How do you feel right now?

[Require_love]

I feel useless, unlovable, and hopeless

 

[FoxSauce]

Tired but mostly nothing maybe is the lithium-

 

[JaJu]

I got promoted, but that made my life worse if that even sounds possible. The amount of stress is 10x my previous job and I'm receiving more pressure and reminder to do a better job as time goes by. I feel stuck because even if I want to leave, I'm not in a situation where I feel I'm able to. Literally kill me.

 

[L9 CHOCOSYRUP]

i feel so MOTIVATED and LOCKED IN
IM ON THE GRIND RIGHT NOW!!!

 

[JaJu]

Should I quit my job? My manager will seriously hate me and talk bad about me to everyone if I do for leaving at the worst time possible when it's incredibly busy and we're short staffed.. but I am desperately longing for peace and no more stress.. I dread thinking about going to work every night before bed..

 

[attheend13]

À very strange combination of clarity and numbness

 

[The Morningstar]

Stupid: I have an extra day's worth of pills in my pill sorter, which means I forgot to take them at some point. UGH!

 

[miq2k]

Nostalgic for a feeling I never felt. Im sad, I just want to be home. I feel miserable.

Home.
I know im not supposed to feel home there. But I do. And where I'm at now is anything but safety to me.
I want to go back. Feels like I've been going crazy these past few months. Loosing my capability for love, just letting resentment grow more and more. Worst part is i have people to blame but under no circumstances can I ever blame them.

If you're the people responsible — reading this after my future death: who the fuck were you to have dictatorship over MY life.

Curse them, curse your names in my sleep, curse you with ur own stupid religion allowing you to step on my humanity. But nah, under the justification of god it's all fine.

 

[purplesky9]

Terrible. I'm probably going to get fired tomorrow. I wish I could kill myself right now.

 

[SchizoGymnast]

Chill AF

 

[thebiggestduck17]

lonely

 

[lemonandcapers]

I feel unmotivated and conflicted in my thoughts. A part of me wants to recover, but I know there are so many things I would need to address before completely ditching my plan to CTB

 

[ForsakenEcho]

I woke up feeling sad today, but I don't really know why. I usually don't remember my dreams when I wake up. Still, sometimes I find myself crying or on the verge of tears, just feeling low.

I'm hoping I can find something to lift my mood during the day — otherwise, I'll probably just spend the rest of it under the blanket.

 

[JaJu]

Dreaming about being able to wake up every morning this summer just not worrying about going to work and being able to peacefully garden.. but I guess that'd only go so far before my self-worth starts to decline for not having a professional career, making money and supporting myself financially.. if only there was a perfect job out there..

 

[rururiruru]

it's always like that

 

[Grog]

Scared. Dreadful.