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Johnporkyy1000

Johnporkyy1000

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Hey I wanna end it soon what are some good solid ways I can do so that have a high success rate thank youu x
 
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PanaxMan

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Hey I wanna end it soon what are some good solid ways I can do so that have a high success rate thank youu x
Good ol firearms and using the darknet and tor to od on fent or heroin or meth or coke or crack. Or just use the megathread
 
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Johnporkyy1000

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Good ol firearms and using the darknet and tor to od on fent or heroin or meth or coke or crack. Or just use the megathread
Firearms are a little out of the question cause I'm Aussie but the od does sound good! And I'll give the mega thread a look thank you !!
 
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thehorizons

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I'll advise against the OD. Unless it's N, you could suffer great neulogical damage if you do survive (which is high). I took 0.5mg of Ativan daily for one week straight, and suffered from post-acute withdrawal syndrome from it of which I'm still suffering right now. Imagine if you took a huge amount of drugs and survive, I'm sure you'll suffer great neulogical damage.

We all (I don't believe some of us seriously do cause I see some users just toying with the idea of it or treating it in a non-chalant way) want to CTB to end real suffering, but don't rush it. I've read about so many methods and all of them are risky. Eventually, I'll have to settle with one but there are risks in all of them.
 
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Praestat_Mori

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There's the Suicide Resource Compilation

 
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Johnporkyy1000

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I'll advise against the OD. Unless it's N, you could suffer great neulogical damage if you do survive (which is high). I took 0.5mg of Ativan daily for one week straight, and suffered from post-acute withdrawal syndrome from it of which I'm still suffering right now. Imagine if you took a huge amount of drugs and survive, I'm sure you'll suffer great neulogical damage.

We all (I don't believe some of us seriously do cause I see some users just toying with the idea of it or treating it in a non-chalant way) want to CTB to end real suffering, but don't rush it. I've read about so many methods and all of them are risky. Eventually, I'll have to settle with one but there are risks in all of them.
Thanks for your comment, I'll look at other methods other than oding cause I've always also considered hanging. And I promise I'm not rushing this I've been suicidal since early 2022 and my mh and ocd has only worsened, I've know for years I don't wanna die any other way but by my own terms but I appreciate your concern
There's the Suicide Resource Compilation

Ahh thank you!!
 

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