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EDSsucks

Student
Jul 14, 2026
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It's so frustrating. There really are no reliable ways to ensure success. At least not ones I can do.

I don't have the courage to jump from an extreme height. And there's really only one bridge high enough near me. Access to jump from it is not super easy. Couldn't do it anyway.

Guns are easy to buy here but, again, I don't have the courage for that. I think I'd also have to get familiar with using guns first, anyway.

The methods I can access, and that I could go through with are just not sure enough. I cannot go to the psych ward again.
 
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Cepheuss

Cepheuss

Experienced
Apr 17, 2023
285
Guns or hanging is definitely reliable. Im sorry youre going through all this though i hope you can push through it
 
Live_Life55

Live_Life55

Student
Jul 16, 2026
138
Guns or hanging is definitely reliable. Im sorry youre going through all this though i hope you can push through it
How would you know?
It's so frustrating. There really are no reliable ways to ensure success. At least not ones I can do.

I don't have the courage to jump from an extreme height. And there's really only one bridge high enough near me. Access to jump from it is not super easy. Couldn't do it anyway.

Guns are easy to buy here but, again, I don't have the courage for that. I think I'd also have to get familiar with using guns first, anyway.

The methods I can access, and that I could go through with are just not sure enough. I cannot go to the psych ward again.
Yup it's driving me crazy. I wish I could just press a button and instant blackness!

Closest thing would be administered suicide program which none of us can get so we're forced to choose gruesome methods.
 
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Cepheuss

Cepheuss

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Apr 17, 2023
285
How would you know?

Yup it's driving me crazy. I wish I could just press a button and instant blackness!

Closest thing would be administered suicide program which none of us can get so we're forced to choose gruesome methods.
Because of the lethality rate? I am high rn so idk if im just not following or something but what
 
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Passenger4224

Passenger4224

I appreciate everything that can kill me.
Mar 8, 2026
491
Both of those methods are reliable, it's that you have to overcome your survival instinct

Gun is by far the most reliable method in fact
 
Live_Life55

Live_Life55

Student
Jul 16, 2026
138
Both of those methods are reliable, it's that you have to overcome your survival instinct

Gun is by far the most reliable method in fact
They are the most effective for sure but still 10-15% survive
 
imreadyplayerone

imreadyplayerone

Member
Nov 14, 2025
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It's so frustrating. There really are no reliable ways to ensure success. At least not ones I can do.

I don't have the courage to jump from an extreme height. And there's really only one bridge high enough near me. Access to jump from it is not super easy. Couldn't do it anyway.

Guns are easy to buy here but, again, I don't have the courage for that. I think I'd also have to get familiar with using guns first, anyway.

The methods I can access, and that I could go through with are just not sure enough. I cannot go to the psych ward again.
seems like the most effective way i have seen is the fake gun cop suicide. walk up to a cop and pull your gun and aim it at them then pretend to act like its jammed. make sure to stand far enough away that the cop can't rush you.

or you can play 5 little monkeys on the side of a cliff but you do you😀.
 
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EDSsucks

Student
Jul 14, 2026
144
Guns or hanging is definitely reliable. Im sorry youre going through all this though i hope you can push through it
Yeah I know guns are reliable. I just don't have the courage for doing it that way.

Not so sure hanging is as reliable though.
 
Passenger4224

Passenger4224

I appreciate everything that can kill me.
Mar 8, 2026
491
They are the most effective for sure but still 10-15% survive
A lot of survived attempts have a reason. Aiming at the wrong spot, using a weak caliber, etc. I read an article of a survived attempt, it was done on impulse and she aimed at the worst spot possible.

I genuinely believe with the right gun, ammo, and aim, this method is not survivable unless you're Superman
seems like the most effective way i have seen is the fake gun cop suicide. walk up to a cop and pull your gun and aim it at them then pretend to act like its jammed. make sure to stand far enough away that the cop can't rush you.

or you can play 5 little monkeys on the side of a cliff but you do you😀.
Cop method is one of the least likely to succeed
 
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Live_Life55

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Jul 16, 2026
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A lot of survived attempts have a reason. Aiming at the wrong spot, using a weak caliber, etc. I read an article of a survived attempt, it was done on impulse and she aimed at the worst spot possible.

I genuinely believe with the right gun, ammo, and aim, this method is not survivable unless you're Superman

Cop method is one of the least likely to succeed
Where should you aim it? Through both hemispheres or in mouth? It's hard to say because you need to hit brain stem but can also fail
 
Live_Life55

Live_Life55

Student
Jul 16, 2026
138
Yes the gun survival rate is shocking. I know it's still highly effective, but surviving would be horrific.
Exactly. Being in a vegetative state for life is terrifying.

But almost every method can lead to that
 
Passenger4224

Passenger4224

I appreciate everything that can kill me.
Mar 8, 2026
491
Where should you aim it? Through both hemispheres or in mouth? It's hard to say because you need to hit brain stem but can also fail
There is more info in the firearm megathread
 
Cepheuss

Cepheuss

Experienced
Apr 17, 2023
285
Yeah I know guns are reliable. I just don't have the courage for doing it that way.

Not so sure hanging is as reliable though.
As long as you do ir research hangings reliable
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
49,499
I really understand, there truly is just so much terrible extreme cruelty in how humans do all they can to force others to suffer in this dreadful, cruel existence, making it inaccessible to cease existing peacefully is a terrible crime to me and I always suffer from being trapped in this terrible, torturous existence that I just always saw as a mistake, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again, I hope you find peace.
 
fluorescentpearl

fluorescentpearl

Siin me kohtume siis, See on ju armastus hüperbolo
Jul 19, 2026
625
I mean full hanging is basically 100% rate as long as you aren't found within 30 minutes and can test your setup before hand to ensure it doesn't break
 
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EDSsucks

Student
Jul 14, 2026
144
I mean full hanging is basically 100% rate as long as you aren't found within 30 minutes and can test your setup before hand to ensure it doesn't break
I think it's something I don't have the courage for, though, like jumping.
 
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Sando_1737

I always wondered why I’m still here
Mar 5, 2025
35
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Guns or hanging is definitely reliable. Im sorry youre going through all this though i hope you can push through it
No hanging is too scary. I cant do it. But I need a way to die
I mean full hanging is basically 100% rate as long as you aren't found within 30 minutes and can test your setup before hand to ensure it doesn't break
Its so painful I cant do it
 

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