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giannividi
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- Sep 24, 2022
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Hi,
I'm new to this forum. Quite excited to see something like this exists as it's impossible for me to talk to someone about this.
To make a very long story short, I've been struggling with financial issues for a while now (I'm self employed and run a business). The last few months a lot of stuff has happened that made me think about ending my life. The one thing I know is I don't want to suffer and I want my body to look 'normal' when I'm found. So not shooting a bullet or driving from a bridge, just not for me.
I've been working on a plan for the past few months now and I decided to choose for the helium method in combination with Xanax and a good glass of wine. That last combination is just because it's the only thing that makes me relaxed. As I don't want to panic when moving forward with it.
I decided to go for CPAP mask but reading for forum it looks like that is not the best idea. I'm not planning to 'try' a couple of times, I want it to go perfect the first time.
Are there other masks that can be used? I just don't see myself using a bag (with the chance CO2 comes inside and my attempt fails).
Any tips would be more then welcome.
Thank you all!
I'm new to this forum. Quite excited to see something like this exists as it's impossible for me to talk to someone about this.
To make a very long story short, I've been struggling with financial issues for a while now (I'm self employed and run a business). The last few months a lot of stuff has happened that made me think about ending my life. The one thing I know is I don't want to suffer and I want my body to look 'normal' when I'm found. So not shooting a bullet or driving from a bridge, just not for me.
I've been working on a plan for the past few months now and I decided to choose for the helium method in combination with Xanax and a good glass of wine. That last combination is just because it's the only thing that makes me relaxed. As I don't want to panic when moving forward with it.
I decided to go for CPAP mask but reading for forum it looks like that is not the best idea. I'm not planning to 'try' a couple of times, I want it to go perfect the first time.
Are there other masks that can be used? I just don't see myself using a bag (with the chance CO2 comes inside and my attempt fails).
Any tips would be more then welcome.
Thank you all!