Here we go again😔

[Jule_from_Germany]

I've been taken to hospital this night. Seems like my health situation is worsening fast. Today they will decide whether they want to do the surgery to get rid of the blood in my head. I'm so scared. Thoughts of ctb came up too, but that's pretty impossible here. Maybe jumping out of the window, but this is only 4th floor. Probably too risky

 

[angel31]

Fuck I am so sorry you have to suffer through this. I hope if they have to do surgery it will all work out… (it should german healthcare ist ziemlich gut ;)
Good luck
Sending hugs

 

[90starve]

im sorry, being stuck in hospital isn't pleasant - wishing you a speedy discharge and recovery <3

 

[The anhedonic one]

So sorry Jule. It sounds like you are really going through it right now.
I'm not sure if jumping from the 4th floor would kill you.
You may just end up in more pain than you already are.

 

[FuneralCry]

That must be really horrible, I hate how we exist in this world where we cannot just have the option to instantly free ourselves in peace, jumping from that height really doesn't sound reliable to me.

 

[Jule_from_Germany]

I was taken to a neurological hospital this morning. I'll probably have surgery on Monday, then two days of deep sleep, at least two more weeks in hospital, after that rehab. Long way to go

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I hope all goes well for you and I hope you recover quickly from the surgery! I wish you all the best!

 

[S u i c i d e]

I'm also from Germany if you want you can write me

 

[Jule_from_Germany]

Thanks for your good wishes. I'll keep you updated as good as I can. I'm so thankful for this community

 

[Jule_from_Germany]

Now it will definitely be surgery on Monday morning. It will take several hours and I will be in coma for about two days after. Sometimes I wish I could sleep forever

 

[outrider567]

Now it will definitely be surgery on Monday morning. It will take several hours and I will be in coma for about two days after. Sometimes I wish I could sleep forever

Me too--I'm just so tired of living...so damn tired...tired of tears....had enough of it....

 

[LostInNowhere]

Who knows how is it going for you... Hoping for the best!