up feeling sad today, but I don't really know why. I usually don't remember my dreams when I wake up. Still, sometimes I find myself crying or on the verge of tears, just feeling low.

I'm hoping I can find something to lift my mood during the day — otherwise, I'll probably just spend the rest of it under the blanket.
 
JaJu

JaJu

Student
Apr 3, 2024
111
Dreaming about being able to wake up every morning this summer just not worrying about going to work and being able to peacefully garden.. but I guess that'd only go so far before my self-worth starts to decline for not having a professional career, making money and supporting myself financially.. if only there was a perfect job out there.. 😞
 

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