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catbunny

catbunny

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Jun 19, 2024
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Why cant I just die? If I cant die then why do I have to suffer like this with all the depression and anxiety every single day. its so exhausting. It feels like Im gonna die but in the end Im still here, breathing and feeling all these emotions. It's so helplessly painful. I feel so pathetic and it crushes my soul. I wish I can just die wtf.
 
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HappyPotato69

HappyPotato69

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May 3, 2026
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Why cant I just die? If I cant die then why do I have to suffer like this with all the depression and anxiety every single day. its so exhausting. It feels like Im gonna die but in the end Im still here, breathing and feeling all these emotions. It's so helplessly painful. I feel so pathetic and it crushes my soul. I wish I can just die wtf.
thats so real but idk why i have an arbitrary hope that these problems just go away magically, maybe ill get psychiatric help idk
 
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