Venting Hopeless waiting for SN

[deadgirl333]

I ordered SN 8 days ago, but I'm starting to grow more and more hopeless. I have anxiety chest pains that haven't gone away. I dread waking up, wishing that I didn't. If my SN doesn't come sooner, I think I'll just attempt another method. I just want the pain of being here to end already.

 

[DivineSpark]

I am in that dark place as well. Anxiety, anhedonia, inner demons. I feel like there is no way out, no way out.

 

[sadalways]

Currently in the same boat. I'm sorry you have to deal with anxiety, it's really really difficult. I hope you can find your peace

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand that it's so torturous suffering in this existence, I also just wish to be free from this painful existence, I also find it dreadful to exist and all I hope for is to never wake again. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope that you find the peace you search for.

 

[roommate]

I am still at the pre-order anxiety.
If I should rent a Office Box or not, I am still at my parents.

 

[futurecorpse]

Same here :// It's been 3 weeks since I ordered sn, almost 3 weeks since it shipped. It's in the country, and the most recent update is vday. Maybe it's the bad winter weather that's delaying my package, but waiting is actually making me feel worse. I might have to use a different method if I don't receive my package