
Gangrel
Mage
- Jul 25, 2024
- 504
i found this through the church of euthanasia website, before that i was reading about serial shooters and this girl said she was interested on it, searched for it and stumbled upon this website
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That's kind of Ironic that you end up joining the website that you deemed as harmful.Funnily enough, I found it through my job, completely by accident. My job is to rate webpages. This particular task was to flag whether or not a page is harmful. The page was a thread on here. I don't remember what the particular post said, but I actually marked it as harmful. To me, at the time, this felt like a toxic place that encouraged suicide.
However, as I became more and more depressed and suicidal myself, I came back to the website out of curiosity. I discovered different peoples' experiences and methods I never heard of before. I felt empathy and realized that for some people things just don't get better despite trying.
Overall, I'm not sure whether or not I regret joining. I'm now obsessed with the thought of suicide to the point where I don't want to try to recover anymore. I have put all my hope in escaping this hell. But I'm glad I found a way that might end things more peacefully because I might have ended up going out in a less than ideal way.