I know many of us ask how we can end it. I think many of us reply with if we knew we wouldn't be here. Some try to comfort us because we know the feeling. We want to help, not tell someone to do it or how. I also know someone here might understand I have to keep trying until I find peace. We are here for different reasons. Not everyone here is as sure as I am. I'm filled with tremendous anxiety trying desperately to find a definite end. I saw a reddit post of a guy telling people where and when he works asking for someone to come and kill him. I feel bad for him but I get his desperation. There isn't really anywhere we can go to talk about dying. I can't go ask a vet or a doctor for what I need. So I'm posting again with little hope that many will read and less hope that anyone can do much but you never know! There are so many people here. 
