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If it's any consolation for you (it probably isn't...) - I have no debt, I have a very well-paid job that I'm good at and a recognized expert in my field, I have a big beautiful house, I have a nice luxury car, my financial situation is perfectly fine....and I still want to die ! So what does this teach us? Life is not about money and a luxury lifestyle...it is about wanting to live, because you feel that life has some purpose ! I still have not found that purpose, even though I have tried very very hard for the last 49 years !
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If it's any consolation for you (it probably isn't...) - I have no debt, I have a very well-paid job that I'm good at and a recognized expert in my field, I have a big beautiful house, I have a nice luxury car, my financial situation is perfectly fine....and I still want to die ! So what does this teach us? Life is not about money and a luxury lifestyle...it is about wanting to live, because you feel that life has some purpose ! I still have not found that purpose, even though I have tried very very hard for the last 49 years !
no money, no job, no house, therefore dependant on my family who I can't stand. Of to see a sugar daddy tonight to sell my soul so I can have a few hundred quid to cover myself for the next week or so........
Yes I do really want to die, believe it or not ! I would gladly give up all my fortune, my house, my car, my bank account, if I could find ONE reason to keep me alive - a meaningful relationship, or some purpose, some plan to make the world a better place and not just reap financial profits from it. But all I seem to be able to be good at is to make more money and spend it on myself. I do not get any pleasure from philanthropic deeds. I do not get any pleasure from the friendship I get (yes, I do have friends, and they even care about me, which makes me feel even worse !). I do not like to be loved. I liked being in love, and love gave me purpose. But it has always turned out that love was a one-way-street - I loved, and I was wrong to think I was being loved back for it. I could stand life without much pleasure but just absence of pain, but there is too much mental pain now, and recently a lot of real physical pain thanks to incurable but not lethal diseases has come on top of that. Too much to bear, sorry, I am not a hero !
Living on disability. I am trans, so I will always be alone as men who covet me misunderstand what it's like to be trans. They covet a body part instead of a person. I want facial and body confirming surgery, but I get blocked by insurance and will never make the money to complete the surgeries myself. So yes, finances are the issue.
If it's any consolation for you (it probably isn't...) - I have no debt, I have a very well-paid job that I'm good at and a recognized expert in my field, I have a big beautiful house, I have a nice luxury car, my financial situation is perfectly fine....and I still want to die ! So what does this teach us? Life is not about money and a luxury lifestyle...it is about wanting to live, because you feel that life has some purpose ! I still have not found that purpose, even though I have tried very very hard for the last 49 years !
Very average. Not nearly enough to fix my problems. Live with my parents, so there is some stability but I'm sure that if I lived alone, I would be worse off.
I live with my parents with no job and a meager income due to SSI disability benefits. It's enough for buying my own food and building up a few thousand in savings, but nothing that would matter in the real world. I panic more about my lack of skills and physical health than my money, I wish I'd made myself some kind of future instead of being a fucking useless mess.
I'm on disability but possibly starting a paid job soon. I live in a one bedroom apartment which my mother owns and have a very old car that was my grandfathers when he was alive.
Working on it is the most accurate description. I put myself on high expectations to win back the time lost and more, but there's no warranty. Attempting for myself by myself.
On the side, got in touch with a per mission employer with whom I'm ethically totally aligned. I'm in for the passion. We didn't even talked about money except to avoid the topic, but added value on a basis of trust and freedom, which is exactly the way I conceive an ideal "job", which becomes then no longer one. But its importance within my schedule will stay very minor.
It's been very rough. I'm making far less money because I'm working part time instead of full time. My pay really sucks and is hardly above minimum wage.
I have huge bills coming up from my insurances, I may need to get work done on my car again, and pretty soon I'll have to start paying my student loans. My parents keep pushing me to get a better job but I just can't. It's all too overwhelming. I have no right to complain though because others on here have it worse...
I wish I killed myself in August like I planned. It would have been perfect. People would have gotten over me by now and forgotten about me, it would be like I never existed.
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