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Comaa

Comaa

New Member
Jul 26, 2026
2
Hello dears.

I managed to purhase 100g of SN from a verified source around 2+ years ago. Its purity, as the container promises, is 96,6%. It's expiration date approaches 2028. All this time I stored it in a dark, cramped, secure place with room temperature that changed moderately.

Unfortunately, I still haven't decided when it's the moment to finish this life. I suppose that uncertainty against a gurantee of death still makes me cling to existence, as I do not see myself waking up at hospital so people could pity over me. But I indeed feel my time approaching, as I've been gaining bravery. Or maybe I'm just going numb toward further survival each day.
Which is my reason why I'm seeking help, as I'd value certainty.

Do you think that the SN I obtained would be enough, and would it still work decently? Or maybe it would be much more reasonable to purhase a fresh amount, just in case?
 
Ultimatefighter

Ultimatefighter

Earth is hell
Jun 6, 2026
91
Hello dears.

I managed to purhase 100g of SN from a verified source around 2+ years ago. Its purity, as the container promises, is 96,6%. It's expiration date approaches 2028. All this time I stored it in a dark, cramped, secure place with room temperature that changed moderately.

Unfortunately, I still haven't decided when it's the moment to finish this life. I suppose that uncertainty against a gurantee of death still makes me cling to existence, as I do not see myself waking up at hospital so people could pity over me. But I indeed feel my time approaching, as I've been gaining bravery. Or maybe I'm just going numb toward further survival each day.
Which is my reason why I'm seeking help, as I'd value certainty.

Do you think that the SN I obtained would be enough, and would it still work decently? Or maybe it would be much more reasonable to purhase a fresh amount, just in case?
Store it in glass without possibility for air and water to come in and it will stay same purity for 10 years plus
 

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