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giannividi

Member
Sep 24, 2022
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Hi,

I'm new to this forum. Quite excited to see something like this exists as it's impossible for me to talk to someone about this.
To make a very long story short, I've been struggling with financial issues for a while now (I'm self employed and run a business). The last few months a lot of stuff has happened that made me think about ending my life. The one thing I know is I don't want to suffer and I want my body to look 'normal' when I'm found. So not shooting a bullet or driving from a bridge, just not for me.

I've been working on a plan for the past few months now and I decided to choose for the helium method in combination with Xanax and a good glass of wine. That last combination is just because it's the only thing that makes me relaxed. As I don't want to panic when moving forward with it.

I decided to go for CPAP mask but reading for forum it looks like that is not the best idea. I'm not planning to 'try' a couple of times, I want it to go perfect the first time.
Are there other masks that can be used? I just don't see myself using a bag (with the chance CO2 comes inside and my attempt fails).

Any tips would be more then welcome.

Thank you all!
 
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[HNO]

Experienced
Aug 21, 2022
283
there's several books that explains helium method i'd recommend to begin w/ Five Last Acts(2015) it explains how-to for the helium method including homemade exit bags and lists best(alternative) sources of it as major one(balloon time) took a measure to prevent helium related deaths and dilute cylinders w/ oxygen circa 2015. PPeH on the other hand focused on usage of high pressured cylinders but you better to avoid all editions made after 2007 as quality falls drastically and they're censored, at least i really got cringed when compared versions of 2007 w/ 2017
 
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mjosjueiowl

Member
Jul 15, 2022
47
Some HE vendors mix the gas with Oxygen for safety reasons. Nitrogen is a better alternative.
And an exit bag is less complicated than a mask.
Search for "pig slaughter with Helium in Germany" on YouTube to see how fast it is. I don't think anyone needs an extra sedation with Xanax and wine.
Anyway, please consider that throwing your life away for financial reasons is not a good idea. Please ask for help from your relatives, friends, social welfare organizations, religious organizations, etc. Try everything to fix the problem before you quit the game.
 
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Lifeaballache

Student
Aug 28, 2022
163
Be careful because helium is now mixed with oxygen in many places
 

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