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Jul 14, 2026
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It's so frustrating. There really are no reliable ways to ensure success. At least not ones I can do.

I don't have the courage to jump from an extreme height. And there's really only one bridge high enough near me. Access to jump from it is not super easy. Couldn't do it anyway.

Guns are easy to buy here but, again, I don't have the courage for that. I think I'd also have to get familiar with using guns first, anyway.

The methods I can access, and that I could go through with are just not sure enough. I cannot go to the psych ward again.
 

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