Help Help me to find the best method

[bajanpescadorabioso]

Hello, forgive my bad English, I'm writing this text with the help of a translator. I hope you guys can help me.

I'm a girl, I'm 21 years old and I live in Brazil. Since I was a little girl I've had a troubled life, I've never had a good relationship with my parents and my only support in life, my grandfather, committed suicide a few years ago and I want to see him again. My life is very empty and without much purpose, I recently had an abortion and I can't recover from it, let alone feel the slightest desire to be alive. It's hard to explain how miserable and hopeless my life is in just one post, I hope to be active while I don't find such a painful method.

I would like your help in finding a good way to leave. Here in Brazil we don't have much access to medication, so I'm very helpless and I don't understand many of the acronyms used here on the site. I live alone and have no contact with my parents, people don't usually come to me so I have a lot of free time and no interruptions, money isn't a big problem either. Please, I beg you to help me spend eternity with my grandfather and my son.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Welcome to the community. I'm sorry you have to go through this. There is a Suicide Resource Compilation with lots of info. Nobody can help you choosing your method bc this is only your personal decision.

Suicide Resource Compilation

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Acronyms

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[bonniekeane49]

i cant help with sources to help you in brazil but im here if your feeling alone and would like to talk. x

 

[Ardere]

You can travel to Peru and Bolivia and try to buy Pentobarbital.
In Peru the name is Halatal i mean.

 

[bajanpescadorabioso]

You can travel to Peru and Bolivia and try to buy Pentobarbital.
In Peru the name is Halatal i mean.

Welcome to the community. I'm sorry you have to go through this. There is a Suicide Resource Compilation with lots of info. Nobody can help you choosing your method bc this is only your personal decision.

Suicide Resource Compilation

All the links to threads, videos, audio, downloads, and information found here are being made available only for educational purposes, and have been shared by users; we cannot assure the accuracy of the data. This means the way you use this data is fully your responsibility, that you need to...

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Acronyms

i hate acronyms, i love tables don't use acronyms, please (this is just for lookup purposes) communication is extremely important (especially here), so don’t take shortcuts: Short Form Delimiter Long Form Notes AE = antiemetic AFAIC = as far as I'm concerned AFAIK = as far as I...

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Thank you!!!

You can travel to Peru and Bolivia and try to buy Pentobarbital.
In Peru the name is Halatal i mean.

I'm looking for ways to import. Is it a painless method?

 

[Ardere]

I'm looking for ways to import. Is it a painless method?

I think yes and the fastest method.

 

[bajanpescadorabioso]

I think yes and the fastest method.

Thank you!